78. He Won't Meet You

Lilith

I was lying in bed; I had a good time with Roxie yesterday and today. We had a great talk she had been accepting and did not get overly emotional at all. That made it easier for me to give her my life story. I had never really told it linearly ever so this was a first. I didn’t realize it would be so therapeutic to get all of it out. Then today she acted as if she had not heard some horrible shit.

Though she did laugh when I broke us into one of the large indoor locations that had been on the list. It had been productive though. We ended up finding a great venue it was a farm. There was a ton of outdoor space and even a barn that had bathrooms and space inside, though I didn’t really see us using it for anything. I guess if the weather didn’t comply we could move stuff inside. Roxie and I had made a long checklist and were ordering things right and left.

It was not too far from the pack lands, that was why it was so great, well part of the reason. We had so much to do on the day of. But since it was not on the pack lands, we didn’t have to worry about running the booths, that humans could do so it would allow everyone to participate. Lots of the females had people they were going to call to set up booths and food. Really it was going really well. I snuggled down into the bed. Eric was supposed to be back earlier, but he had texted saying he would be in late.

I wondered how it had gone with his father? With Noel gone today I took over his group and I couldn’t be prouder of their progress. I still cursed at them, but a lot were actually able to do the warmup now without nearly passing out. I took this as a win. Also, the fact that both the men and women were actually coming around to the uniform had been nice. There were no more uncomfortable faces. It seemed like a victory in a sense, I even noticed that Marcus Group was now the best as far as what they could do. It was good.

I was thinking about the schoolwork I had to do tomorrow, I had a few tests and that was really it, I grabbed my book on biomechanics that I had ordered online. I figured maybe some ready would ease me so I could go to bed. Last night had been hard without Eric next to me. It was strange to me that I was now so accustomed to sleeping next to him without him sleep was hard. I read and read I was not tired at all, but more so hooked on what I was reading when the door opened. I looked up to see Eric. He looked normal enough. I tossed him a smile looking up over the edge of the book.

“Hey” I said, and he responded. “I am so fucking happy to be home.” I raised my eyebrow. I had not thought that he had a good relationship with his father. I know he had a good childhood, based off conversations we had previously. I didn’t think it had gotten so bad since his father left. Roxie said he had changed a lot after their mother died, but I didn’t think it would be this bad for him to look like he did now. “That bad huh?” I asked. “You have no idea, my dad wanted to come meet you and Noel and I had to talk him down from that.” I turned my head. “What why? I wouldn’t mind meeting the man who raised you, he couldn’t be as bad as your acting?” I spoke.

“He used to be great, he was a great father growing up. He taught Noel, Ellen and me so much. You know even Ellen can protect herself. I know you are close with her, but you have never seen her fight. She is just as good as Noel, if she kept it up since she left, I would say she could probably take him. She was his first child, and he threw himself into making her formidable. But when mom died, he completely fell apart. He became angry, bitter, and miserable. He is now just unpleasant to be around. I don’t want him to meet you, and I don’t want you to meet him.”

He went on “Not because there is anything wrong with you, but because of how he is now. If he found out Kali was a Draco wolf he would try to kill you. It wouldn’t matter you were my mate; it wouldn’t matter you were his Luna. He would dismiss himself from the pack and become a rogue rather than let you live. And if even by some chance he never met your wolf, he would be nasty with you, how you talk, how you encouraged the pack to stop living in the past. He would be horrible. Don’t get me wrong I love him I do. I am who I am because of him, but I won’t let him meet you. I won’t do it.”

I nodded. I didn’t get that kind of hate. I mean I had valid reasons for hating people. I didn’t hate anyone I stole from, or even when I had disagreements with people. I never hated the shallow girls at school. Sure, I don’t like some people, but hate was reserved for those had wronged me, people like Bowie, Rob, and Missy. Those were the ones who deserved my hatred. Eric’s father would hate me if he met me. Because of Kali, if he saw her. The way Eric had said all of that made me think he would hate me with how I lived. It seemed wrong for him to be like this.

I was slightly concerned. Kali said over our bond “If he is like Eric and his wolf like Axel, he would kill us. It is good that fucker never comes here. I will not die and neither will you. We are going to live a fucking long life if I have anything to say about it.” I smiled at her. I liked that she wanted us to live long. I also knew her; she prioritized living more than anything. “Correction Lilith I put Axel above it all. I would die for him, only are mates is worth dying for.” I smiled I loved her so much in that moment.

Eric said, “I need to shower, and then I plan on fucking that tight little pussy of yours.” I blushed and tried to fight a giggle. Kali commented “You are so immature sometimes.” I said back “What?” “You are blushing and giggling about him have sex with you.” I responded, “It is excitement not immaturity.” She dropped it and Eric went into the bathroom. I went back to my book waiting for Eric to come out. When I heard the water shut off, I practically threw my book and stripped off his shirt I was wearing, I had no underwear on and positioned myself in the most alluring position I could.

Eric came out with just a towel wrapped around his waist. His dirty blond hair wet and hanging down to his shoulders, he had stubble that was covering half of his face. I watched as his large muscular came up and flexed as he pushed his hair back. I tried to keep myself from drooling. “Dam you are so fucking hot” Eric said looking at me hungrily. He came up to the edge of the bed and I couldn’t help myself as I got on all fours facing him. My mouth the level of his hard thick cock. His hand came up and ran along my smooth jaw. The way he looked down at me was claiming. His eyes fixed on mine. His thumb brushed across my lips. He went back to touching my jaw. “Open that pretty mouth for me.” I did and opened it. “Wider love” he said, and I complied.

He looked down at his now throbbing dick. “Suck it” God, fuck, I loved it when he talked like this in the bedroom. I loved him being dominating. I moved my head and instead of playing with his tip with my tongue I took his length in my mouth and sucked like my life depended on it. His hand that had been on my face wrapped in my hair as he worked my head encouraging me to take him deeper and harder. “That is, it, such a good girl,” he said, and I reveled in it.

He was so deep in my throat that it was hard to even breathe through my nose, but I didn’t stop. I felt my tears spilling from my eyes as he pushed into my head. He pulled out so hard that it made a popping sound. “Turn around I want your ass.” I shiver ran through me as I moved, I knew he was grabbing lube. I felt the liquid coat my back hole and then he slowly inserted himself in me. It hurt but I liked the pain. I wouldn’t have cared if her just ripped me when he entered me from behind. I didn’t want to be treated like a flower. I loved being devoured.

I called out to him “Eric you never hold back with me” Eric listened and started moving more forceable. His hand fisting again in my long black hair. His hand hitting my ass over and over again. Making sure he was getting both of my cheeks. I was moaning his name like it was a religious chant. Goosebumps covered my skin as I felt all of him inside of me tearing me up no doubt, but the pleasure was so intense. I was sure my body was trembling as I orgasmed with him deep in my ass. I could feel my pussy gushing at the orgasm, and it pushed Eric over the edge he grabbed my hips bruising me hard and he was pushing and pulling them fast until he came as well. I felt his hot cum seeping out of me.

“Fucking Hell Lilith.” He said as he rested his head on my back. He pulled out and I sighed at the loss. It felt just as good going in as it did out and I moaned a little as he removed himself from me. I got up and the two of us cleaned ourselves up. He looked at the bed “Someone liked that.” He said smugly and I rolled my eyes fighting my smile. I knew he had seen where my pussy had exploded from pleasure on the bed. It was still wet. “We will have the bedding changed in the morning.” He spoke. I nodded. We got under the covers.

Eric pulled me so close to him. His face nuzzling into my neck and hair. My ass pushed against him and throbbing. I had not looked at it while we cleaned up, but I knew tomorrow it would be bruised. He had spanked hard and often during the romp, and it would be sore I knew that, but I would like it. I liked when he did this. I was a little masochistic, I thought to myself. “I love you Lilith.” Eric said kissing my neck. “I love you too.”