Chapter 52: Masochist
Chapter 52: Masochist
Camilla
"Some Doms prefer already trained submissives but we actually find your lack of experience as a positive." Domenico said and I looked at him.
What is that supposed to mean?"
"The first session we do together will likely consist entirely of conditioning. Evey dominant prefers different things and has certain commands they commonly use. Once a sub is trained, it can take months for them to fall out of those habits and even longer for the new ones to become instinctual."
This actually makes a lot of sense. My next question is one that I want to know the answer to but I don't really know how exactly to say it. I bite my bottom lips, trying to figure out how to phrase it without saying the wrong thing.
"You don't have to be embarrassed with it." Domenico, the mind reader said as he already noticed my tension and gave my leg a comforting squeeze. I was silent for a moment before opening my mouth to speak.
"Is there anything that is a major turn on or turn off for you guys?" I asked, nearly blurting the question as I felt my face begin to turn red.
To them, conversations like this are nothing because I have heard more than enough foul things come out of their mouths but it is not as easy for me. I looked at each of them but this time, I noticed that they were also figuring out their words.
"While I have a handful for both." Gregorio breaks the silence.
"Some turn ons are humiliation, degradation and exhibitionism and turn offs are pet play, blood play and anything that will bruise your skin for a long period of time."
I raised my eyebrows in slight surprise at some of his turn ons. Not once when we were together did he show signs that humiliation or degradation would be something he is interested in.
"You didn't sign a contract so I didn't want to cross any boundaries then." He instantly answered what I was thinking. I nodded my head in understanding before looking at Adriano.
"I am interested in impact play, sensory deprivation and dacryphilia." I looked at him.
"What does the last one mean?" I asked, not being able to stop myself.
"Seeing you cry during a scene, possibilities could be you crying from overstimulation or pain."
"Sadist," I smile.
"And you, are you a masochist?" He smirked.
I squirmed in my seat and suddenly became aware of how turned on I have gotten from this conversation alone.
"Yes," that is all I said and I know it was enough for him.
"Some of my turn-ons are included with Gregorio's but I wouldn't be opposed to knife or blood play at all." Adriano said with a grin.
"I supposed that could be a benefit to consider when having three dominants. Anything you want will likely be an interest of at least one of us." He is right.
"And you?" I asked Domenico as he was the only one that hadn't responded yet.
"Orgasm control, bondage and really anything that involves having that pretty little mouth of yours wrapped around my dick." He said, causing me to nearly choke on my almost finished food. His thumb rubs across my leg in response.
"I can't think of a specific turn offs as of right now but I do ask that you continue to maintain good hygiene." He joked with a smile.
"I have no opposition to that." I agreed to them all.
"Okay, so how…." I was about to ask my next question but Gregorio cut me off.
"Oh, I don't think so." He chuckled.
"What about you, sweetheart? What are your turn-ons and offs?"
You want me to answer that?"
The hungry looks on their eyes show that they indeed were interested.
"Okay, ummh, my turn offs are electrocution, golden showers and I am not sure if this counts but small space is included." I listened to the first things I could remember.
"You are claustrophobic?" Domenico asked.
"Since I was a little girl." I said, trying not to relive the cause of it.
After a lot of exposure therapy, I can now go in things like elevators for a short period of time but generally I would prefer to not be closed in anywhere."
I know they have questions about it but they didn't voice them and I didn't say more on it.
"And your turn-ons?" Adriano asked after a moment of silence.
This is the part I didn't know how to answer. I have so many interests that I have never voiced out loud. It feels a little unusual to actually say it.
"I like every single one of your turn ons." I replied, not looking at any of them in the eyes.
"But I am also interested in…."
Gosh, how am I supposed to say this? I was quiet, playing with my food before gathering courage to continue.
"I am also interested in multiple penetration, temperature play and I am not sure about this one yet but I have wondered for a while what a Consensual Non-consent scene might be like."
Letting out a breath, it surprisingly feels good to have finally said those thoughts out even if I am sure my face has gone red at this point. Leaning over slightly, Domenico planted a small kiss at my temple although the way he was smirking says that his mind is currently filled with dirty deals.
"If you are looking for a Consensual Non-consent scene, Adriano will be your guy." He said and sure enough when I looked at him, his eyes sparkled with future promises.
A shiver trails down my spine from it and he notices that. At this point we all have finished eating our appetizer and as if on cue, the patio doors swing open to reveal one person who walked up to clear all the plates while the other two carried in and laid down our main course and they smelled good as they looked.
Thanks to the tips from my shift at the club, I have more than enough money to pay for my dinner as well so I can enjoy it without stressing. We thanked them, they smiled at us before leaving us to enjoy our meal. The sun had begun to set at this point and I noticed the mini lanterns that hung across the railing had turned on as the sky got darker.
"I…" I began, looking up at Adriano but when I saw the inside of the restaurant behind him, I lost my words.
What the hell is Robin of all people doing here and why is he accompanied by the girl he cheated on me with? What happened to him? How did he get injured?
I have never believed in karma but I have to admit seeing Robin's arm in a cast was a satisfying sight. I don't care how he broke it or what that meant for his chances at joining major crimes but I have to admit seeing him that girl hurt me a little. It reminded me of what he did to me.
Quite frankly, I couldn't help but find myself a little angry too. I could feel the eyes of the three men and immediately they understood what I was looking at but I couldn't take my eye off the couple inside.
"Do you want me to get their table moved?" Adriano asked and there was no pity in his words.
"I am fine," I said, looking up to see the three of them looking at me. I won't allow Robin to ruin this dinner for me.
"Honestly, don't worry about it." My words directed to Adriano but my eyes looking at Domenico, he knew I was lying.
"I say, we continue where we were then." Domenico gave a devilish smile that made my heart skip a beat.
"I can't believe I still haven't asked you this yet, but what is your age?" I asked, thankfully, that we can get back to normal.
I know they are triplets but I need to know their age as well. When they told me their age, I am not too surprised though considering all they have achieved in life. They are thirty-five years old and I am just twenty-five. Considering they never asked for my age, I am assuming they were well aware of the age gaps between us and the smirk on their faces showed they probably even like it that way.
"So, if I did agree to this agreement…." I said while cutting into a piece of my steak.
"What would happen next?"
"You would take a couple of days to review the contract I would send you after dinner. Think about what you want and decide whether this is something you are truly interested in." Gregorio responded as he too digs into his food.
"I highly suggest you keep a notepad with you while looking over the contract to record any comments or questions you would like to keep with you for when we reconvene. Search any definition you don't understand because I guarantee you will have some and we will just go from there."
"And as for the dating part?" I looked at them.
"If I just want this for the sex and none of the relationship stuff, would you guys still be okay with it?"
I am not sure what I want yet but knowing my options would be helpful.
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