Secrets
Later in the morning, I walk to the bedroom to wake Loraine.
She smiles at me and hugs me tightly. How good does that feel, this is the body I want to feel against me forever. But my conscience gnaws, I feel soiled by the stranger who touched me without my permission. Loraine is my wife, out of sheer remorse I kiss her deeply. “Loraine, know that I will always love you. There is no other for me but you”, I whisper in her ear.
She kisses me again and runs her lips over my neck. That scares me, I have not yet inspected my body for possible traces that that evil witch might have left. I wouldn't be surprised if she purposely applied hickey all over my body. I grab my wife's hair and raise her face to mine. "Always stay with me. I promise to never disappoint you and always tell the truth,” I insist. She looks at me strangely and I realize that I am behaving differently. I'm used to telling her I love her, but this tone suggests there's more to my words.
To reassure her a bit, I smile at her and press her against my chest again. Lorrich slowly opens his eyes and sees us in this close embrace. After a few seconds, he also starts to smile. “Daddy Aziel, you're eating mommy's face this early morning. Shouldn't we have breakfast first?”, he asks innocently. Loraine can barely contain her laughter. “Her face is tastier than the best breakfast, son. I like to eat it in the morning and the evening, and if possible also in the afternoon”, I joke.
Lorrich crawls across the bed towards us and wraps his little arms around us. "I love you too. You are the best daddy and mommy”. After being in the embrace for a few seconds, we are now in bed. Loraine tells me about all the arrangements she made with Fellogan about Lorrich. It sounds reasonable, my only hope is that the man sticks to it too. I have a nagging feeling that he's coming up with all sorts of devious tricks to keep Loraine closer to him.
Another issue now is the media. “We have an interview with Alyssa. I think we owe the public an explanation. Dordrich and I will answer some questions and take pictures with Lorrich. It should be clear to everyone that although Dordrich is the father of my son, I belong to you and we intend to marry. I don't want to leave any doubts about that," Loraine explains to my great delight.
“Do you want me there? Then we can also shoot some pictures together," I offer. But she turns it down. “Alyssa comes here to take pictures. I want to make the difference with the background and atmosphere clear. We are settled”. I hadn't thought of that, but it's a great idea. While Loraine is getting our son ready, my phone rings. When I look at the ID, it's Andre.
“Hey man, how are you? Where are you now? Come here and we can have breakfast together”, I offer. Andre accepts it, I know he likes home-cooked meals.
In the kitchen I prepare the food and not long after that I hear the house bell. Through security, I open the doors so Andre can find his way to the front door and walk inside. “Aziel, the home man as always. Where is my son? Has he eaten yet?” he asks. I hear Lorrich cheering in one of the rooms, he recognized Andre's voice. Seconds later, he throws himself into the man's arms and hugs him tightly.
“Daddy Andre, where did you sleep? I haven't seen you again," he asks. “In your mother's apartment, it was so lonely there without you. Will you come and stay with me tonight?”. Lorrich nods his head enthusiastically. "Of course. Mommy has daddy Aziel so I can sleep with you again," he says.
We sit down at the table and have a light conversation. Lorrich beams at the attention he receives. When I look at him, a longing for a child of my own begins to arise in me. Beaming I look at Loraine, a child of hers and I would be wonderful. Nothing would make me happier than that. She looks at me strangely, unaware of what's going through my mind. This desire is burning, I start to make all kinds of imaginations. We are both black-haired, a chubby gray-blue orb running through this house would make me the proudest man in this hemisphere.
Loraine winks at me, I know what that means. Lorrich is with Andre tonight, so we have plenty of space to please each other. My body burns at the thought of the wonderful sex that awaits me later. The desire must be legible in my eyes, for she clears her throat to jerk me back to the present. “Lorrich, come on, we have to go. I told you about the journalist. Your father owns a huge media company so you have to get used to it”, she smiles at him.
Confident as if it were a piece of cake, the kid stands up, gives Andre and me a hug and goodbye kiss and walks out of the house holding Lorraine's hand. I wait until I hear the car disappear and turn to Andre.
"Andre, something unpleasant happened." At the same time as me I hear him say: “Aziel, something serious is going on”. We stare at each other bewildered.
“Go ahead, you first”, I let him finish his words. He tells me about Dale and Clairy he ran into in the bar and how he feels they are up to something. Dale is an old flame of his that he describes as tricky. As he continues, I am convinced that this Dale was Clairy's accomplice last night.
I'm not sure if I should confide in Andre about what happened to me last night. In the end, I decide negatively, he is good friends with Loraine and shares everything with her. “Andre, would you mind keeping this to yourself for a while? Loraine could get upset because of this and she still has to deal with Fellogan. It can be too much for her," I ask him. He thinks deeply but agrees. “I can do that for now. She knows Clairy was chasing you. Maybe there's just nothing wrong, and my nerves are just racing", he sighs....
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