Chapter 68: I Like The Pain
Chapter 68: I Like The Pain
Camilla
I was dizzy but at the moment, the only thing I can feel is protected and cared for knowing my men are completely in control of my body and know its limits.
"Now!" I heard someone's voice out command and in the same second, my body became overwhelmed as what felt like thousands of sharp pinches go off from my skin.
My orgasm comes instantly, crushing through me at the strongest wave it has ever been before. I couldn't do anything but cry out as my entire body shakes and trembles. I didn't fight a single one of the sensations when it feels so damn intense and I can't tell if I am currently falling into multiple short orgasm or one long continuous one, but the feeling doesn't seem to ever end as I felt set of hands and three mouths caressing, blowing and kissing my hypersensitive skin.
I felt my body rushing back to the surface all at once and every single touch only sent me deeper and deeper into this floaty feeling. After what felt like hours, although I am sure it was only seconds, my orgasm finally comes to an end and my body slumps down onto the bed. At this point, I can recognize my men exchanging words but I can barely process a single thing they are saying.
I subconsciously felt someone undo the cuff restraining my wrist before scooping up my limp body and carrying me over to the couch. I was placed on someone's lap and I felt my hair gently being unbraided as someone's fingers began to comb through the wavy strands and massage the ache in my scalp.
"You did so well, Princess." I heard the voice I believe belonged to Adriano, taking a seat in front of me, although I am not entirely sure.
"Let's get you something to drink." He said, picking up a clear bottle of some sort of refreshments beside him and adding a straw in it.
The man behind me draws calming circles on my back as Adriano holds the straw up to my lips for me to drink.
"That is it," I believe it was Domenico that whispered into my ear as I drank the sweetened water for nearly a full minute straight.
I stopped to take a breath, Adriano removed the water bottle from my mouth before lifting a small piece of dark chocolate to my lips. Gratefully accepting it, I felt my mind slowly drift back into reality as the dark haired man in front of me continued to feed a small bite into my mouth.
"The antioxidants in the chocolate help to give your body more energy and you feel more alert." I heard Domenico's voice and I now realize that it was indeed his lap I am currently sitting in.
"G.Greog…." I tried to say something, not seeing my third man anywhere.
"I am right here, sweetheart." I soon heard his voice, crouching down to the side of me and taking a hold of my hand. His padded thumb offers me slow gentle strokes as things start to become more clear.
"Was I…did I do well?" I barely manage, still trying to get my brain to form a coherent thought.
"You were so perfect, princess." Adriano praised.
"We were all so pleased and proud of you."
A small smile appeared on my face at his words, my body leaning back against Domenico's as I felt a warm blanket get placed around my body.
"Why don't you just sleep, sweetheart. You are safe with us, we have got you."
Right now I feel extremely weak and vulnerable but it doesn't matter, I have my men. They are here so I knew that their promises of keeping me protected and be taken care of would remain true. Every single one of my usual anxiety and fears faded into a distant background and every thought replaced by my men.
I can't help it as my eyes flutter shut and my tired body curls up against Domenico's chest.
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I woke up to the feeling of fingers lazily combing through my hair, soothingly playing with it. Memories of what happened last crashed into me like a train as I became highly aware of the aching all over my body.
I can still faintly feel every spot those clothespins snapped off and my arms are sore still from how hard I was fighting against those restraints.
"Good morning, darling." Domenico's voice came behind me even though my eyes were still closed. Thankfully, he continues to play with my hair.
"Hi," I rasped, likely as a result of how vocal I was last night.
My cheeks redden at the memory. What the hell happened though? I have never felt so relaxed, so submissive and so wanting to experience that kind of pain before. I can still vividly remember how those few moments, nothing matters other than the fact that my men were by my side and every painful touch sent me further and further into those freeing feelings.
Forcing my eyes open, I find Gregorio in front of me giving me a lopsided grin.
"How are you feeling?" He asked in a low tone, being aware of how exhausted I am still despite stepping for almost eight hours.
"I am sore," I replied, wincing slightly at the reminder of my tender skin.
"It was worth it though." I added, also thinking of how much I needed last night to happen.
I felt like nothing could touch me and I was living completely in my own world with just the four of us in it.
"I have something that will help with that." Gregorio said, rolling over and reaching into the nightstand drawer.
I can faintly hear the sound of him rummaging through multiple times before retrieving what he was looking for. Holding it up in front of me, I saw a small black bottle on his hand with a white label wrapping all the way around the center of it.
'Hundred percent natural lavender oil.' That is what is written on the label.
Before I could get a chance to ask how that would help, Domenico moves me slightly over so that I am laying down on my back, pulling the sheet away from my naked body. My first instinct was to cover up but I already knew they wouldn't allow it.
"This essential oil can be used as both a relaxed and an analgesic to help relieve body pain." Gregorio explained as he pours a generous amount of it in his palm before setting down the glass bottle on the table beside him.
His hands are surprisingly warm as he brings them down to my stomach, gently smearing the oil across my front before attentively massaging it into my skin. I can't help it as a contented sigh falls past my lips and my head rests back onto the pillow behind me.
"Did Adriano leave?" I asked as Gregorio's hand worked out every tense section of my body, the scent of lavender now becoming very noticeable.
"I am here." I heard his voice from my left side and I turned my head to see him resting on the couch.
Although I knew, he did sleep here because he is already dressed for the day and looks as if he has been up for hours. Standing from his seat, he walks towards me and sits down on an open spot next to Gregorio. I watched as his eyes shamelessly roamed my naked body as his brothers lathered me in oil. Eventually, my eyes met his and he gave me a wink.
"Do you remember during the contract meeting us talking about a protocol we would follow if you were to ever fall into subspace?" He asked and suddenly it all made sense.
"I went into subspace?" I asked, my brief knowledge of it kicking in.
That free floating feeling I got is exactly what it was described as to me but it is so much different experiencing it firsthand.
"Yes," he nodded, passing Gregorio the bottle of lavender oil when he gestured for it.
My body was flipped over onto my stomach and a second later, I felt like the cool drip of it fell onto my back.
"Shouldn't I have had a Sundrop then too?" I asked, not remembering ever having one. However, things did fall a little foggy when I spaced out.
"With the proper aftercare it can sometimes be prevented but you could still experience a drop even days from now. It was never the same for all people."
I hummed as I allowed his words to sink in, hoping that I won't need to have that experience. I have done a lot of research on it to better understand what would happen if I were to have a drop and I have heard that the emotions are just as intense as subspace except you are overcome by the opposite emotions. Such emotions are like loneliness, insecurities, a sense of feeling abandoned, depressed and unloved.
Like subspace, every person will experience it differently but it has something nobody wants to go through.
"And last night as a whole?" Domenico started.
"Was there anything in particular that you really liked or disliked?" He asked.
Turning my head to him, I really appreciate that so far after every scene we have to talk about it.
"I like the pain."
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