Chapter 24. Solemn Contemplation (+18)
The kissing dream snapped into her head, crushing the feverish feeling she once head. She flickered. And her head was spinning free.
The man who held her in the dark, he was loving her passionately. There were no words to describe how lovely the feeling she felt with that man. He was a complete stranger. She didn’t recognize her from the start. Under the shining moon, they were standing still in the cold water.
But it was all just a dream. It was not real. The feeling was purely like an imagination.
The romantic atmosphere she had with that man diminished in the air once she opened her eyes again. She woke up, feeling empty for a moment. Her dark eyes gazed out at the ceiling above her.
She was contemplating her dream. It was such a long time she had not been dreaming about kissing that same stranger. She missed the epiphany feeling when his lips met hers. There was a great happiness she felt from the inside. And she loved it. She wanted to relive the moment.
However, she knew it was the time to wake up again. She had to live in the real world. Although the dream world was so much better, she knew it was not the real thing.
Speaking about the real thing, her memory was about to remember something. She blinked a few times, trying to regain her last memories. She had to pick up where she left off the last time. Where she was, who she was with, what she was doing in this place.
She didn’t feel familiar with the view in this bedroom, which looked extravagant for her taste. This place looked like the one that belonged to the rich people only. She knew that for sure.
And once she remembered, it took her breath away. Her mouth was half opened, gawking.
“Wa… wait, I’m in…” she knew, but her mouth was trembling to say it. And then her whole body went completely numb.
She was terrified of the last feeling she remembered. She knew what happened to her.
She was being kidnapped by a man. A dangerous man for sure.
And it was not only that. He did a terrible thing to her. The most thing she would hate from him. She would not forgive him. And her vengeance feeling might be last forever for him.
Her raped her last night. She remembered every last memory so well. She remembered the touch of his fingers on her skin. The touch of his lips pressing hard on hers. The touch of his manhood that was sliding free into hers.
She suddenly wanted to throw up. She felt disgusted. This was just so unbelievable.
She couldn’t be losing her virginity to this man. She didn’t care even he was the most famous and rich billionaire in the world, he was still a devil in her eyes.
She hated him. She despised him.
And then she heard his voice beside her, “Sienna… have you woken up, Baby?”
She quickly glanced at him in a huge surprise. He was laying there on the bed with her.
Her eyes observed his bare chest, a broad shoulder, a manly figure. And in the count of three, she was finally screaming out of fear.
“NO! GO AWAY! DON’T COME ANYWHERE CLOSER TO ME!” She yelled out loudly at him while attacking him with a pillow.
And then a frenzy thought suddenly crossed her mind. She quickly peeped under the bedsheet to check it out. She had to see it for yourself. Her hand tried to find something there, but she couldn’t find it.
He wondered what she was trying to do, “Baby, what’s wrong? Tell me.”
She looked panicking for a second. Then her eyes stared back at him.
“Wa… wait, you raped me, but…” her voice was kind of shaking. Her eyes returned to observe the bed.
He started to look worried for her. “Baby, what are you looking for?”
“I should have… I mean, I should,” she feared of her future, she kept trembling.
She took a look again under the bed. She should have found a stain of blood even just a little. That was the normal thing. She should have been bleeding last night. She lost her virginity.
“There’s no blood,” she murmured, perplexing alone. “How… how come?”
“What blood?” He stared bewilderingly at her.
Then she looked at him, angry. She threw the pillow harshly again at his face.
“You rape me! I should have bleed! I lost my virginity!” She finally had to say it out loud. She was so embarrassed about it. And the moment those words escaped her mouth quickly, she regretted it.
He froze for a second while staring back at her. He got bedazzled by what she just said.
Then he almost burst to laugh out loud. “You think you were a virgin?”
She pinched her eyes at him, baffling.
“Baby, you had lost your virginity in our honeymoon nine years ago,” he reminded her.
She looked at him, squinting her eyes hard. “No…”
“Yes,” he nodded and smiled widely.
She was annoyed that he looked amused about this.
“That is bullshit!” She denied him. “This is probably not normal, but I will look it up on the internet! I have once read about it…”
He chuckled. He looked happier this morning. He didn’t look in rage like last night.
Then he asked, “Yeah, what did you find?”
“Well…” she tried to remember it. “It said sometimes, when a woman does the intimate relationship for the first time with a man, bleeding is not always the case to happen.”
“Hmm…” Daniel seemed to contemplate it for a second. His lips turned downward. But she could tell from his expression, he didn’t agree with her.
“Whatever. I still hate you!” She snapped cynically.
He paused to look at her again. He chuckled as he said, “Fine, whatever. But you’re still my wife. And I love you.”
She looked at him, feeling disgusted. Then he quickly moved closer to kiss her. But she backed away pretty fast. They exchanged a glance for a second. Then he giggled quietly.
When he raised from the bed, the sheet slid down along with him. Sienna immediately felt the bedsheet uncovered her naked body. She quickly yelled out, panicking. Then he saw her dragging the sheet to cover her body.
He giggled. “Gosh, you amuse me every time.”
***
Sienna was staring at her reflection in the mirror. She was quiet for a moment while contemplating what happened last night.
But she didn’t feel hurt or anything. She didn’t even remember she felt the pain when he entered his manhood forcefully into her center spot last night. She could only feel the pleasant sensation that was still left inside of her womanhood.
“How could that happen? My virginity…” she murmured, baffled.
She slowly touched her womanhood, pressing down her fingers there for a second. The strange tingling feeling made her felt kind of crazy when she remembered it again. She never knew such sensation ever existed if he didn’t trigger it. He was the first person that triggered such a great Oxytocin feeling from the inside of her body.
All she could feel was the pleasure. It was like the feeling of floating in the air. She felt so drunk in his manly touch. It was like she craved for that sensation again, like she wanted it again.
She shook her head quickly once her consciousness snapped into her brain nerves. She must have been crazy.
“No! I can’t feel this way! This is so wrong,” she muttered to herself. She tried to have a sense of mind. She was not this kind of cheap girl that would fall for his touch.
Then suddenly, she heard a rough knocking sound on the door. She was glad she remembered to lock it this time, so that man wouldn’t be able to come freely to bother her.
“Wh… what do you want? Go away!” She yelled out. “I want to take a shower!”
“I just want to inform you…” she heard his voice obscurely from outside the bathroom. “I will take you to a local island this morning. Our boat is ready.”
She blinked nervously. What would he do again this time? He was just so insane.
“I… I don’t want to!” She exclaimed daringly.
“Come on, Baby. Don’t be stubborn. I have prepared everything for you,” he told her patiently. “Don’t you want to see your belongings again?”
She was quiet when he said that.
“Belongings?” She wondered, “that belong to Carmelia?”
She took a deep breath. She could feel the frustration gnawed her head.
“I will be waiting for you, Baby. Just don’t make me wait for so long,” he demanded her.
She sighed, feeling contempt whenever he demanded her like a boss. She was certainly not his servant to obey everything that he wanted.
“Whatever, I don’t care,” she said ignorantly as she brushed her long hair with her hands. She didn’t want to give a damn to whatever he said to her. She was still terribly angry at him.
Thereafter, she went inside the bathtub to take a warm shower, first thing in the morning.