Chapter 29. The Game of Desire (+18)

The burning fire inside her body felt like a terrible torment. Every touch he made with his fingers, punishing her body with a sweet tingle. Sometimes he played out his fingers roughly, sometimes too sweetly on her skin. The rollercoaster feeling made her felt high and crazy.
She felt embarrassed that she couldn’t stop the feeling from drowning her down into a great pleasure. She couldn’t stop herself from moaning out loud.
She wondered if it was her heightened emotion that was just uncontrollable, or was it his touch that was too skillful? She couldn’t concentrate to think about it. Whichever was it, she didn’t want to care. She just wanted to get rid of the feeling. She shouldn’t ever feel this pleasure. She couldn’t betray the pure love she had for Jonathan.
Right at that moment, she felt like a completely cheap woman. Although she knew this wasn’t what she wanted, she still felt like she was untrue to her boyfriend. No other man should give her such a great pleasure but her own lover. How could Daniel do this to her? How could he give her the sweet sensation that made her felt crazy?
And yet, she was too weak to fight him back. She didn’t have the strength to reject him. Or was it her selfish desire that made her weak? The deepest desire to feel it again that made her froze in his touch this time.
The feeling was carried on. There was a part of her that wanted to remember the feeling once more. She wanted to be drowning in the tingling pleasure between her womanhood again. She felt insane. She felt fragile.
“Please…” she moaned, confusing her mind with what she wanted.
Did she about to say please don’t stop to him? Or was she wanted him to stop instead? The emotion was so mixed up. She couldn’t tell either way. She had her head in the clouds already.
He didn’t stop playing his fingers in between her legs. The pleasure came and gone when he was intentionally teasing her. And then he whispered, “Say it.”
She quickly opened her eyes to see him on top of her. She blinked, flustered.
Daniel was gazing into her eyes. He looked at her intensely, giving her a slight shiver.
“Say what you want,” he murmured.
She was out of breath as she talked back, “I… I want…”
His question was so simple, but it was very hard for her to think clearly.
And when his finger played faster, she moaned again as she closed her eyes. “No…”
“Say it, Baby,” he whispered to her ear. “Is this what you want?”
She couldn’t execute the right answer. She was about to say yes, but her logic told her otherwise. She really wanted to feel it again, but she knew this was wrong. She shouldn’t let her emotion carried on like this. She couldn’t be selfish.
Once her senses returned, she opened her eyes and she quickly grabbed his hand to stop him from playing with her body.
“I want you to stop,” she muttered.
Daniel immediately stopped and stared frozenly at her. He was quiet for a second. He seemed to think about something.
But before Daniel would do something worse, she whispered softly to him, “Please.”
And then suddenly, he smirked at her. She pinched her eyes, got baffled by what made him smirking at the time.
Then he said, “Are we done playing this game now?”
She sighed in disbelief at him. It seemed like she was just a toy in his eyes. How could he let on by saying this was all just a game?
“You are nuts and out of your mind. There is no game since the start. And I don’t sign up to play whatever your stupid game is,” she said firmly.
“As I remember earlier; you’re the one that calling this as our game,” he smirked again. “I’d be glad to enjoy our game together.”
“I don’t… I mean… what…” she talked stammering.
She didn’t remember to start the game with him, but surely, she remembered what she said about him playing a game. This was all confusing her.
“Don’t you forget, I have the name already for our game, darling,” he chuckled when talking amusedly to her. And then he said, “The Game of Desire. It’s the embodiment of our lust and our love together. Don’t you like it?”
She clenched her jaw angrily. Then she shouted out at his face, “NOT EVEN IN YOUR FRICKING DREAM YOU WILL HAVE MY SOUL! I WILL NOT SURRENDER MYSELF TO YOU!”
He suddenly grabbed her shoulders abruptly. She instantly moaned in pain.
“Let me go!” She snarled at him.
“You! Listen to me now!” His face looked tensed this time when staring back at her. “I will make this in an easy way or a hard way. It depends entirely on you, Sienna.”
She shook her head and said, “I don’t give a damn…”
“You will!” He shouted out, shaking her shoulders again. She instinctively closed her eyes when he barked at her. “You will give a damn about what I want from you. And I just want one thing from you.”
She carefully opened her eyes again to see him. She was actually feeling frightened of him. He was still bulging his eyes at her. She was waiting for him to finish his words. And what was it he really wanted from her?
She had imagined what he wanted. If it was a pure lust, then he only wanted to sleep with her again. That was such a shallow desire. Moreover, why it should be her? He could easily buy any women who would throw themselves for him.
But when she looked back at his brown eyes, she could feel his deep sadness. Why would he feel sad? What was really wrong with him? She couldn’t understand him.
“I want your truth,” he whispered. And he didn’t blink at all.
She flinched. And obviously, she felt bewildered.
Then she muttered daringly, “You’re so damn annoying, aren’t you?”
But he was still being patient when talking to her. “Answer me.”
However, she was confused about what he was actually wanted to know from her.
“What? About your beloved wife? Carmelia Wilson?” She wondered. “How I fricking know anything about her, huh? I don’t know…”
“No more lies. Just explain to me,” he begged her. “I will not be angry to you if you just explain clearly…” he took a deep breath for a second, and then he said, “about everything.”
She gulped down her saliva. She was terrified of this moment. And then she shook her head. “I really don’t know anything. I swear.”
“Nine years ago, you were gone with a goddamn heavy briefcase of my money,” he suddenly told her.
She flinched, hugely surprised. “What? Are you trying to accuse me?”
“It’s a lot of mountain money, Baby. You can buy an island with that money,” he muttered. “And then you left me…”
She was about to talk back, but eventually, she felt frightened about this.
He clenched his jaw for a second. And then he continued telling her, “Hamuza had investigated further about you. He told me that you tried to erase your trace, so I wouldn’t be able to find you.”
Sienna sighed in disbelief. It was not the truth at all. She didn’t even know who was Daniel Wilson until they met that night in the exclusive pub party.
“Hamuza was probably investigating the wrong person. I don’t even have the briefcase which you accused me of,” she confronted him.
He chuckled sarcastically and said, “Liar.”
She stared at him, annoyed. Thereafter, she said firmly to him, “Wake up and open your eyes to the reality, Daniel. I am not your wife. And I don’t steal your briefcase of money.”
“I don’t care what you’ve done with the money, darling,” he murmured. “I can always earn more mountain money every month,” he was being conceited, which kind of disgusted her. “All I care about… is your goddamn rightful explanation.”
“My goddamn rightful explanation?” She chuckled, underestimating him. “I am already being honest with you,” and then she told him, “First, I don’t know who you are until we met at that stupid party. And second, you’re certainly not my husband, because I haven’t got married to anybody.”
“Be wise with your words, darling,” he warned her. “You may regret it if you keep on challenging me like this.”
Slightly, the idea came hovering into her mind. Somehow, she knew that whenever she brought up the topic, he would be so angry with her. And she certainly didn’t give a damn about what he thought anymore.
And once she gained the courage to talk bravely, she finally challenged him for sure, “I love Jonathan. And it will always be Jonathan. You are no compare to him, ever.”
Just like what she had predicted; his eyes bulged out widely, his nose flared up red with his raging emotion. And without alert, he suddenly pushed his crotch hard in between her legs.