P2: Bonus Ch. 3

***I will always hate you.***

"Please control your temper while we're here.." Lily begged her brother Xander while they made their way through the hallways of the castle.

"I'm not.." Xander scowled.

"He will." Macy interrupted him. Xander just rolled his eyes while folding his arms across his chest.

Set just snorted while shaking his head. "You can't blame him. I don't like him either, especially after everything you've gone through after he left.. After Xander left as well.. They were your only source of safety and the pricks left.." Set glared at the side of Xanders' head. Lilys' eyes quickly saddened while making their way towards their fathers door. Set immediately wrapped an arm around Lily, pulling her closer. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that, sweetheart.."

"It's okay." Lily smiled softly. "Just please.."

"I'll behave, baby.. I promise." Set reassured and gently kissed the top of her head.

"I make no promises." Xander scoffed and entered the room without knocking.

"I'm sorry about him.." Macy whispered while giving Lily an apologetic smile and followed after Xander.

Lily entered the room and immediately smiled after seeing her father standing there with a frown on his face. "Hey, Dad!" Lily chirped.

Xaviers' attention quickly switched from Xander to Lily. "I was starting to think you guys wouldn't make it!" Xavier chuckled while slowly getting up from his couch to greet them. Xander was already sitting across the room, sulking in a corner while Macy looked like she was giving him a 'good talking' too.

"Of course we would come." Lily smiled while hugging her father. "How are you settling in here? Looks like they gave you a pretty big room!"

"I think all the rooms in the castle are big.." Xavier laughed. "Hey, Set.. Thanks for coming.." Xavier nervously eyed the giant of a man.

"Thanks for inviting us, man." Set gave Xavier a tight smile and an even tighter handshake. "I'd have to listen to this one complain if we didn't come over." Set joked.

"Oh, shush it!" Lily giggled and playfully slapped Sets' chest.

Xavier let out a soft chuckle before clearing his throat. "So where is Lennon? I have yet to meet my own grandson.."

"Oh.. he's actually busy with his mate this weekend.. They graduated last week and Vincent is taking him away.. like a vacation-celebration of the sorts." Lily explained with a soft smile. "There is this family dinner that Trixie is putting together with Lucy and Evy next week.. Get everyone together and stuff. You're invited as well!"

"Oh, wonderful! I'll be able to meet Lennon then." Xavier happily accepted the invitation.

"I told you and the worthless warlock that over my dead body would you ever meet him!" Xander growled out, earning himself a slap on the shoulder from Macy. "He can just now be alone with me in a room. He's been through enough shit and I won't allow you to fuck him up even more."

"You need to get the fuck over your promblems." Xavier growled back at him. "I would never hurt my own grandson!"

Lily let out a soft sigh while sitting down. "And here we go.."

"*MY* problems??" Xander snarled while standing up. "*My* only problem is you! You hurt me and I'm your own SON!"

"That's not my problem." Xavier shrugged. "I get it, you hate me but at some point you're going to have to try and move past the.. past.."

"Move past the fact that you forced me to shift when I was child and then just left me for dead?!" Xander snapped. "Then that piece of shit warlock found me and.. you have no idea the things he made me do.. the things he did to me.. Things a child shouldn't have to go through! And then you abandoned Lily and Chase, which apparently fucked Chase up more than anyone could have imagined! You don't get to act like you didn't do anything wrong!"

"I'm sorry, okay??" Xavier shouted. "How many times do I need to apologize?!"

"Until you fucking die!" Xander screamed back at him. Macy quickly wrapped her arms around Xanders' waist, hugging him from behind, successfully calming him down. "Actually.." Xander breathed in deeply while his hands caressed the top of Macys. "Thank you for ruining my life. If you wouldn't have thrown me away, Noah wouldn't have found me which eventually led me to Terrance and Trixie.. I never would have found Macy."

"Xan.." Xavier immediately softened.

"Don't you fucking call me that.." Xander growled in warning. "*Ever.*"

"Are you two done?" Set gritted out. He was currently holding a crying Lily in his arms, trying to calm her down.

"I'm sorry.." Xander mumbled while pulling Macy with him towards the door. "I thought I could do this but I can't."

Set just nodded his head while cooing Lily.

Xander looked back towards his father with a hard glare. "*I will always hate you.*"

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***All I will ever need is you.***

Xander stormed into his room, threw himself onto his bed and let out yell into his pillow.

"Are you okay?" Macy whispered while rubbing Xanders' back and gently kissing his shoulder.

Xander turned his head to look at his mate. "I am now." Xander wrapped an arm around Macys' waist and pulled her into him, trapping her beneath him. Xander nuzzled his face in the crook of her neck and let out a satisfied sigh.

"I shouldn't have insisted that we go with them.. I'm sorry." Macy mumbled while running her fingers through his hair. "It wasn't any of my business.."

"You were only trying to help me, peaches." Xander sighed again. "I love that you wanted to help me but with him.. nothing can be helped.."

Macy just nodded her head and pressed a kiss to his forehead, pausing before asking her question. "Wi-will you ever tell me what.. what happened to you when you were Noah?"

Xanders' entire body tensed before he quickly relaxed himself and cleared his throat. "No."

"Okay.." Macy mumbled.

Xander leaned up on his elbow while his free hand gently caressed Macys' cheek. "What happened to me.. it doesn't affect me anymore but that doesn't mean my sperm donor gets a free pass from it. I don't need nor want him in my life or my mates life. He won't be apart of our future." Xander stated firmly, leaving no room for arguments. Not that Macy was going to argue.

"I understand." Macy smiled and leaned up to kiss him.

Xander deepened their kiss for only a few seconds before pulling away and resting his forehead against hers. "*All I will ever need is you.*"