she is sick

RENEE'S POV
I didn't dream the moment I walked in the room to sleep, I didn't dream even though I wanted to but I woke up with a heavy head, an empty stomach, and a fire between my legs. Tossing and rolling was what I did for the next entire hour I was awake as l recalled everything the ruthless Alpha ordered to be done on my body.
And Bane accepted them.
l was so weak to reject that nonsense. 

Wake up.

I forced myself off the bed and walked over to the window. As I pulled the curtains aside, a beautiful view of the surroundings took my breath away. It wasn't bright as it was earlier. The sun was hidden behind the mountains far away from where the estate was but I could still catch a glimpse of it. The sky was in warm colors and just watching the silent beauty eased my blood urges and everything else that tensed me.

Everything that tensed in me , i meant the fire between my legs. Even though I was standing it was still there.

''What is wrong with me?'',

l questioned myself and my reasons for a moment why I was burning badly between my legs.

Then it hit me.

I have encountered this situation before. The burning ,The need. The craving. The desire to experience the intense pleasure over and over again. The want to release the orgasm until my body became sore and satisfied.

It was a time in our lives where we were forced to sit through an agonizing few days of intense need for pleasure or need. It was our body's way of telling us to find our mate, to take our mate , have sex with them. It was the one point in my life where I did not mind having my mate. It was only a temporary thing however. Once heat would pass, I would go back loathing the idea of a companion.

"Oh fucking great." I gritted my teeth as my canines began to lengthen without my control.

As an omega, I had been in heat since I struck puberty. My wolf was wild since it got to know that it had a mate and it was now the reason why I got my heat quickly in just one night in the Alpha's house.

Usually, females stayed away from having sex with other male wolves as it would lead to triggering their heat. I did for long until now, when I got to know that I had a mate.

I could only reminisce about the previous time I went through my heat. How I felt like a sex crazed monster. I was constantly vicious toward others when I did not have sex. 

At the time of my previous heat, I had a boyfriend. Joseph . A basic young Omega boy who was unaware of my secret as well. He loved me during my periods of heat but without having sex with me.

Well at first it was love but when my heat came without stopping, everything changed between us.

After a while, he could not take it any longer. He told me frankly that I scared him and he didn’t even bother having sex with me. finally he tapped out and broke it off with me. Not before calling me a sex crazed demon woman. After that, I managed to keep my heat and need on a leash. With the help of my little toy that l hid under my mattress of course in my mother’s house .

l didn’t intentionally want to use it but one of my fellow Omega friends , helped and bought it for me.

However I was a little nervous now. Today, I was departing for the main pack house where I would be surrounded by different female and male wolves.

Currently while stuck in this house , i didn’t know what l was going to do about my heat. My face twisted up in distaste. I have never been around other wolves during heat except my mother.

I tore myself away from the window and returned under the sheets upon hearing the handle of the door being clicked. My eyes shut tight and I abstained from making a single sound.

"She's still sleeping." I heard someone speak. I didn’t recognize the voice.

"Well, she is supposed to be awake by now'', that was the stupid beta’s voice. Out of the blue a finger came down to my throat, unknowingly causing tingles to shoot through my body. "She's still alive."She confirmed after checking my pulse. It was probably yesterday’s doctor. "Maybe the medicine was strong'', she added.

"She has to wake up right now",

"Wake up", I opened my eyes when I heard the stupid beta say that but the moment my eyes fall on him, we had a staring contest. His eyes and face were stoic as he observed me, but because I was still weak I'm sure mine showed fear.

"You have healed, no one is going to bring you food in bed, go and pick it yourself", He snarled. I didn’t bother responding to him. As yesterday, the doctor gave showed me her pitiful smile before they walked out of the room.

After their departure, I stayed in bed for some good minutes then finally stood up and went in the bathroom. Shockingly everything I needed was prepared for me. Clothes, shoes.... they were all new.

After freshening up, I headed down straight to the kitchen to get myself some coffee but was cramped with stares from Chloe and Rose, my fellow omegas.

I used to work with them in this same kitchen not until when I disobeyed the beta.

Chloe was busy handling the dishes and it seemed like she had been awake since a few hours now. The clatters were quiet at first but as soon as I was done getting my coffee, they became loud.

"Do you want me to help you?" I offered after looking at her state. She could use some rest and I had all the time in the world to do some dishes and get the kitchen running. It wouldn't be the first time either. This is what we usually did together.

Chloe stopped by the counter and grunted, "No, Renee." She spoke sharply, a lace of anger in her voice. "Everything is good over here. Why don't you sit with the Alpha and wait while we serve you?"

"You don't have to be rude....." , I started but she immediately cut me off in mid sentence. 

"I'm tired. We work our asses off to complete our duties while you simply escaped all this by sleeping with someone," She spat out. "So yes, I get to be rude."

A frown tugged on my lips. "You don't know anything." I reminded her. This couldn't be on me. She was speaking lies. They all saw the way the Alpha punished me but here they were saying that I slept with him to be favoured.

They all didn't know that I was unfortunately his mate.

"You're right, I don't know anything but don't forget, you're still an omega at the end of the day and you belong right here, with all of us." The coldness in her voice ticked me off.

As soon as she was done, she returned back to handling the dishes while the other girls looked at me, giving me a stare.

The odd silence and the stares inside the kitchen forced me to walk out. I no longer belonged between them and they didn't know the hell I was passing through.

They thought, I was living happily.

Without any other word, I walked back to my room but just as I reached the bedroom door, I heard someone call me.

"Oh Renee right?",

"I'm Amara, I'm right next door." 

I turned and looked at the person who just introduced herself. I recognized her when I stared at her. She is one of the werewolves who weare favored in this pack.

I knew her very well. She wasn’t an omega like me.

She was so beautiful with red hair that seemed to be kissed by the sun and also blessed with body and shine and an athletic figure and milky blemish free skin that seemed almost flawless. She seemed kind not like her fellow upper class werewolves. 

"Wow." I uttered but with no smile on my face. I could see how she searched for a positive reaction out of my emotionless face. "It's beautiful." I added then opened my door but before I could enter, her voice still stopped me.

"I will come over to pick you and we go for training, right?", She asked.

"Okay", I said with a fake smile on my face then slammed the door in front of her face.