Chapter 140: I Am Not Going Anywhere
Chapter 140: I Am Not Going Anywhere
Camilla
"I guess I just can't bring myself to worry so much when I am around you. The unknown used to terrify me and honestly, there is a lot of that in our relationship but I am not alone in it. And instead of stressing, I find myself excited."
The faint crease between his eyebrows had now at this point and k I could feel he was now holding me closer even if there wasn't much more we could do to achieve that.
"Yes, all of you are responsible for making me happy but whether it is being blindfolded or taking me on surprise dates, you make me excited about a future I never thought would be possible until a few weeks ago."
That was the truth, I couldn't tell what he was thinking, his only action being the continuous brush of his thumb across my skin. He looked like he wanted to say everything and nothing all at once but he simply decided on.
"Come here."
His hands dropped to my center, lifting me by my waist and sliding me to lay on top of him. There was nothing sexual in the action, it was simply him wanting to hold me. The weight of his large arms wrapping around my back felt right as I laid down on his chest, the only thing remaining upright being my head.
My hands rested softly on the sides of his neck, my elbow keeping me up propped just enough so I continued to look at him.
"I know," he began, his eyes moving up to mine before he continued.
"I know I can't do anything to change the past but I can say that I am never going to leave you."
I leaned into his touch as his hands kept me close, my heart swelling at his words.
"I promise with all my heart that I am not going anywhere, darling."
For the hundredth time tonight, I smiled. It was one built off a hint of sadness and even more one of repose and while I knew none of my men would leave like everyone else has, it was so different hearing it out loud.
Domenico meant every word he had said tonight and it sent an intense combination of emotions straight to my heart and realization to my mind.
"I believe you." I said, not doubting for a second he would have stayed.
It was an unfamiliar comfort to have but not even the largest amount of distance would be strong enough to tear apart how I feel for him, how I hope he feels in return.
"I know the mafia complicates…" he began speaking but his words died off when I moved to run my one finger across his bottom lip.
"Not tonight," I whispered, sitting up just a little more on my own.
"Tonight, I don't want to be the girl scared for her past and you to be the heir of the mafia."
I leaned my mouth down to hover rich above his, my hand sliding to touch his face in the way he has mine multiple times before.
"I just want to be Camilla and Domenico." I said, my lips brushing against his as I spoke.
"If that is alright with you."
I just want to be us, just us and the stars. My mind traveled back to that day on the balcony all those nights ago when I had come back from Gravity with them and took the first thing I had ever been sure about. I kissed him right there under the night sky for the first time and now whatever this is happening under its glow as well.
"Of course, Camilla." He whispered against my mouth, his nose brushing the side of mine as he shifted slightly.
"I guess the real question is what do you want to do?"
The playful smirk spreading across his lips had me returning one of my own, liking the sight of him beneath me. His mouth was too tempting to not kiss, just as his arms were to hold and his was to straddle. I wasn't exactly sure where I wanted to take this yet, but I am happy where we were to hold and his torso was to straddle.
I wasn't exactly sure where I wanted to take this yet but I was happy where we were right now as my tongue traced a teasing line across his bottom lip. I pulled back to smile for a short second as I felt the rise and fall of his chest grow deeper but when I leaned back in, I could instantly tell his ass was done letting me take over. Although, I wasn't sure I was done trying either.
Moving down his front, I positioned my hips directly above his before rubbing forward, enjoying the small sounds that came from both of our mouths at the action.
"Fuck, Camilla." He cursed under his breath, trying to take control and unknowingly failing as I sat all the way upright.
A part of me was tempted to hum at his response but I knew that would lead to me pinned front down before I could even blink. As much as I loved that, I wanted to watch him tonight. Not to top him, not yet but I wanted for every last second of tonight to be as engraved into my memory as possible.
"Can I?" I asked as my hands dropped to the V-line of his hips, stroking the hard muscle showing just above his belt line.
His body flexed beneath mine as I continued to tease my fingers just under the bottom of his hoodie and I wondered if it was that or the sultry glance I gave him that had him tossing me to his side.
At first, I thought it was an act of dominance but when he swiftly pulled off my sweats and then positioned me back up on top, I found myself surprised. Only this time, he was almost all the way reclined, his fingers coming up to my throat only to begin a slow southward path over my clothes.
"My dick had been hard since I first picked you up earlier." He said, his thumb brushing against my nipple before continuing his way down my front.
"And I don't know what game you are playing at right now but I think I am just curious enough to indulge in it for a while."
My heart quickened a little at the permission he just gave me. He was okay with giving me a little bit of freedom. It wasn't all the time I felt this way, but right now, especially after everything he has said to me today, I knew I wanted to be on top and show him just how thankful I am for this. Placing my hands on his chest for balance, I rocked my hips forward and angled them down, making sure to brush every sensitive nerve of ours against each other.
My face heated a little at the sound he made in response, so I did it again and again. This was new for both of us and I was having more than fun exploring both of our bodies in a way neither of us were used to.
"Camilla?" He groaned after my sixth pasa over him and I couldn't help but smile at the restrained warning in his voice.
I knew he was worked up from not getting any kind of release at Gravity even though I tried to take care of all three of them after I had come down from my own high. I was told to rest instead, probably figuring that things would lead to exactly this and that I would need my energy. The slightly feral expression on his face right now had me thinking the same thing.
"Yes?" I said innocently at the sound of my name, worrying I would push him too far as his movement stilled for a short moment.
But then, the hand that was now at my stomach slipped under my hoodie and up to my breast, pinching one of my nipples harshly between the pads of his fingers. I cried out and rocked forward at that, my body being forced to use his support.
"I am not going to last long if you keep on doing that." He bit out, his fingers still working the same spot in punishment.
"And believe me, darling when I say the only place I plan on cuming is inside of that soaked little cunt of yours."
His tone awakened my natural instincts to submit to him and he saw the opening and took advantage of it. Lifting both myself and his hips, within a quick moment his pants and boxers had been tugged down just enough to free his dick. The hard length of him throbbing and wet with precum.
I almost felt a little bad for teasing him so much but it was also empowering and had me reaching down to wrap my fist around the base of him. I flushed as he took his lip between his teeth when I slid my hand up, tightening slightly around his tip and running my thumb across his leaking slit.
Instantly, his hips buckled upwards to have me touching him again but I countered by pushing him down and lining his dick up at my entrance. My body rotated to the right a little to gain better balance but he didn't care or allow me to take my time with it.
I fell onto him as he slammed all the way inside of me, both of his hands now on my hips as he physically kept me pinned flushed to him.
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