Chapter 32

Chapter 32

The next day, I woke up feeling extra delighted that I was next to Cyrus. Last night was so romantic and relaxing. The way he made me feel special was seriously out of this world. It was like we were dating but we weren't officially. Though last night made me wish that we were. When he said he was going to make it up to me he meant it. His actions showed me that he was willing to change, and I loved it.

Turning over, Cyrus instantly wrapped his arm around pulling me closer into him. His bare chest was warm, and I gently rested my head on it as I smiled. It was strange knowing how much I wanted nothing to do with him in the beginning. Now, I couldn't get enough of spending time with him. He was my favorite part about this whole thing and there was nothing more I could ask for.

My fingers glide across his chest feeling him slowly waking up. I look up at him waiting to see his eyes flicker open with that smile on his face.

"Wake up sleepy head." I whispered desperately wanting him to wake up already.

He groaned, wiggling around a little bit. "But I don't want to." He whined. "Let's just stay here and sleep." This time he snuggled into me.

I laughed holding him close. "We'll miss the rest of the day if we do that." I say trying to convince him to wake up.

Finally opening his eyes, he looked up at me and smiled. "Your right plus, I have plans for us today." He said sitting up abruptly.

I was confused. I was not aware that we were doing anything together today. However, that didn't stop me from being excited about it. The question is how were we supposed to pull this off? It was the middle of the day and the fact that someone could spot us had to be considered. Especially since it's a Monday. Cyrus was crazy for this, but I wasn't going to pass up the opportunity to spend time with him. Not a chance.

"Where are we going?" I ask intrigued by his spontaneity.

Getting out of bed, Cyrus stretched out walking towards the bathroom. "It's a secret." He winked. "Before that, I want to have some fun." He gestured for me to come over to him.

Biting my lip, my mind knew exactly what kind of fun he meant, and I was ecstatic about that. There was no hesitation in my step following him into the overly huge bathroom. Cyrus turned the shower on stripping himself down. Not wasting another second, he pulled me into him kissing me fiercely like he was hungry for me. Morning wood really is a thing huh?

He lifted my shirt up over my head as he continued to kiss me, sliding my underwear off as well. Opening the shower door, he pulled me in with him pressing me against the shower wall. I moaned out of shock. He hasn't been rough with me during any of our intimate moments. This was new and I appreciated every minute of it. Call me crazy, but I loved it rough. It also helps that the water was splashing against our bodies as we committed the act.

I wasn't going to let him have all the fun though, so I licked my hand and wrapped it around his cock. As his lips traced around my neck, I gently stroked his cock gaining a reaction from him. His breathing picked up as I continued to stroke him faster and faster. The way he groaned against my skin turned me on completely. Making him feel good made me feel excited. Like I was doing my job and doing it well.

Not being able to contain himself, he grabbed my legs lifting me up without much notice. I giggled out of surprise wrapping my hands around his shoulders. Slowly, he slid himself inside me making my toes curl. His hands held me by my ass as he began to stroke himself in and out slowly. My body quaked feeling him penetrate me so deep. The pleasure he made me feel was undeniably the best I've ever felt.

Picking up the pace, a moan escaped my lips as I locked lips with him. "Uhh Cyrus please don't stop." I say rolling my eyes back.

He groaned, never stopping his movement. That is until he suddenly pulled himself out of me, putting me back on my feet. Quickly, he turned me around my face on the shower wall this time. His hands untangled in my hair pulling it back but gently. His cock sliding back inside of me, his free hand smacks my ass causing me to flinch a little.

He smirked, loving every part of this. "Mm baby I love seeing you this way." His voice was husky enjoying himself inside me.

I smile wickedly licking my lips in the process. "We should do this more often." I say through fainted breaths.

His pace picks up again this time making us both begin to reach our climax and he's really drilling into me. My legs start to shake as he's grabbing my hair. Both our voices fill the bathroom, my eyes rolling in the back of my head. His hands grabbed my waist tightly while my hands clenched at the wall. My body weakened as we both reached the end. Cyrus thrusted into me a few more times before pulling himself out of me. We were both breathing heavily as he rested himself against me kissing the top of my shoulders like he always does.

It was crazy how we could feel so drained yet so good at the same time. His beautiful naked body felt perfect against mine. It wasn't ever the most spectacular thing in the world, but it always felt right. Everything we did together felt right. My feelings for him were turning into something I did not want them to go to. It scared me.

We finished in the shower washing off all the sex that just happened. As we got out, I was standing by the window drying my hair. My mind was racing thinking about the realization that just hit me. I didn't want my feelings going anywhere if I couldn't realistically be with him in the end. However, I couldn't exactly control how I felt. Did he even feel the same way back or was this just something happening for now? I was completely over thinking this.

Cyrus looked over at me wearing only a towel around his waist. Seeing the look on my face made him concerned. He walked over to me lifting my face up to his. "What are you thinking in that big head of yours Autumn?" He questioned me, making me laugh.

"I don't have a big head thank you very much." I pouted.

He laughed this time shrugging. "That's a discussion for a different day. I want to know what's troubling you." His voice was laced with concern.

I sighed looking away from him. "I don't think it matters at the moment." Turning away from him, I didn't want him to worry. I also didn't want to reveal my true feelings to him.

Of course, he wasn't going to take that for an answer. "Autumn," this time he grabbed me his voice going from playful to serious. "Please talk to me. Did I hurt you?"

I scrounged up my face. "What? No." I deny quickly.

"Is it something I said?" He kept asking questions.

"No." I keep denying.

"Then tell me what's wrong!" His voice raised a little.

I contemplated saying anything to him for a minute. I knew he wanted to help but it wasn't worth knowing. Especially because I felt like I knew the answer. I was practically torturing myself at this point. We were in the middle of a competition, and I was expecting him to show me some real affection. My mind was expecting him to feel how I felt and now wasn't the time to be worried about it. We were supposed to be having fun.

Sighing, I crossed my arms over my chest not making eye contact. "Well...I just...I'm scared." I was being vague.

He looked confused but took the time to hear me out anyway. "Scared of what exactly?" He wanted a better understanding.

"My feelings." I say quietly.

It made me nervous about what he was going to say. He could understand me, or he could not know what I'm thinking at all. It was hard for me to come right out and say it. Beating around the bush made it a little easier to speak about. Though it still didn't make me feel confident in his answer. Especially not when I knew he couldn't say much to reassure me.

Cyrus stared at me as if he didn't understand what I said. That didn't stop him from shaking his head at me and pulling me in for a hug. His hand resting on top of my head holding me close. "Autumn, what is this about?" He kept looking for answers. "Your feelings? About me?"

I nod in his chest. "I mean, yes. I'm scared because I don't want to feel these things if-if you don't...."

"Feel them back? I know what you mean." Finally getting it, he squeezed me tighter. "Boy, you sure do make things complicated."

I laughed. "I wasn't trying to. I swear."

"It's ok though I'm not exactly sure of what to say." He admitted and I feared. "But you should know that I'm not trying to string you along. In fact, I would never do this with anyone else. I haven't done this with anyone else."

That made me perk up as I smiled looking at him in his beautiful blue eyes. "Really?" I ask curious to know.

Cyrus nodded his head smiling back. "Yes, my love. Please don't worry about this because in the end I know what I want." His hand caressed my cheek the way that it always does making me fluster.

He was right. I shouldn't worry about this. Even if that wasn't the answer I wanted now. Him telling me he knew what he wanted made me feel confident at the end of all of this. So long as no one gets in our way everything will be fine. Hopefully.

"Now that you feel better, please get dressed. I got something special for you to wear."