LXXXI
LXXXI
"What do you mean you can't act on it?"
"I mean it's dangerous, I'm not a teenager, this is uncharted territory, I don't know what to do here, I don't know how to maneuver this." I tell Adam.
He had asked me why I wasn't going to act on the feeling of lust I felt towards Kennedy. By this time our coffees already grew cold and Adam was over the moldy bench.
"I still don't get your point."
"Look, I'm used to feelings of like first. And then we have sex, so the feeling of wanting to rip someone's clothes to shreds after meeting him for the first time, not knowing anything about him? It's new and unsettling." I explain.
"But with the feeling of like comes stupidity like you said, while lust.. while it comes with unbridled want for just your bodies. At least that one is genuine, you both know what you want out it before you get into it. Unlike like and love, those ones are the most complicated."
I turn to face Adam. He was right. I was looking at this thing from one angle entirely. Who made the rules and says like had to come first? I was young, even if I felt sexually attracted to someone for the first time in my life. Who says it can't happen?
"Just ride the wave of unbridled lust, see where it takes you. It's not something you should over think." He punctuated his advice with a sip of his cold coffee.
I nearly hug him, but I didn't want to send wrong messages and then feel horrible for leading him on later.
"Thank you. You opened my eyes a lot." I tell him truthfully as I view the world from the new point of view. There were no rules set by anyone that said this was how life was supposed to go. No matter how much I seemed to ignore it, I knew that was not what my body hummed for.
As we arrive at the steak house, I send a silent thank you to Adam for not letting me miss this.
"Here you go." Kennedy said as he opened my side of the door.
I step out gracefully, and take his arm. The minute my hand touched his, the buzz of excitement that dulled a little during the ride came back on with full force.
My mouth ran dry.
"Reservation for Russell?" A woman dressed sharply asked us.
Kennedy nods and she escorts us to a private room. The place was nothing short of fancy, it was beautiful. I had never imagined I would be in a place like this before I moved up to the creative department.
"This place is gorgeous." I comment.
He nods but his eyes are on me, I blush. We sit across from each other, so he was staring intently into my eyes.
"Have I told you how beautiful you look this evening?"
"Just with your eyes." I say as I stare at him with just as much intensity.
He chuckled.
"I'm sorry, my mistake. You are the most gorgeous person I have set my eyes on. You look stunning, breath taking. You mesmerize me Lisa."
I blush.
"Thank you, I must say you look.. delicious."
He chuckles a little.
"So are we going to keep up the accent or?" He was talking normally again.
I laugh.
"Nop. But it doesn't reduce the want I feel any time I look at you."
"You make my cock twitch with just your words. You don't know how much I want you." He tells me.
The way he said it had me clenching and unclenching my core. I felt my juices leak out of me. Once again, thank you Adam for letting me embrace this.
"Good evening, I will be your host for today, my name is Francisco." The waiter said offering us the menu's.
I was irritated by his presence but I hide myself behind the menu and pretend to look through.
I hear Kennedy chuckle.
"We'll call you when we are ready to order. We are okay for now."
The waiter bowed slightly before leaving.
"You looked like you didn't want him here. Neither did I." He explained.
"Why don't I show you what else this mouth do." I suggest. I give myself a pat on the back for my brazenness.
His eyes glazed over.
I stand up, making sure to keep eye contact. His eyes on me was actually doing more to me than anything else.
The distance between us is covered in a minute. I claim his mouth with mine. It is hot and wet. He moaned into my mouth as we kissed.
He latched his strong hands on my waist and pulled me to sit on his laps. I sit and feel his hard cock beneath me. I smirk against his mouth as I see what I created.
I begin to rock my hips back and forth slowly. Grinding my waist on top of him as we kiss.
"Mmm just like that Mimosa." He releases my mouth just to say that.
When he looks up at me the lust I see in his brown orbs threatened to drown me. I increased my tempo when I went back, and when I rocked forward I slowed it down.
"You are driving me insane Mimosa." He says as he runs his hands up and down the length of my sides.
My hands ran across his chest, it was just as I imagined, pure muscles. He tensed up beneath my fingers. But I don't stop. I run them slowly all the way to the back. His back muscles were just as taunt. I wanted to know how they would feel underneath my body.
"You are incredibly beautiful." He muttered against my neck. Sending shivers down my spine.
"From the first night I saw you, I wanted to do this." He said as he kissed the back of my neck.
I shivered against his chest.
"And this." He nibbled behind my ear.
"Ohhh don't stop."
"And this." He moved to the front of my throat and licked the middle.
I never knew that was a spot to feel good with. He continued to play with it until I was a pleading mess.
"You, mimosa, you're really something."
The look in his eyes mirrored mine.
Unbridled lust.
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