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**John POV: **
Lying on my bed with a fucking headache I don’t know if it is from the cakes or aggravation. I know when Bastet wakes up, she might be mad but fuck it, she is not the only one pissed off. Honestly, I can’t put the whole blame on Bastet. McKee is responsible as well. I know he doesn’t respect our relationship; word is they use to be an item until he left for college.
If so he lost he should accept that she moved on. Lost in my thought until my phone alert me someone is at the door. I know who it is, and I don’t want to deal with it tonight. But if I don’t open the door, she will find a way to get in. Reluctantly I walk down to open the door, she just walks in.
“Bastet what do you want I am not in the mood go home or back to McKee”, I say trying not to yell.
“John, please I came to talk to you I am not leaving until I do”, she says with pleading eyes.
“What do you have to say for yourself that you already haven’t said?”, I say trying to hold my temper.
“John I am sorry okay”
“SORRY…... SORRY FOR WHAT BEING A WHORE”, I say yelling at her.
“I AM NOT A WHORE JOHN”, she says getting mad. What the fuck is she mad for she cheated on me.
“SO, TELL ME WHAT IS IT CALLED WHEN A WOMAN IS CHEATING ON HER MAN!”, I yell at her.
“I CAN’T HELP IT THAT I AM IN LOVE WITH THE TWO OF YOU. DAMN, IT JOHN PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND!”, she yells back,
“Understand what I am listening?”, I said folding my arms over my chest.
“It is like he is imprinted on my soul and you are imprinted on my heart and I can’t live without a soul or a heart. And trust me if it was engaged to Jason and fucking you I would tell him the something”, she says with pleading eyes.
“Bastet it is clear you are not sure what you want the wedding is off. Please don’t think I don’t love you, but I won’t be second to any man when it comes to you. See yourself out”, I say as I turn to walk upstairs.
“When I was sixteen, I got pregnant by Jason and that is why our relationship ended. We never stopped loving each other, things just got complicated”, I can’t believe what she just said.
I turn around to face her and I see the tears fall from her eyes. She started to tell me how she and McKee were each other first in everything. She became pregnant and got an abortion against McKee's wishes, he went to college and that’s when I came into the picture. Now it all makes sense, the fact way they look at each other, the pet name he calls her, the way she calls him by his first name. It is clear neither one of them got closure and when he came back.
“John, I hated myself for making Jason hate me. Then you came and made all the pain, guilt, and hurt I felt go away”, she said still crying.
“Bastet just marries McKee you love him”, I can’t believe that shit just came out of my mouth.
“John, I don’t love him more than you, I don’t love you more than him. I understand this may hurt you but it’s the truth”, she says blocking me from opening the door.
“I can’t marry you Bastet I would love to, but I can’t. I can’t live a life where I have to wonder if my wife is sleeping with my teammate. Or if she isn’t and that teammate is thinking about fucking my wife. I just can’t”, I say as I try to open the door to escort her out.
“John, I know, and no one should live like that. I told him tonight that we need to stop, and he agreed”, she thought that was a good thing to say to me.
“Oh, did he now? Was that before or after you fucked him?”, the nerve of this woman I grab her by her arm and pull her towards the door.
“John please I am sorry I hurt you I didn’t mean it”, she said pleading with me.
“Did he cum in you”, I asked gritting my teeth.
“Wh…what?”, she is acting like she didn’t hear me.
“You heard me did he cum inside you?”, I ask again trying not to yell.
“Yes”, she says with her head down.
“GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW!”, I yell.
“What the hell is going on down here? John why are you manhandling your fiancé”, my uncle says from the top stairs. I totally forgot he was here.
“This whore is not my fiancé the wedding is off Uncle”, I say to him. He has his jaw wide open in shock. I am not sure if he is shocked, I called Bastet a whore or that I called off the wedding.
“What…. why? What happened?”, he asked.
“Well, your god-daughter here can’t keep her fucking legs closed. She has been fucking McKee behind my back”, I say to my uncle while looking at Bastet.
“Like you didn’t know that already”, my uncle said.
“Wait you knew”, Bastet said to the both of us.
“It’s the worst kept secret ever”, my uncle says with a shrug.
“This can’t be real”, she said shaking her head.
“Yup it is real you are a whore, and everyone knows it”, I said getting madder
“Now nephew don’t talk to your fiancé like that”, he said as he hugs Bastet.
“I told you uncle the wedding is off she is not my fiancé”, I say as I open the door hoping Bastet leaves.
“You two go upstairs and work this shit out”, my uncle said as he and Bastet walk upstairs.
I slowly walk upstairs not wanting to talk to her there is nothing for us to talk about. When I get to my room, she is sitting on my bed still wearing the clothes she had on all day. I walk into my bathroom and start a bath I need him to be washed out of her. When I told her to go take a bath she slowly walked into the bathroom and closed the door. She needs to understand that her reckless behavior is not acceptable.
While I wait for her to finish, I think about taking her back, if I leave her then McKee wins and she will be shammed. Because I will have to tell you why I canceled the wedding. If I take her back, I don’t want to worry about her cheating on me. I hear the door open and she comes out wearing a towel. Damn, she looks sexy that orange towel makes her mahogany skin pop. She sits next to me looking at the floor.
“Bastet, I do love you. I am sorry for calling you a whore my anger got the best of me”, I say lifting her chin to make her look at me.
“I never cheated on you before Jason got back”, she says on the verge of crying.
“I know I never doubted you before he got back. When did you two become friendly again”, I asked.
“After the fight we had. Then at the mission we made love and all the feelings I thought were gone came back. John, I am so sorry. Know that I never stopped loving you”, she says crying in my arms.
“Bastet if we continue with a marriage you and McKee need to be over. Any children we have need to be mine without a shadow of a doubt”, I say as I dry her off with an extra towel.
“I know John, like I said I already spoke to Jason he knows I choose you. And he said he will respect my wishes”, she said as dry off the rest of her body.
I walk to my safe and punch in the code and grab her engagement ring. I kneel in front of her and take her left hand and place the ring back on her finger. She cries hard as I do and jumps into my arms.
I love this woman and to see how hurt she is because she hurt me made me forgive her. I swear I will not hesitate to leave her if she messes up again. I pick her up bridal style and place her on the bed. Then I get in and pull her close to me facing each other, then we went to sleep.
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