Chapter 68 Headache accident

(Lena's POV)
Once we left the hospital, Jamie relaxed completely, and he seemed happy to be at home with me no matter what he was doing.
Although it makes me a little inconvenient, I don't feel bad about it.
When Rafael returned, he asked me about the situation.
After I told Rafael what should be considered good news, he didn't seem very surprised.
"However, Jamie still has a long time to go through, and Mr. Weir didn't say exactly how much time it would take for Jamie to get completely well."
I let out a sigh. At this time, Rafael came over and he gently took my hand.
I looked up at Rafael, his gaze was calm, and there was tenderness in his calmness.
I knew Raphael was trying to comfort me: "Lena, this has nothing to do with you, you've done a great job, and I'm afraid Jamie wouldn't have recovered so quickly by now if it weren't for you."
"Raphael, there's something I want to do, but, I'm worried it will hurt Jamie." I finally couldn't resist putting my thoughts into words.
Raphael looked at me suspiciously, "What do you want to do?"
I took a deep breath, then said, "I want to take a paternity test."
After Raphael heard my words, he didn't seem to have much of a reaction.
It's not that I think Jamie is not my child and I think otherwise, but I have to be sure of something. After seeing William today, that thought came back to me.
I thought Rafael was already upset, but when I looked up at Rafael, he was still looking at me with a gentle face.
"Well, since you want to do it, go ahead."
I nodded and Rafael took me into his arms at this point.
"I'm sorry." I buried myself in Raphael's arms and felt the warmth of being held tightly by Raphael.
"It wasn't your fault, Lena, you don't have to blame yourself." Rafael reached out and gently stroked my hair.
We remained silent for some time.
I didn't even care if Jamie was my real son or not, I just wanted to know what kind of person William was. The truth behind this I did not dare to explore, I was afraid it would hurt me.
But everyone around me was so brave, whether it was Rafael or Jamie, that I could no longer continue to be a coward.
When it was time to finish eating, Rafael asked, "Are you coming to the Hill?"
"I'm worried I don't have what it takes to do my job well, Rafael."
"It's okay, Lena, it won't be a problem."
I ended up going to work for Hill Group.
When I put the suit on my own body I realized that the suit suited me so well.
The next day, I went to the Hill Group office building with Rafael.
"There is a familiarity."
I looked at the roadside scenery through the car window.
Raphael gave a sudden laugh, and then he said, "Lena, you were working at Hill before you went to Paris."
I was still a little surprised to hear what Rafael said. However, I did not show my surprise.
"Raphael, I don't remember any of that."
"It's okay if you don't remember, Lena, it wasn't exactly a good experience."
Raphael's explanation made me feel even sadder instead.
William has always been good to me, and I thought that I could completely let go of the feelings that William had given to me, but I didn't think that I would still be affected.
After William learned that I was now living in Raphael's house, he told me that Raphael had done many things to hurt me.
I understand very well that Rafael has very passionate feelings for me, but even if Rafael were to be nice to me now, would that makeup for the hurt he once inflicted on me?
I do not know the answer to this question, I also dare not think much about this matter, I am afraid that in the end, I will not have the courage to face the truth.
However, I wasn't given much time to think, as we soon arrived at the Hill Group.
When I walked in, I once again felt a sense of familiarity.
I followed Raphael to his office, paying no attention to the crowd pointing at me on the way.
I think the last party has taught me a lesson.
But, I don't know why, after I followed Rafael into his office paper, my head hurt violently in a flash.
I thought it was because I hadn't slept well after doing it myself, but the pain didn't go away anytime soon.
Raphael didn't seem to notice my condition, and when I tried to call out to Raphael, I realized I couldn't make a sound at all.
Because of the headache, my body was also a little shaky and I couldn't stand up immediately.
I fell to the ground and my eyes lingered on the ground for a moment, at which time I unconsciously looked up and saw Rafael running towards me.
I don't know why, but when I saw Raphael rushing towards me, I suddenly had an urge to run away.
This idea is just too strange.
My mind was still pulling at me, my waking consciousness telling me this was wrong, but the other half of my fuzzy consciousness was urging me to leave.
When Rafael finally came running, my head became more painful. He took me into his arms, and just then I saw the table off to the side.
I don't know what's so strange about this table, but, after I saw it, my mind suddenly went to Raphael's angry face.
Raphael's angry face overlapped with the previous nightmare, but it was not the scene from the nightmare.
This feeling is so real that there is no way for me to keep my sanity.
Rafael picked me up, but this time I couldn't help but scream.
Rafael no longer dared to move, he held me in his arms and I started banging my head hard, hoping the torture would stop.
After seeing this scene, Rafael reached out his hand to stop me in a hurry.
I knew I should have kept my sanity, but the fear and pain were about to drive me completely crazy.
"Lena, what's wrong with you? You calm down!"
I heard Raphael's anxious voice, but at this time, I simply could not pay attention to him.
Rafael finally stopped trying to wake me up and he held me tightly in his arms to stop me from continuing to hurt myself.
By this time, tears were falling from my eyes.
Rafael said nothing, he reached out and patted my back gently, holding me in his arms as if he were protecting me.
My heart was beating fast from just now, but, with Raphael soothing me like this, I felt my head didn't hurt as much.
I didn't know exactly how long had passed, and when I opened my eyes again, all I could see was the white ceiling.
Rafael is still holding me.
At this time, there was a sudden knock on the door outside.
"Mr. Rafael, may I come in now, please?"
"Wait a minute, Landon, I'm not very comfortable right now." Raphael's voice was very calm, and at this time, hearing Raphael speak was a comfort to me.
Such a Raphael is completely different from the Raphael I just saw in my vision.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.
"Are you better now, Lena?"
I nodded my head.
"Do you want me to call a doctor for you?"
I shook my head, "No, Rafael, I'm just a little scared."
When I opened my mouth, I realized that I sounded so weak.
"What's wrong with you?"
"I saw something not so good, Raphael, something to do with you, and I saw that you seemed to want to do something to me--"
By the time I got to this point, I was somewhat out of words to continue describing it.
Raphael tried to rape me, and even when I tried to resist, there was no way to break free of him.
It was here, it was here, and even if it was just a tiny fragment, I'm pretty sure that's where it did happen.
When I said these words, I could feel Rafael's body seemed to stiffen for a moment, but soon, he reassured me again.
Raphael kissed me gently on the forehead, he looked so gentle and completely different from the person I had in my head.
"Lena, I think that you need to take a break."
I nodded, and this time, Rafael released me. Then, I went and sat down on a couch to the side.
Rafael's face also looked bad, and he walked to a side table - I quickly withdrew my eyes, and then I heard Rafael pick up the phone and say, "Landon, you can come in now, and by the way, call the doctor for me."
I'm still adjusting myself to the fact that what just happened was bad anyway.
Soon, a man came in from outside.
He should be Landon.
Landon gave me a look, and when we locked eyes, he didn't have a lot of other reactions. Then Landon gave me a nod, after which he walked towards Rafael.
"What can I do for you?" Rafael was already sitting there.
"Mr. Raphael, this is the latest financial statement, which needs to be confirmed by you, as well as the recent transfer of the personnel department, which also needs your approval, involving the transfer of several big people." Landon put a pile of information in front of Raphael, who nodded, but, Landon still didn't leave.
By this time, Raphael seemed to have sensed that something was wrong.
I watched as Raphael lifted his head to look at Landon, "Is there anything else?"
Landon looked a little critical as he glanced at me, and while I was debating whether to hold back, Rafael opened up directly, "It's okay, just say it."
Then, Landon nodded and said, "Mr. Raphael, the HR manager just specifically relayed to me that Mr. William has returned."