Chapter 121: At Ease
Amaris POV
Our eyes just stared at the sea and I was baffled at the turn out of event.
"Much better" I said in between my teeth and my eyes met with my bandaged palm.
He nodded, dropped his coffee and placed his palm on my jaw. His hands clean up the tear stain as he let out a sided smile.
"You're braver then you look, stronger than you think and would scale through this" Flynn encouraged and it was uplifting. I never thought he could be this good
at taking care of a woman.
My heart melted completely and I couldn't help myself anymore but wanting more of his embrace.
However, this is too much for me to handle.
"He killed her right?" I questioned, darting my gaze back to the sea and wanting to hear her tale.
He knew who I was talking about and the thought of it broke him down. A sigh left his lips and I could feel that pain too.
The heartbreak and having someone you love chose you over another. Perhaps, she was insecure that their relationship wouldn't work out.
"He suspected her of cheating and pushed her off the balcony" he narrates and the blood in me dried up.
I heaved a sigh, feeling bad for her and just didn't know if she deserves it for leaving Flynn.
Even though he doesn't believe in love, he tries to make me feel loved.
"I'm sorry about that" I whispered, staring at him but his eyes were too focused on the sand as he concealed his pain.
"It's his insecurity, probably because he cheats, he feels his women do the same" Flynn added lowering his eyes at his feet.
I was forced to imagine Caleb doing that to me. It would have been me today, he wouldn't have just use the screw on my pussy but it might land on my chest.
It must hurt Flynn that he couldn't save her and besides, she chose Caleb over him.
I shut my eyes, embittered by the truth while I folded my lips, heaving softly.
It only means that he wouldn't change. My heart wasn't still, it just can't until I leave this place.
"Hey, amaris don't think about it..."
"I can't help it Flynn, it's so hard not to think about it!" I cut in, seething anger and wishing to use the screw driver on Caleb's dick, to make him have a taste of
his own medicine.
Flynn took his arm over my shoulders and pulled me to rest on him, he always wants me to be comfortable.
He kissed my forehead and I close my eyes, breathing heavily.
"It's hard to forget but, you'd eventually come out of it" he said and I rolled my eyes with an expression of contempt.
"Hey stop being a loggerhead amaris, stand up" he said hauling me away from him but I didn't want to as my head still has a lot ringing.
"No!" I snapped but he stood up, used his one arm on his waist and carried me up. My back yank on his broad chest as he ran with me to the beach.
I screamed as he threw me in the water, and I was submerge in the water. I rose to the surface, coughing and flailing my hair.
But then he was using his hands to pour water on my face.
"Stop flynn!" I ordered rubbing my face but he wouldn't and so I chased after him in the water, chuckling and kicking him.
It made me relaxed as we laugh at each other. Jumping, screaming and dancing that I forgot for a moment, I was once in pain.
Once we were done, we came out of the water, soaked like kids and I was shivering.
"Nice, we are fucking wet" I complained hitting him on the chest as my teeth shook.
"Gosh amaris, you should be a wrestler" he mused, rolling his eyes at me and then pressed the water off my hair.
He hurriedly carried me to where he parked the car and he brought out a large towel to dry me up properly.
I felt like a kid, how he rubbed my body, covered my face and nippled my ears with his tongue.
His hands tickled my ribs and I laughed. Once he was done, he began to dry himself and I dragged the towel from him to do that instead.
Touching him feels electrifying and I felt like slamming him on the car and capturing his lips.
I wrapped him in the towel, swallowed hard as our eyes locked. He was leaning his forehead on mine as we breath slowly, searching each other eyes.
We just had something bottled in us, that similar feeling that connects us.
Just what I wanted. He rolled me over, slammed my back on the car and pressed his lips against mine.
His one hand held a clutch of my hair, and his other arm held my waist as he part my lips, his wet tongue slides inside my mouth.
It felt like a battles as we kissed passionately, grunt, butterflies hovered in my stomach and I couldn't breath.
He terminated the kiss, his eyes passionately staring at me as our glued on each other.
I couldn't breath with him this close and I was lusting after him already but then it should end.
"Become mine amaris" he whispers in a low tone as though controlling himself from devouring me right there.
I heaved a shriek sigh, the heat he created between us, there was no inche to seperate us.
However, I wasn't ready for another relationship yet, even though he'd offer the solace I wish for.
I heaved a sigh and placed my palms on his cheeks. My happy face was replaced with sadness.
I can't stay here with him, I don't want anything relating to Caleb and his family.
I was still traumatized and I didn't want to open my heart yet. His face was doleful too, it seems as though he was restraining himself from learning of the truth.
"I want to go home Flynn"