Doesn't like him
RENEE'S POV
My head jerked around and I glared at him. Whats he doing? He remembers that this is an Alpha he goading right? I hear growling and I look at Bane who's stopped so Derrick and I both stop. I noticed Carla and the others stopped but then suddenly began walking again leaving Alex behind.
"So the males in your pack are in love with her huh?" Bane asked, well he snarled it more.
Derrick folded his arms and nodded, "they do. They watch her when she trains, and look at her every chance they get but this shouldn't be shocking to her former Alpha. I'm sure you've noticed she has perfect skills, a perfect body that males fantasize about.." He grinned smugly while Bane steps forward.
I glare harder at Derrick, "Derrick!" I warned. Don't goad him, I know what your doing but please. Stop. I beg through our link.
He sighs and turns his back, a slight nod and I feel better. Turning back to Bane, I shake my head. "Whether what he says is true or well over exaggerated or not its really none of your business." I state.
He growls, "it is my business because you are mine."
I stiffen, not expecting that reaction. "No. I'm. Not." I growl back, fumming. "You rejected me, and I accepted. End of story." I glare and turn on my heel and begin to walk away.
"I won't give up Renee. I made a mistake, but never doubt that you are mine." Bane says confidently.
I give no reply but continue walking. I feel Bane beside me but he knows better than to ask when I'm angry.
The nerve of him, saying im his! He rejected me, me! So why now a month later is he saying im his like im some possession?!
I shake my head trying to clear my thoughts. Renee... maybe we should give him a chance... Shannon says slowly.
'He' rejected us Shannon! Why should I? I dont want to be hurt again, and I sure as hell dont want you hurt. I reasoned.
He as in Bane may have but Xavier hasn't. He wants us and he hasn't talked to Bane much if at all since we were rejected. Shannon says.
I sigh. Its unusual for the human and the wolf to disagree when it comes to a mate but seems in my case it's not...
I will think about it okay? I plead, wanting to drop it.
Okay Renee. My wolf whimpers.
Finally a few hours of walking we make it to the Moonlight pack house. I immediately want to go to my room and rest but unfortunately I know that won't be the case.
But with Derrick right beside me I do feel better like I'm not alone to deal with these people.
Babe begins to lead us to his office, I see several of the pack members giving us confused looks. Males giving me lusty looks, while females did the same to Derrick.
How does is feel to get watched by the pack sluts like your new meat? I asked Derrick, mentally giggling.
I feel.....dirty.. he says, and I see him shiver beside me.
Once we are behind Bane's office door he closes it and sits down, "please sit."
We obey and I take a seat beside Derrick. "So you've both been brought up to date by Alpha Gracan on why you are here. For others you will simply say your helping to train, which means you will both be attending training until I say otherwise or need your help. Is that understood?" He asks calmly.
I nod, not bothering to reply. "Yes Alpha." Derrick says.
"Then, I will have Alex show you both to your rooms." Bane says and then the door opens revealing Alex.
We all stand and I try to follow Derrick out when a hand grabs my arm. I didn't need to look to see who it was, the tingled and sparks were a give away that it was Derrick.
"Renee. Id like to speak with you a moment alone." He says quietly, but Derrick heard and stopped. He glared at Bane but I gave him a warning look and he quickly covered it.
I know this pack, though Derrick is not from this pack and he is in third command position, I didn't want to chance him getting hurt.
I sigh, and nod to Derrick who gives me a 'I'll listen for your call' look before following Alex.
I yank my arm out of Bane's grip and turn, taking the seat I was in previously. "Lets talk."
I hear Bane sigh as he takes his seat, I make sure to keep my face emotionless. We simply stared at each other for a few minutes before he finally spoke.
"I know that it won't be enough, and I know that I made the worst mistake of my life. But, I'm so sorry for rejecting you. I can't even give a worthy excuse for why I would do such a thing. I knew the moment you accepted that I had made a bad choice. I was going to begin to make it up to you the next day but you had already left. I tried to find you but I couldn't." He took a deep breath, and I continued to stare blankly while he obviously waited for a reply.
"I see.." I trailed off leaving him to believe that was all I'd say, but then continued "you did make a mistake, and whike I appreciate that you can admit it your also right that a simple 'im sorry' wont do a damn thing to help." I began to get worked up thinking about it. "I went through hell in this pack... years and years of mental, emotional and physical abuse! The one thing that kept me from ending my life was my wolf.. Though I didnt hear her voice then I knew she would want us to find our mate. And I waited so long..." I felt the hurt and frustrated tears slip down my cheeks. "And finally the day came and I was rejected, almost raped and when my own mate who is supposed to love me, cherish me and protect me..." a sob breaks free, "calls me a whore....and then goes to another female." I shake my head.