The Agreement
“Princess, you are so beautiful. I can't imagine you allowed me to love you. Many in this city long for the privilege of owning you. But you gave yourself to me, out of all who want you,” Dordrich begins in an intimate tone. "Why? I know the attraction between us was strong from the start. But all these years, all those men by your side. Me of all people, Princess?”.
Amazed by the vulnerability in his voice, his openness, I pause for a moment.
I've never seen this side in a man. All men I've encountered are confident, knowing what they're worth. Dordrich sounds a bit insecure as if he is a real human being with real feelings, capable of suffering. I have experienced this with neither Danner nor Aziel. And to be honest, I really appreciate this.
With a relieved sigh I let go of my Haute attitude.
Dordrich opened up to me, so I can return the same to him. I get up and sit on the chair next to him, the distance in front of him was too far for me. I release my hands from him and caress his face with a smile. I could love this man, really love him, I think to myself.
I take the initiative and kiss him full on the mouth. The shivers are there in an instant, I feel the need for him. "Dordrich, I want you closer, I want to be naked in your arms." Desire burns in his eyes when he looks straight at me. “Not yet, Princess. We have to talk, make agreements.” Oops, that's going to take too long before I’m where I want to be, I sigh inside.
“Will you answer my question, Princess”, he now insists.
“Well, I know the men lust for me but I'm never sure if that's true love or just possessiveness or they're being calculated. That's why I've always used sex as a marketing tool against them," I say, now sitting on his lap, snuggling against his chest. “They receive and give something. I'm very sexual by nature, Dordrich. I have an insatiable need that must be satisfied in some way.”
This confession comes out a bit shy, it’s the first time I admit this openly. But I want to be true with Dordrich now that my relationship with him is anything but a marketing stunt. He has no reason to believe that I am abusing him.
“But why were you willing to give your virginity to me? We don't have a business deal, we've just met a few times and we don't work together," he continues. I have to think for a moment, this is indeed an interesting question. “I'm very attracted to you. I don't know where that came from, but since I saw you the first night, I knew you would be important in my life. On several fronts. It seemed appropriate to share my first physical experience with you as if I've been waiting for you all these years.”
He grabs me tighter and hugs me.
“Princess, that's exactly the feeling I had the moment I walked through the door. Like stepping into a new world with a special destiny. I couldn't resist following you, making sure that everything I felt for you was real and that you felt the same way”. He clears his throat and holds me back a little.
“Loraine, I want to be in your life. For a long, long time. I don't know how we’ll manage that without getting in trouble, but we have to find a way to make it happen. I can't let you go now that I've tasted your lips, felt how you held captive between your legs. I can't miss all that in my life."
These are the words I want to hear from him, ever since our eyes clashed.
“You know I'm married and have a son and daughter. My children are very attached to me, my wife Elena is my fated mate. I can't break up my family, I can't be selfish," he says huskily. “I don't know how to tie you to me, that what’s giving me sleepless nights. Just thinking you're engaged to Danner Winfield, living with him and waking up next to him drives me crazy. You don't have to remind me, I know I have no right to that. But I can't control that feeling, because it is all I want for myself, waking up beside you everyday"
Before I can answer we are interrupted by the manager of the restaurant. “Mr. Fellogan, the order is ready. Can we serve?”. I look strange, we have not yet come to even touch the menu. “I have taken the liberty to pre-order the most delicious dishes from this hotel to ensure quality. I know what you don't like, so don't worry."
I look at him in disbelief, he has even taken the trouble to investigate which dishes are definitely not my taste. Gratefully I give him a kiss, which he holds, he won't let me go. The manager clears his throat to get our attention and we let go of each other immediately. We had both forgotten the man at the door.
“Yes, Juan, serve it up please”, Dordrich tells him with a low laugh.
When the man turns his back, I grab Dordrich again and revel in a breathtaking kiss again. I too can't get enough of this guy. Whatever happens, I intend to keep up with him for a long time to come, to fight for him. This feels amazingly right, he feels so good, I'm not ready to lose this.
"We just have to be very discreet for the first few months. Then we see if our feelings are still the same and we can make further plans. let's enjoy each other for now". I whisper against his lips. "That's not what I intended, but let's see how it all goes. I want to keep you with me, there's nothing I want more than that." Dordrich's hand runs through my locks as he looks deep into my eyes.
This feeling is heavenly…
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