Running Out Of Time
Aziel's POV
When I think of telling Loraine about her past, my heart fills with fear. I fear the stress that caused the miscarriage will hit her again. Nothing has really changed in our lives since Danner kidnapped her. I planned to wait for the verdict to be passed, peace to return to our lives after that.
In the conversation I had with Andre last night, he insisted on telling her the truth. Michelle and Kaylah can hardly keep up the act, they are constantly slipping. I reassured him that I'd already told Loraine about the rape case, the pending verdict, and the new baby on the way. She took it without any objection, which is very hopeful for what is to come.
What still had to be resolved and is very important for my relationship with Loraine, is that I have to get rid of the nagging feeling that Loraine only chose me as a substitute lover. Look, no one can blame me for this insecure feeling that lingers in my subconscious. Loraine had previously effortlessly rejected me when Danner demanded it. Then she chose a married man over me, while I had been waiting for her for years, even proposed to her. And after the debacle with Fellogan, I picked up the pieces for her until she finally fell for me but it was just an inclination to belong to someone. And I was her safest choice then.
It wasn't until she came to New York after all these years that she had made up her mind. Did she run out of options in love? And was I again the man within reach to fill her life? I've wondered this repeatedly, all the months we were together. The uncertainty was a killer. This dreadful matter of Danner allowed me to test her love for me. And she passed with flying colors. Never before have I been so happy, it was more than with our first engagement.
But I know I really need to hurry to reassure her about her past, I'm short on time before she remembers everything herself. And that could go completely wrong, she might hate me for leaving her in the dark for so long.
But Lorrich waits also. Her company is waiting. And she must finalize her stake in the Fellogan Holding.
And tonight she has given some signs that she is slowly regaining her memory. The hint that we are getting engaged again, she loved me before, these statements are indications that she already remembers parts of the past. But maybe Kaylah and Michelle kept her going, those two women are bad actresses. They constantly blunder, quickly becoming nervous in her company. Especially Kaylah, who is used to serving her every need, although they were constantly bickering with each other.
But now that she's assured me that I’m her true love, I think it's time to start a conversation with her. Slowly I will prepare her for the past, hopefully everything will be okay.
We're in the bedroom now, just back from our engagement party. We don't have many hours left to sleep as we have to be at the airport in the afternoon. Stupid of Archer for dragging Kaylah through all that airport logistics when he could have deployed the jet with ease. I think we need to make some written arrangements for these two to have more authority regarding these petty things.
I look at Loraine, I feel her impatience for our physical connection. This woman is so horny, she is never too tired for sex. I often laugh at how impatient she can be when I wait too long to get to the bedroom. This is an old trait, before her amnesia, when we were in New York she was also insatiable. But then we lived alone, with no guests and friends to step in the house at any moment. We then had the opportunity to have sex wherever we wanted, in the kitchen, sitting room, garage, wherever.
On the island, she'd told me that she wasn't having sex with Danner. He'd made several attempts, but she just wasn't attracted to him. She always had the feeling that he was the wrong man. When she caught sight of me in the hotel elevator, she knew right that moment she had met the man of her life.
Well, time to attend to my woman's needs.
I know exactly what she wants, she always makes it clear without any shame. I approach her, stand behind her and help her take off the jumper. She's sexy as hell in these clothes, with her red top she looks like a goddess. “Baby, the red hair looks great on you, did I tell you that? You're so sexy, I'm fortunate that you're mine," I whisper in her ear. Seductively she leans against me. “Mr. Handsome, it's a real honor to hear the compliment from you. You are always the standout guy in any room, wherever you are. I always have to let the women know that your love is mine".
I smile and softly turn her towards me. “I am yours”, I confirm. “I hope that our love is strong enough to overcome all the obstacles that will undoubtedly come our way. Whatever happens, be assured that I love you only and cannot live without you, Angel.”
I drop her clothes on the floor, she stands in front of me in her bright red lingerie. My breath is now jerky, this woman always manages to make my blood boil. My hand goes to her back, where I undo the bra. Her erect nipples invite me to an adventure that I know she will always enjoy. She moans, blowing my name over and over again as my tongue plays on her nipples. But then she suddenly stands up and plucks my clothes from my body, until I'm just standing in front of her in my boxers. She's on the edge of the bed, I know exactly what's coming next.
We pleasure each other endlessly, giving and taking in our sex game. There is no rush, we have plenty of time. I take all the time to prove my love to her, I know that her conviction must save me if I later tell her the truth. “Aahhhh Aziel, my love…… baby”, I hear her whisper exhausted as she reaches her last orgasm for tonight. With two final thrusts I release my cum into her, deep inside her it shoots over her waiting womb. She spreads her legs to the limit till she finally clamps them around my waist to hold me tight in her.
God, please help me, this woman is driving me crazy!..
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