Chapter 86
"Untie my hands..." Zeno requested softly.
Sebastian caressed the side of Zeno's face before he traced his hand above Zeno's arm and released his belt from his wrist.
The moment Zeno's wrists were freed, he intertwined his fingers with Sebastian's and brought it down to his lips, placing a soft, chaste kiss on it.
Sebastian watched him with hooded eyes; he didn't say a word; he just let Zeno do whatever he wanted.
Zeno traced Sebastian's face with his fingers: his neck, his back, his chest, nipples, abs, and back to his neck; he drew Sebastian's face down to his and whispered.
"You drive me fucking crazy, too, Sebastian, I..." he paused and stared deeply into his eyes.
A strong urge to say the 'L' word to Sebastian possessed his whole body, but he was scared; he was scared of losing him completely if he said it.
Sebastian had made it clear that he didn't want anything with him, it was just lust and sex.
He was also scared of meddling between Sebastian and Georgia; if he was ever going to say it, he'd need to make sure that Sebastian was completely his; he, too, didn't like to share.
"You what, Zeno?" Sebastian questioned expectantly, his pulse racing as he waited for Zeno to say what he wanted to say.
Zeno smiled and shook his head then he gently pushed Sebastian's head lower and kissed him.
They kissed slowly and steadily, the atmosphere charging again, but this time, it seemed like they were going slow.
"You can fuck me again, Seb, I'm ready," Zeno whispered against his lips.
He could feel Sebastian's cock getting harder and harder inside him, and he was ready to go again.
Sebastian moved his face to the side of Zeno's face and slowly started thrusting his hips into his.
"This isn't fucking, Zeno, this is making love..." Sebastian sucked his earlobe into his mouth.
After their slow, intense love-making, they were currently sitting in front of the car with Zeno unable to take his eyes off Sebastian, who was fixing his seat belt.
Sebastian felt Zeno's gaze and turned his face to him; he looked down at Zeno's body and frowned, seeing that his seat belt was not fixed yet.
He leaned toward Zeno and reached his hand beside him, easily pulling the seat belt across Zeno's upper body and fixing it in place beside the chair.
Zeno didn't even try moving away; he was still looking for a way to get closer to Sebastian; he wished they never had to return to the mansion, to reality.
Sebastian raised his face and looked at Zeno; he put a finger under his chin and leaned closer, "You know, Zeno, if you don't quit giving me that eye, we'll end up in the backseats again," He whispered seductively.
Zeno blinked, tilting his head to the side, "I don't mind..." He caressed Sebastian's neck.
Sebastian smirked, "You're getting too naughty for me to handle, Zeno," He placed his thumb on Zeno's lips and kissed it.
He was about to move back to his seat but Zeno held his arm and leaned in for a real kiss, which Sebastian reciprocated.
"Happy?" He asked Zeno.
Zeno nodded and returned to his seat. However, he didn't leave Sebastian's arm; he only traced his hand down to Sebastian's and intertwined their fingers, leaving their intertwined hands on Sebastian's lap.
Sebastian's heart was pounding, he felt the switch in Zeno, but he didn't comment on it; he didn't want to because he, too, was enjoying the attention from his bodyguard.
It was like a therapy that eased his day-long jealousy.
At least, he basked in the knowledge that it was his hand Zeno was holding and not Nicholas'.
He raised Zeno's hand and placed a brief kiss on it before returning it to his lap and starting the car.
None of them made to move their hands away from each other, they stayed that way throughout the ride, and Sebastian didn't have a problem driving with just one hand.
The ride was quiet, but it was a comfortable silence. It seemed like they had paused all thoughts in their brain and were only basking in the moment, not wanting their intrusive thoughts to ruin their moment like they always did.
Sebastian was slowly rubbing the insides of Zeno's palm with his thumb, a silent assurance that even though he had his eyes on the road and wasn't speaking to him, he was still aware that he was beside him.
After a while, they arrived home, and even as they drove into the compound, they still couldn't let go of each other's hands.
The car parked in the open garage, and Zeno kept his eyes locked on his feet, readying himself to go back to how things used to be between them.
It was already evening, and the sun was setting, casting an orange hue on the car's glass.
Sebastian was watching Zeno, he felt Like something was bothering Zeno, and he was getting edgy every time he wondered what it could be.
Was he really considering dating Nicholas? Or was it sounding else?
At that moment, Sebastian didn't feel like letting things remain how they were between them, he was sensing that Nicholas would do anything to have Zeno, and from how he's been feeling about Zeno, he knew Zeno would be a good choice for anyone to have around as a partner.
He could not imagine a time where he couldn't touch Zeno when he wanted to, where he couldn't kiss him when he wanted to, and when he couldn't make love to him when he wanted to, maybe, just maybe, it was time they took a little step forward, he wasn't ready to call whatever it was between them quits, it was just getting started, and he was too selfish to let go, even though he knew he couldn't give Zeno what he wanted, still, he wasn't about to let him go.
Zeno was about to remove his hand from Sebastian's, but Sebastian held it tightly.
"Hey," He called softly to Zeno.
Zeno sighed, "Hey," he replied, not looking at Sebastian.
"Look at me," He rubbed his thumb over Zeno's hand.
Zeno obeyed.
He slowly turned and looked at Sebastian's face, "Yes...you have something to tell me?" He questioned.
Sebastian nodded, "You look bothered. Do you want to talk about it?"
Zeno shook his head, "I'm not, I'm fine, I'm just a little tired," He replied.
Sebastian sighed, he was thinking of the best way to say what he wanted to say.
"I was thinking-"
Knock knock...
A knock suddenly sounded on Zeno's window, causing him to quickly remove his hand from Sebastian's; he was thankful for the tinted glasses, too; the person outside wouldn't be able to see what was happening inside.
He looked to the window and saw Nicholas waving at them.
Sebastian sighed in frustration; this was his recurring problem. Nicholas was becoming a pain in the ass, and he had to think of a way to make him go away before he became a permanent pain.
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