Chapter 61

Chapter 61

It was shocking nothing eventful happened at the dinner apart from Jenna always in my business. Everything was boring and uninspired. Jay talking to me again was the highlight of the night. Our connection was so special and raw. Thinking about him made me all giddy inside and I couldn't wait for him to get here. He said he had something planned but I don't know what he meant by that. Jay was always vague with his ideas.

After finishing my shower, I was in the bathroom brushing my hair when I heard my room door open. Popping my head out, Jay was walking in with a lot of bags in his hands. He locked my room door behind him before looking in my direction. His smile was so bright it lit up my entire room.

I continued to brush my wet hair walking back into my bedroom to greet him. "What's all this?" I ask excitedly.

"This is everything I got packed up for our day today," he said setting the bags down.

My brow raised in confusion. "Where are we going? That's a lot of stuff."

Jay sat on my bed kicking his shoes off. "Here."

Now I was really confused. Did he pack all this stuff up just to stay here? It looked like he put a lot of thought and preparation into this and we're staying here? Not my idea of fun but at least it was with Jay. Though anyone could come and see us here. Cyrus sometimes does pop-up visits as well. I'm not sure how he would feel seeing Jay and me alone in my room. If it were me I would be suspicious seeing that.

Still, looking in the bag he had a lot of interesting things in there. There was food to last for days. A couple of boards games along with a deck of cards. There were also little chocolates and goodies mixed in. It's like he was trying to spend a whole two days locked in this room. Not that it would be a necessarily bad thing. Just not ideal.

"We're staying here?" I questioned walking in front of him. "Are you sure about that?"

He grabbed my waist pulling me onto his lap. His arms wrap around me tightly as he rests his head against my chest. I run my fingers through his hair smiling to myself. Being in his arms was the best part of any day with him. The way he held me securely made me feel safe in a way unimaginable.

I kissed his forehead as he looked at me gleaming. "I figured we could stay in here because there will be no distractions," he was serious.

Shrugging, I got off his lap and crossed my arms. "You do realize anyone could knock on the door right?'

"They won't, I already took care of it." He was nonchalant about the whole thing.

I'm not sure if I should be happy about being locked in my room all day with him or if I should rebel against it. Though strange I didn't mind being in here with him. He made sure to bring food and the bathroom was right there. If we needed to get out we could always go through to Twila's or Bradyn's room. My question is what did he tell Cyrus? We haven't spoken since coming back to Sunbury last night. Jay must've been unsuspiciously convincing about spending the whole day with me.

Regardless, I was ready to have fun with Jay and that's exactly what we did. He took out Chutes and Ladders to start our day out with. It was a classic board game that most children played but we made it fun nonetheless. We played a few times before declaring an actual winner which was me. I creamed him and he didn't enjoy that part much but it was fun for me.

"Tired of losing already?" I asked rubbing it in his face.

He rolled his eyes not thrilled. "You got lucky," was his excuse. "Next game we play I'm taking you down!" He insisted.

I scoffed. "You could be a great comedian because the jokes you tell are too funny," I said sarcastically.

"Just you wait, A, we'll see who's laughing later," he was so sure of himself.

"Yeah, me." I laughed some more. "For now, can we eat something finally?"

We've been playing for an hour as it is without eating anything. All the food he brought was calling my name. He made sandwiches and we paired them with a bag of chips. Of course, we put a movie on that. That movie was Titantic because it was long enough to pass the time. After that sad journey, we decided to watch Hateful Eight and have a good laugh and it also passed time. Eating snacks and laughing together was the best part of any day with Jay.

The evening was nearing and after the movies, we decided to play more games. Only this time he wanted to make things a little interesting. By interesting I mean perverted.

"You want to play strip Go Fish?" I asked him unamused.

Jay pulled out the deck of cards smirking at me. "What? Scared you're gonna be fully naked?" He teased.

"No it's just childish," I reprimanded.

He clucked like a chicken. "Coming from the chick who just played chutes and fucking ladders," he continued to cluck. "Come on, don't be a chicken. We're stripping!"

I sighed as he deals the cards. "You are the worst kind of person sometimes," although it killed me, I smiled anyway.

He dealt us each seven cards as we began our game. It moved slowly at first but as soon as the first round was over, things started to pick up again. Of course, I lost the first round and he made me take off my socks. Next round I made sure to win making Jay take off his shirt. He wanted to play this dumb game he was going to get naked. Not that he cared, it was his idea after all.

"Someone wants to undress me quickly," he said smugly.

I laughed dealing the cards again. "Oh yeah, you wanna strip let's strip."

The game continued with the wins going back and forth for the next 20 or so minutes. At this point, we were stripped down to just his underwear and my underwear along with my bra. The game was getting repetitive but Jay won this last round telling me to take my bra off.

"Do I have to?" I questioned but teasingly.

His eyes narrowed. "Yes, Autumn, it's the rules!" He yelled playfully.

I pout pretending to struggle with my bra strap. "Mm, I just can't seem to get it," I lied. "Do you mind helping me?"

Jay looked at me amused by my antics. He didn't say no though as he came over to me his strong hands slowly caressing my shoulder down to my bra strap. These little actions sent chills down my spine as he undid my bra. I slowly took it off before turning to face him. I covered my chest like he hadn't seen me exposed before. This time felt different. We weren't fooling around just based on lust. Deep feelings were going into this. Seeing the way he was looking at me made me want to jump on him. His perfectly toned body and succulent blue eyes filled me up with so much urgency but in a good way.

His hand rested on my thigh as he began to rub it slowly and sensually. "Don't hide from me." He whispered seductively. I could see the lust setting in his eyes.

"I'm not hiding," I say biting my lip.

He removed my arms from my chest smiling at my half-naked body. "Damn, why can't you just be mine?"

I smirked looking him in the eyes. "I can...for one night," I said before kissing him slowly.

There was no hesitation on his end as he kissed me back passionately. His hands grabbed at my waist as I pushed him back against the headboard. My legs straddled him while we kissed ferociously. We didn't even care about the cards still scattered about. They were basically in our way at this point. Nothing mattered to me at this moment. With his hands rubbing against my body pulling me into him.

He started trailing kisses around my neck and my collar bone making me moan slightly. I tilted my head back giving him open access to every part of me. Before I knew it, his lips found their way around my nipple shocking me. He seemed to love my reaction because he smiled slapping my breast in the process.

I cried out in pleasure-loving the things he was doing to me.

"Mm, you like that don't you baby?" He questioned sexually slapping my breast again before kissing them so more.

I moaned grinding my hips against him. "Yes," I said through fainted breath.

"How badly do you want me, baby?" He kept going teasing me in the process.

"So badly," I looked in his eyes still grinding against him feeling his member getting hard.

Jay pinched my nipples as I wasn't loud enough for him. "I can't hear you, baby." He was calm but sweet.

"Yes!" I yelled softly. "Take me, Jay."

He kissed my lips before getting up to grab a condom out of his pockets. The man was always prepared for everything like he knew this would happen. I wasn't mad at it since it was the best way to be safe. Of course, he was always safe with me whenever we did anything. Knowing that he was looking out for me made it even better. We didn't need any accident.

Jay came back in the position he was in before taking off his and my underwear. I slowly stroked his member putting the condom over it. I fixed myself feeling him slowly inside me causing pleasure to rush through me. We both moaned as I continued to make small thrusting movements with my body. With little movement, it felt like heaven. Jay was amazing at everything and it felt like I needed this after all our bickering the past week. We needed this and we were better than ever.

The pace started to pick up as Jay grabbed my waist thrusting into me as fast as he could. Moans filled the room as he kept going. I felt myself starting to shake coming close to finishing. Jay got louder as well while we both finished together. I rested against him, body shaking against him. He held me close kissing my cheek sweetly and rubbing my back gently. It didn't stop there though. Jay lifted me as he walked into the bathroom turning on the tub. We kissed through smiles some more waiting for the tub to fill up. He threw the dirty condom away before stopping the water and setting me inside. He climbed on the other side looking at me happily.

"You've made me the happiest person ever, Autumn," he began to talk.

I chuckle sinking deeper into the water. "You have no idea what you've done for me, Jay," I blush.

"You're not understanding, but just know everything you've done for me these last few weeks is greatly appreciated." Now he was confusing me.

Sitting back up, I furrowed my eyebrows looking at him confused. "What are you saying?" I asked nervously. "What's going on, Jay?"

He took a second to respond seeing the look on my face. It looked like he didn't know what to say after my question. There was something he was hiding from me and he made it obvious. It didn't seem like he was willing to tell me either. Instead, to spare my feelings he comforted me.

"Nothing, I just want to appreciate you." He pulled me into him stroking my hair.

I frowned not buying this story. "I don't like you telling me lies," I looked up at him very angry.

With a roll of his eyes, he sighed squeezing me tighter. "I'm not hiding anything, A, I'm truly grateful to you for showing me a whole new world."

I'm not sure if I bought his explanation completely but I let it go because this day was perfect. I couldn't ruin it over something so silly. Besides, I could tell the words he said were true. His energy was light and he looked happier than ever. I'm excited that I've been able to give him this newfound life that was out of reach before. Jay deserved the world and nothing less. I'm glad we've been able to spend so much time together. Who knows how long it'll last.

Sighing, we looked each other in the eyes lovingly. "Jay, what's going to happen to us?" I asked to see what he thinks.

He shrugged smiling at me. "Whatever we let happen," his answer was vague but he didn't stop giving me those eyes.

"I know, I just mean..."

"What's going to happen this week...yeah." His face fell before perking right back up again. "But don't worry, my feelings for you will always be the same regardless of what happens."

That made me smile as I kissed him one more time. We washed up getting out of the bathroom in case the girls needed to use it. We got dressed before indulging in a cuddle session. The movie we put on wasn't getting much attention from us. We were too focused on each other to care about the tv. Getting to love on him like this was a feeling that I couldn't quite explain. Despite everything else, Jay's and I relationship was something you couldn't get anywhere else.

I was one lucky girl.

For now...