Chapter 97
"In case you've forgotten, you're nothing but a good fuck, and just in case you think that you can act however you want with me because I get my dick in you so often, then I think it's time we end the stupid contract, I got bored of you a long time ago, I want to someone else, someone worthy," His heart broke as he slammed his shoulder against Zeno's and walked toward his tall wardrobe.
He pulled something out from it and slowly walked back to Zeno; standing right in front of him, he raised his hand in front of Zeno, locking his eyes on Zeno's misty ones.
Zeno recognized the paper as their contract, their exclusive contract, his heart hammered as he thought of many reasons why Sebastian must have brought it with him on the trip.
Sebastian slowly tore the contract in Zeno's face, throwing the pieces to the floor. "You don't have to sleep with me anymore, you can go ahead and bend over for Nicholas - Ugh!" Sebastian staggered back, holding his cheek in surprise.
Zeno had slapped him, hard.
Tears had formed in Zeno's eyes; he was hyperventilating; he was angry, insulted, and heartbroken.
Did Sebastian really have to be such an ass?
"Don't fucking speak that way about me, I'm no one's whore!" Zeno screamed, pointing at Sebastian.
Sebastian chuckled, removing his hand from his cheek, "Well, I think you are, you were quite easy for me to fuck," He said scornfully.
Sebastian felt like he was about to fall to the ground with the amount of pain that shot through his heart as he saw the pained expression on Zeno's face.
Zeno balled his fists, "And you never stopped to ask yourself why I made myself so easy for you?" His voice was barely above a whisper.
Sebastian shrugged, and walked closer to Zeno, placing a finger under his chin. "Because you're just a loose whore, but I'm done with you; you can go back to your Nicholas," He whispered.
Zeno let a tear run down his cheek, taking a step away from Sebastian, shaking his head; he was defeated. He didn't know what else to say.
He looked into Sebastian's eyes and whispered. "Did I never really mean nothing to you? All those times I thought we had something; was it all my imagination? Did you not feel something for me, even if it was for a second? I thought you wanted me..."
Sebastian shut his eyes and turned away from Zeno, but he was surprised when Zeno grabbed his shoulder and turned him back to face him.
"I thought you wanted me?!" He questioned very loudly, his emotions raw in his voice, his eyes were teary and sad.
"I did! Damn it, I still do!" Sebastian couldn't do this anymore; he might just as well get a knife and stab himself, It'll be a relief to the kind of pain he was feeling within him.
Zeno paused, his pulse quickening; he raised his shaky hand to Sebastian's face; his voice was low and cautious; he didn't want to say something that'd make Sebastian go back into his shell now that they were getting somewhere. "Then-"
Sebastian raised his hand and placed it above Zeno's on the side of his face, "Thought you wanted your freedom, do you want to be owned?" He whispered shakily and turned away from Zeno again.
Zeno couldn't let him go, "Yes! Owned by you! Why are you fucking pushing me away?!"
"Because I fucking love you, and I don't want to keep hurting you! Fuck this!" Sebastian burst out, clutching his chest to keep it calm as it felt like it was about to jump out of his chest with how nervous he felt.
Silence.
Absolute dead Silence.
Zeno's heart stopped beating for two whole seconds, and then it started like crazy, making g him breathless.
His eyes never left Sebastian's as the loud silence stretched between them. Zeno couldn't find his voice anymore.
Sebastian slowly covered the distance between them and cautiously wrapped an arm around Zeno's waist, "I can't fucking stop loving you, Zeno," He muttered quietly before he covered Zeno's lips in the sweetest kiss ever.
Sebastian was nervous as he felt Zeno not responding to his kiss.
This was just his biggest fear: getting rejected by the only person who mattered to him in the whole world.
He slowly pulled back from Zeno and looked down at his face but was surprised to find Zeno's tears falling like raindrops.
He got alarmed and drew Zeno closer, wrapping his two arms around him, "Hey, I'm sorry. Maybe I shouldn't have said that, I'm sorry I couldn't control my emotions, I'm-"
"No," Zeno whispered, making Sebastian look at him.
Sebastian looked so confused. "No? Help me out here, baby girl; I'm nervous as fuck, say something," Sebastian begged in his wavering voice.
Zeno chuckled and wiped the tears off his face; he hugged Sebastian, placing his head on his chest, "You don't have to apologize, Seb, because I love you too," Zeno whispered.
He could feel Sebastian's heart shudder in his chest, making him smile. He was glad Sebastian had the same effect as him.
Sebastian released a shaky breath before he held Zeno's face and raised it to look at his, "What did you say?" He asked in a whisper, his eyes getting darker.
Zeno pulled away when he felt the change in Sebastian's eyes; he bit his lips and repeated, "I love y-mmph!" His mouth was shut with Sebastian's lips.
Sebastian kissed Zeno with urgency and passion. He made sure to pour all his love and lust into that one kiss.
He lifted Zeno and wrapped his legs around his waist, carrying him over to the bed.
He gently lay him on the side of the bed and climbed above him.
He looked down at Zeno and chuckled, burying his face in Zeno's neck, and then he whispered, "Shit, I'm fucking gone, Zeno; I'm down bad for you," He started to kiss his neck and slowly removed his tie, then started to unbutton his suit and shirt.
Zeno couldn't still believe what was happening. They'd just been at each other's throats a minute ago, how did they get here? He didn't care; he loved where they were at the moment.
"Sebastian," He held Sebastian's hand that was busy unbuttoning his shirt, making Sebastian look up at him.
"What a-"
"You're fucking beautiful, Zeno," Sebastian interrupted him and kissed him once again.
Sebastian didn't want to have any talk with Zeno at the moment; they had all the time in the world to talk. At that moment, he wanted to make love to Zeno the way he had always dreamt of, worship his body, and say all the sweet things he'd been holding himself back from saying all this while.
Zeno felt like jelly from the way Sebastian was kissing him; there was something different about the way Sebastian was kissing him that made him feel like warm waffles, he suddenly started smiling for no reason.
Sebastian sensed Zeno's smile and looked down at his face, "You're smiling..." He stated.
Zeno nodded and placed a hand on Sebastian's chest, trying to gently push him away, but Sebastian held his hand with a slight frown, "Want to push me away?" He questioned with a confused look.
Zeno found his expression cute and endearing, he smiled at Sebastian, "I just wanted to take my clothes off..." He bit his lip.
Sebastian smirked and slowly lifted himself off of Zeno, "I'll do it," He locked his eyes with Zeno as he pulled off his shirt, "I love taking you out of your clothes, Zeno," He leaned down and placed a kiss on Zeno's chest.
Zeno was blushing hard; he couldn't keep up with this clingy and loving Sebastian; he hoped he'd live to experience the relationship with Sebastian because if his heart kept racing the way it did, he might just have a heart attack and die one day.
Sebastian helped Zeno out of his clothes and made him lay back on the bed then proceeded to take off just his silk rob, leaving his pants on.
Zeno frowned, "Seb...your pants..." He complained wantonly.
Sebastian smirked and braced his hands beside Zeno's head. Lowering his face to Zeno's, he whispered against his lips, "In as much as I want nothing but to bury myself inside your tight warmness, I won't," He kissed the side of his lips.
Zeno frowned, "Why? You don't want-"
"Never ask that, Zeno," He took one of Zeno's hands and brought it down between his legs, making him hold his huge hardness through his pants, his eyes darkening when he heard Zeno's soft gasp.
"I always want you, every damn second. But tonight.." He slowly started to kiss Zeno's face, down to his neck, "I'm proving tonight that you're mine, and I'd do anything for you," He whispered against Zeno's nipple before he covered it with his mouth.
"Mmm..." Zeno started to moan softly.
Sebastian twirled his tongue around Zeno's hard nipple, his hand sensually tracing down Zeno's tummy in a slow seductive manner, making Zeno hyperaware of where he was headed.
Zeno's body tingled with humming heat and desire when Sebastian's hand found his cock.
"This is mine too," Sebastian whispered as he slowly started to pump his hand up and down Zeno's cock.
"Oh God..." Zeno bit his lips and curled his toes, breathing harshly.
Sebastian slowly used his tongue to lick across Zeno's chest and then lower; he gave each ab a sensual lick while his hand kept pumping Zeno's cock between his legs.
Zeno was already sweating, even the cool night breeze from the opened balcony couldn't cool his heat of desire that was spreading like wide fire throughout his body.
Everything felt so surreal, he couldn't believe it yet.
Zeno suddenly gasped loudly as his abdomen tightened, he raised his head in shock and looked down at Sebastian.
"Shh...just relax..." Sebastian commanded in a husky voice from between Zeno's legs.