Chapter 38

Chapter 38

We got Twila to sleep, and I sighed in relief. The night was not the best. So much energy was drained out of me I wanted nothing more than to get in bed and knock out. Sleep was calling my name although I could've slept in Twila's bed, I opted not too and went back to my room.

Good thing I did because I was pleasantly surprised to see Cyrus sitting on my bed. He smiled when he saw me walk through the door. Of course, I had to lock the doors to the room and turn on the tv just so our talking was muffled. His company was not expected but it was appreciated. We haven't seen each other since we got Jay settled. After tonight, it was the perfect time to see do a little catch up.

Smiling, I walked over to him sitting right beside him. His presence was always soothing in a weird way.

"What are you doing here?" I asked happy to see him.

He quickly wrapped his arms around me snuggling me inside his chest. "We always go through this. Can I just miss you?" He asked.

I laughed lifting my face to his. "I'm glad you're here." I say truthfully.

That made him feel better as he squeezed me tightly. Something about him was different tonight. He was drained but also still very alert and present with me. I could still tell he was tired though. Which makes me wonder even more why he would come to my room. This wasn't the safest place to be if he wanted to sleep. Especially since he can get caught in my room. After Jenna trying to turn Bradyn against us, I couldn't risk her seeing him in here.

Either way, I was going to keep him here as long as possible. Even if it meant getting caught. It's not like I had much to lose at this point. There were only a few weeks left and time for his decision to be made. I wanted to spend as much time with him just in case he didn't end up choosing me. In my heart, I knew he would.

Sighing, I got up and turned the light off. Cyrus looked at me confused but didn't question me much. Instead, he kicked his shoes off and got comfortable next to me in my bed.

"I guess I'm staying here tonight." He smirked while pulling me closer to him.

I ran my fingers through his hair giggling. "Do you think that's a smart idea?" I wanted his honest opinion.

He shrugged. "No, but I don't care." He huffed. "I've had a long day and I just want to be near you." He admitted.

That made my cheeks blush. It was strange because he was always sweet to me so why did it make me blush now? There was this feeling in my stomach that I couldn't comprehend. The usual feelings I've felt around him were there, but this was something different. The more I try to explain it, the more confused I get. However, I felt warm inside. Oddly, warm inside. I don't know what he was doing to me.

Not answering, he sat up looking at me. He was trying to figure me out like he knew I was hiding something. Today was a long day for both of us truly.

Squinting, Cyrus looked me deep in the eyes not sure of what to say. "What's going on?" He asked me curiously.

I laughed nervously. "Oh, nothing just a lot happened tonight." I say trying not to worry him. Of course, I did the opposite.

"Did something happen to you?" He was frantic. "Who was it?"

I shake my head. "Nothing, we just had an argument. Well...two separate arguments."

That piqued his interests, making him sit up even more. I should have kept my big mouth closed, but I couldn't control myself. Besides, we didn't have much to talk about. This was the perfect time to get things off my chest. Even if just for a second. Cyrus was always willing to listen to me no matter how stupid the issue was. That's what I liked about him.

"Really? With whom?" He started asking more questions.

I looked at my feet because I didn't want to say anything. There was so much drama for one night and reliving it was not exactly in my book. Still, it was better than sitting here in silence. The last time I saw him we were dealing with something serious. Now we had time to relax and be with each other this time.

"Jenna and I had an argument, but it was minor." I said downplaying the truth.

He rolled his eyes, not buying it. "It's my fault she's on your case like that." He sounded upset when he said that.

I shook my head. "Nonsense, it's only jealousy that's eating her alive." I reassured him.

He didn't want to accept that, but he didn't have a choice. Aside from knowing our secret I could handle Jenna myself. She wasn't much of a threat regardless of how much she disliked me. My real problem was here trying to stir Bradyn up. We could argue every day if she liked. I was not going to let her get in Bradyn's head. No matter what she tried to do.

That was just a small part of the problem. The big problem was between Twila and Sienna. Twila was completely devasted and Sienna looked sure of herself. I wasn't sure what to do in this case. I wanted them both to be happy but how could I convince Twila that this was a good thing for her? All she wanted was to have her first love again. Yet that's not what Sienna wanted. Ugh, I was getting stressed out just thinking about it.

My brain was frazzled doing all this thinking. I was so worried about her I don't think I worried about anyone else like this before.

"Did something else happen?" How did he always notice when something was up with me?

I sighed. "I'm just worried about Twila." I admit. "Her and Sienna had a big confrontation. She's eaten up about it."

He nodded, understanding the situation. "She finally spoke up. I could only imagine how that ended up." So, he did know. "Is she alright?"

"I'm not sure. Bradyn and I got her to sleep but she wasn't herself." My eyes watered with worry for her. She is my best friend.

Cyrus came over hugging me, giving me a kiss on the top of my head. I smiled at how caring he was of me. Even when I wasn't in any real distress, he was always there to comfort me. It amazes me that he wasn't off the market. He would make such a great boyfriend for someone. It's no wonder Jenna is jealous of me with him. He was just so great. Which led me to question him.

"What are your opinions on love?" I blurt out.

His face dropped as he looked a little glum when I asked him. Who knew love would get him to shut down? I haven't seen him so bummed since our fight. Did I say something wrong? He was always very vague about his love life. There wasn't any harm in knowing a little more about him. I'm sure he's dated someone before and hopefully loved them in capacity. Though if he weren't ready to tell me I wouldn't let him. That didn't mean I wasn't going to question him.

Sighing, he looked down not saying a word. I struck a nerve and not a good one. There was something more to this story that he didn't want to talk about. He was always with the secrets although I do have some of my own. Even bigger than his secrets other than being poor. I can't expect him to open up to me if I won't open up to him. Despite that, we still have a great connection.

"Love is...love...mm...that's hard." He stumbled over his thoughts as expected.

I laughed loving this. "Isn't it precious? Have you been in love?" I kept going only to receive that glum look as before.

"Well, I'm not sure honestly." He said, "if I were I've never really paid attention to it. Again, no one has ever stuck out to me like you do and I had lots of women in my life."

I rolled my eyes. "Define lots?" I question becoming a little heated.

What's a lot of women? How many are like Jenna? I swear, this man never ceases to surprise me. It doesn't help that he made himself sound like a hoe. Though he did say he was going to have a bachelor pad built for him and Jay before he met me. That should have told me everything I needed to know.

This time he laughed, placing his hand on my cheek. "Is someone jealous?" So full of himself.

I shoved his hand away from my face. "No way!" I denied.

"It's ok if you are, babe. I only have eyes for you sweetie there's no need to worry." He winked at me.

He was so corny but here I was again blushing at his corniness. I'm not sure what was up with me today. Blushing at all the trivial things he always does when were together was out of the ordinary. There was something about him tonight that had me eating him up. Whatever the case I kind of enjoy it. Well, somewhat.

Without further ado, we finally shared a small kiss before he ran his fingers through my hair. His smile was bright and inviting like always towards me. He looked so beautiful tonight. My eyes wouldn't stop looking at him. He was everything I dreamed of and more. I couldn't get myself too carried away.

I yawned loving every part of talking to him tonight. "We better get some sleep while we still can." I say searching for the remote.

He nodded, smirking at me. "I do get to sleep here huh?" He questioned joyously about the occasion.

"I rather be in your room." I speak. His bed was more comfortable. Not to mention how big it was.

He scrounged his face. "What? Why?"

"For starters, your bed is much bigger and don't even get me started on the bathroom." I gush just thinking about it.

"That's fair." He laughed while I turned the tv off.

Out of nowhere, he pulled me under the covers snuggling me in his chest. I smiled engulfing his beautiful scent. He was so sweet, and I never would have thought being with someone like him was right where I wanted to be. Like this in his arms snuggled closely together. Who knows how long I'll be able to do this?