Her mate

As soon as I and my father arrived at the pack’s residence, I silently walked out of the room then made my way straight to my room. On the way my eyes fall on my mum but I decided to ignore her. I wanted to pray to the Moon Goddess before the memorial events of Aurora begin.

While in my room, I laid my head down on the pillow then tried to concentrate. But i couldn’t. Currently I felt bad. The scene my daddy made at the boarder gate was still stuck in my head. I now felt bad for him. He was so heart broken, so hurt by Aurora’s death. He still didn’t like me but I cared. I didn’t want to see him like that.

“Aurora’s death was because of me. Its my fault”,
“It was me who led to her death, it’s me”,
Thoughts began to pop down in my head, I began to shake my head uncomfortably on the pill as I felt that urge of guilty.

After tossing on the bed restlessly for a pretty good time, Shannon finally spoke in my head.
“What’s wrong Renee?. What happened to the strong human I have been living with the last several years, you know everything that led to Aurora’s death. Why are you now saying that it’s your fault? It was her fault”,

When I heard her eyes, I sighed heavily and shook my head. Shannon wasn’t understanding me.
“It is not that easy Shannon. I really try to heal but I wont when I’m still in this pack. You also heard what the guards spoke about me. Everyone calls me cursed. Everyone blames me for the death of my sister. You see my mother, she wishes I die tonight. My father does the same. He is really hurt. I honestly can’t bear up with it anymore”,


“That still does not make any of it your fault. Don’t feel empathetic for anyone,” Shannon still protested.
“Shannon, I’m not feeling empathetic, but the day before Aurora died, I prayed to the Moon Goddess to stop Aurora from continuing to hurt me and it happened. The moment I prayed, she got killed by the rogue. Its my fault Shannon”, Tears began to form in my eyes.
“Its the prayer that led to her death, Shannon. I wish I didn’t pray to the moon goddess”,

“No it’s wrong Renee, that bitch was torturing you. You faced a lot of hell because of her and it was just a prayer. You didn’t kill her yourself”,
“I still feel guilty because that prayer led to the death of Aurora instantly”,

“Alpha Bane is also always sad. I really want to see him happy”, I added.
“Renee stop that, stop blaming yourself please. Stop being weak. You are brave and stronger than this. You need to stop feeling empathetic,
Sympathetic and gui... ---”

Just as I was still listening, out of the blue Shannon stopped murmuring through the link. She then instantly began to pack and forth in my head.
Just as I was still wondering, I caught the scent in the wind.
Beneath the smell of pine and earth, there was a much more enticing scent- delicious spice, balsam and juniper berry.

“What’s that Shannon?”, I asked totally dumbfounded. What could the tantalizing scent be? I’d never smelled anything so decadent and alluring there before.
‘Mate! Mate! Renee! Mate. Our mate!”,

No, no, no!
Is it true
There is no way.
It isn’t possible!
Who’s scent is it?
My head was in a daze as my wolf Shannon led me out of the house.

She also didn’t know whose scent it was. But the compulsion to find it, whatever it was, was impossible to ignore. My head snapped to the side, isolating the scent on the wind and she became more excited.
I walked but I had confusion coloring my thoughts.
Who is the owner of the scent.

The path, we were on, led to the pack house. Confusion coloured my thoughts more.
We were close.

She whipped around the side of the house without slowing down. So caught up in the maddening scent, I didn’t realize what was happening until it was too late.

Grinding to a halt, every inch of my body quivered in shock, as I stared at the scene in front of me because now I understood everything.
“How? How can this be? It can’t be. He isn’t our mate!” I whisper-yelled to Shannon in disbelief

“Didn’t you ask the Moon Goddess yourself to bring him another mate?’, Shannon asked.
“No my goodness. I did not mean me!!! I meant a mate that he could be happy with, and one that he could love!”, I spoke

“He will be happy with us, that’s why the moon goddess chose us” Shannon spoke to me
Her words shocked me for moment and freezing in mid motion, I stared at Alpha Bane watching his facial expression but I wasn’t thinking properly. This was a dream not reality.

To make matters once, just as I was still staring at him frozen in my clothes, I watched him begin to walk towards me. Shannon began to get more excited, she said something but I didn’t hear it.
My eyes were glued on Bane. He was moving more closer to me. I could now see his ocean blue eyes and his clenched jaw.

Everything was well not until when I saw him smile.
Was this fucking real?
Was Shannon right?
Did the moon goddess answer my prayers?

I just prayed that I want Bane to be happy and it was happening right now. I couldn’t explain the way he was looking at me. Whatever it was, there was no anger, hatred and astonishment in his eyes.

“Shannon, this isn’t real. This is real. Bane has never looked at me like that. He doesn’t like me, he can’t be our mate. He only loves my sister”,
I told Shannon but she wasn’t paying attention to me any longer. She was just admiring our mate.


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