Fighting with Himself
I groaned as I thought about the way my distractions snuggled close together on the bed. ‘Giselda’ and ‘Katie’ had fallen asleep hours before I had let ‘Annie’ go. She had been so beautiful and hesitant, I hadn’t been able to stop touching her. She reminded me so much of my real Annie; I had even gotten her phone number before I left so I could see her again. I had also asked her to give me ‘Zelda’s’ number. The two of them were so fucking hot together that I would love to be with them again. This time without ‘Katie.’ It hadn’t taken me long to realize that I only wanted the two of them. They had rocked my world in more than one way, and now I was infatuated with the thought of having the real Annie and Giselda together.
I glanced at Annie as her chest rose and fell rhythmically, making my cock twitch. I loved being able to look at Annie’s naked body whenever I wanted without her insecurities getting in my way. I reached over to lightly scratch my dried semen off her left breast. I couldn’t even begin to describe how exciting it was to jerk off on her breasts while she was out of it. I had a feeling that by the time she woke up, she would be dripping with my cum. Inside and out.
I shook my head to stop my rambling thoughts. Ever since I had left the hoteI, I couldn’t stop fantasizing about having them again. My cock got harder as I imagined the real Annie and Giselda with the fake ones. I tugged on my jeans as they got tighter while my cock hardened. I sighed as I ran my fingers through my hair. Between my bouts of anger and obsessive thoughts, I was going crazy. I didn’t know how I wanted to feel. I spent half the time wanting to fuck and the other half wanting to string Annie up, cut her throat, and bathe in her blood. Fuck! I was a mess.
I got up to pace around the small one-room cabin, throwing angry glances at Annie every now and then. She had been unconscious for 2 days, and I was still too angry to try to wake her up. Every time I looked at Annie, all I could think was, ‘How dare she give herself to that asshole?’ Didn’t she know that she was mine? I had told her repeatedly that I loved her. She should have known that I wasn’t going to let her go. I cursed under my breath again. She wanted to play games? She wanted to let some other bastard mark her?
I stopped moving to smile coldly at her; I could play. I would make sure that she learned her lesson and make her never want to even look at another male. I stomped over to the bed, sighing as I sank to my knees beside her. I brushed her hair back as I leaned forward to kiss her lips softly as my anger faltered, making me unable to hurt her.
“Annie, little Annie,” I said, clucking my tongue. “Why didn’t you believe me? I only want you, and you betrayed me.” I took her hand, raising it to my face. “Why can’t you love me like I love you? Why wasn’t my love enough for you?” I asked softly. “Why can’t you see that everything I do is for you?”
And it was. I knew that after my anger subsided I would go back to treating her like a queen, but I didn’t see that happening any time soon. I punched the small dining table set against the left wall, making it collapse under the force of my hit.
“FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!” I yelled as I pummeled the piece of furniture into oblivion.
I spun around as Kraven urged me to kill Annie again, saying that it was the only way to ensure that she would never look at another man again. I forced myself out of the cabin, desperately struggling against his demand to end Annie while she slept. I stumbled down to my car, fighting to open the door before locking myself inside of it. I collapsed against the seat, yelling at Kraven to calm down. I may be angry at her, but I didn’t want her to die. I did still love her.
‘GODDESS DAMMIT, KRAVEN! FUCKING STOP IT! WE’RE GOING TO FIX THIS! AND WHEN WE DO WE’LL TREAT HER SO WELL THAT SHE WON’T EVER WANT ANYONE ELSE! YOU HAVE TO TRUST ME! NOW, FUCKING STOP IT!’
Kraven bared his teeth at me but stopped thrashing. ‘I want Annie! I want Giselda! I want them both! Can you make that happen? Huh?! NO! YOU CAN’T! SO WHAT DO YOU THINK WE’RE GOING TO DO?! ARE WE JUST GOING TO BOUNCE BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN ANNIE AND GISELDA?!”
I sighed as I laid my head on the steering wheel. ‘We will have to eventually choose Kraven. But for right now, until we wipe her memories again, we can have both,’ I told him, trying to reason with him.
‘And who do you think we should choose, Gerald?’ He sneered. ‘The girl we have loved forever or the woman the Goddess says we should love?’
‘Who do you want more?’ I asked.
He sighed as he made me close my eyes. ‘I don’t know, Gerald. I love them both.’
‘I know you do.’ I sighed as my mind raced. ‘Close your eyes, Kraven.’ I waited for him to do as I said before continuing. ‘You’re running through the woods, and you hear a river in the distance. As you near the river, you hear a female laughing, and you change directions to head straight there. As you run, your heart starts to pound in excitement. You can’t wait to see the girl who has your heart pounding. You bound through the clearing, and as you exit on the side where the river is, you draw up short. In the water, you see her frolicking around. She’s laughing and splashing, and then she turns around to look at us.’ I took a deep breath. ‘Who do you see, Kraven? Who is it?’
‘Annie,’ he said without hesitation. ‘It’s Annie. It always has been. It always will be.’
I nodded as I started my car. ‘Yes,’ I murmured. ‘It’s always been Annie. How about we blow off some steam, buddy?’
‘What do you have in mind?’ He asked.
‘Well, Annie still remembers. So what if we go get Giselda and make love to her next to Annie? That way we can have them both at the same time?’
Kraven perked up. ‘Do you think Giselda would go for it?’
‘I don’t know. Let’s go ask.’
He nodded. ‘Let’s go ask.’
I backed out of the barely there driveway on my way to see if I could find Giselda. I hoped that she agreed, because damn if I didn’t want my fantasy to come true before I erased her memory again. Fuck!
“Please, Goddess, just let me have this one thing. And then I promise to choose just one.”
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