Chapter 50.

Chapter 50.
I strip down taking everything off till I’m standing in front of him completely naked, Evan walks over to the closet pulling out a light purple robe with a satin ribbon and lace. Walking back over he hands it to me smiling softly.
“This way you won’t wreck your clothes.” He states as I nod feeling my heart race and I wrap the robe around myself.
“Valerie will meet us in the fields shortly, you can shift there under the moon light and it will aid in the transformation.” He says making my heart skip a beat and I begin to feel nervous again and it all starts to feel more real.

“The first few times you shift it will hurt and it may take a while, it will get easier the more you do it but in the beginning it’s definitely not nice. Valerie and I will be there with you through it though so you will be ok.” He states and I nod my head softly looking to the floor as fear begins to fill me.
“Ok well we better get going.” I say softly choking on my own words as he nods, I didn’t expect to be this scared my finders tremble as I pull at them softly.

We walk in silence down the stairs and out the door until we see Valerie and Preston come in to view, Preston is setting up two posts with lights strung between them. My heart pounds and I force myself to swallow, I’m finally going to be a wolf. I kneel down on to the cold ground feeling my knees press in to the dirt, letting my robe slide off me I sit silently taking deep breaths as I wait for the pain to begin. I feel Evans warm hands gently squeeze my shoulders in a comforting manner before he takes a seat near me and I look up exhaling hard.

“Are you ready?” He asks softly as I nod unable to answer him back feeling like my words have been stolen away with my breath, he removes his robe letting it fall in to a silk pool around us.
“3 minutes till midnight, Preston and I are going to shift and move off to the side to make sure no one comes around.” Valerie states as Evan nods and they both fell to the ground shifting quickly in to their wolves as the moon pours around us lighting up the area.

A few moments later I feel my muscles all begin to tighten hard making me flinch, I wince in pain as my arm snaps and I feel a hot tear rush down my cheek. Everything around me begins to go numb as I focus only on my bones popping and snapping in to place, the excruciating pain sores through me consuming my mind making everything else around me more dull. My screams drown out Evans coos as he try’s to comfort me, my leg shatters before reforming making me scream in agony over and over again. I can faintly hear Evan’s voice through my screams but they seem far away , my body continues to break and reform for what seems like forever until everything go black.

I wake up a little while later feeling sore and stif, slowly standing I blink hard looking in front of me when I notice a dark snout a few inches away from my face making me freeze, dark like my father I think to myself as I see Evan’s beautiful white wolf standing in front of me and I fell something flick against my legs behind me making me look back quickly to see my tail gently swaying back and forth. I sit looking down to my paws they are also dark almost black but they change half way up my arms to a glowing gold colour, my eyes travel across my body taking in my pattern. My whole body is a beautiful gold that turns in to black at my paws snout and tail, the gold glistens in the moonlight almost seeming shinny as it reflects the light back glimmering along.

Evan comes over rubbing his body against mine making my fur flicker as the sparks begin to spread, your wolf is beautiful.” I hear him say through mid link making me feel shy and I feel my tail flicker quickly behind me and I smile, I have a wolf and my wolf has a tail. why do I feel like this all giddy and nervous?
“I’m sorry sir, I’ve just never seen such a handsome wolf before.” I feel my cheeks blush and I don’t recognize the voice.
“Who are you?” I say stumbling back as I fall on my butt making Evan laugh.

“I’m your wolf, Talia. I should have been your wolf since birth but I’ve been suppressed laying dormant inside you, up until tonight that is.” She says softly and I stop for a minute, I didn’t realize my wolf would be her own being inside my head, I guess it would make sense Evan and Quinn are separate so why wouldn’t I be.
“Well its nice to meet you.” I answer softly as I feel her get happy again.
“Are you two done getting acquainted with one another?” Evan asks chuckling.
“Yes sorry I didn’t realize she would talk to me in my head.” I say as he brushes against me again and I stand to follow.

I stumble tripping on my paws making Evan and Valerie laugh and I notice Preston and Valerie have now joined us watching me fail with my new body,Valerie walks over digging her nose in to me sniffing hard.
“What was that for?” I say laughing as I try taking a few steps.
“You smell different that’s all.” She states laughing. I take a few more steps and focus on moving each leg together, after a few minutes I think I have the hang of it an I start to speed up. Soon I’m running properly like any other wolf does, I feel my paws slam down in to the dirt with each stride Tailia howling wildly in my head making me laugh.

I stop quickly planting both front paws on the ground as I lean my head back howling loudly, I feel Evan stop just beside me as he lifts his head howling along side me, a moment later Preston and Valerie join us howling loudly making a hard rumble spread across the pack. It’s the most powerful and freeing feeling I outdated ever imagine, my heart and soul feel so incredibly full.

We continue running through the dark forest until we reach the crystal pond Evans parents used to bring him to, I stop to take a drink from the clear beautiful water filled pond. I start to wade in letting the wetness soak I to my fur making my skin cold, my body tingles as I take in the feeling being a wolf is amazing everything feels so much more intense, the smells are stronger and my body is huge and tougher then I was as a human. Everything feels surreal and amazing, I dunk my head under the water taking in the moment for as long as I can.

When we are finished we finally decide to head back to the Alpha house, I shift back to my human form when I make it to the porch my bones snap back making me wince in pain as I picture my human hands and feet coming back, my body hurts as I lay naked and cold on the ground when I finally feel Evan toss my robe over top of me. I wrap it around my body going to stand as he grabs me catching me from falling.

Evan swoops me up I his arms as my body collapses in to his feeling weak and tired, I begin to give in to the darkness allowing my body to relax in to bliss when I feel the bed press in to my skin.