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**Stephan POV: **
“Wake up sleepy head”, I hear Sol say as she shakes me.
“No, I want to sleep”, I said getting cranky.
“You can’t we have to get back and plan my... I mean our wedding and mating ceremony”, she said then kissed me.
“Sol, the pack house is not done yet. Sol, it will take some time before we can have a matting ceremony. And us wolves don’t get married”, I said trying to go back to sleep.
“Babe, we need to get back anyway so I can move into your room. I have a lot of stuff and that takes time”, she said with a whine.
I got up pissed off she woke me up. I get in the shower and wash my ass; I am not a committed-mated man. No more can I fuck other women when I want to. She is my mate and I love-ish her. I am not sure if it is because I rejected her or what but I don’t feel the way about her as I should.
“It is because she killed her first mate”, Virtue said in my head.
“I don’t think our mate is all there”, I said back to him.
“You think, she pick that most damn time to tell us she killed her first mate", he said shaking his head.
“I know I wonder if Seth or Morton know about this”, I said.
“We will find out when we go back. She is our mate and we love her, she will give us strong healthy pups”, Virtue said with pride
When I got the shower Sol was fully dressed and ready to go. I made a mental note to have the Omegas keep all sharp objects away from her. The ride back was long, Sol talked about what she wanted for the mating ceremony. She went on and on about the color scheme, who she is going to invite, and when we should start having pups. Goddess pups I released my seed deep inside her, fuck. I want her to see a mental health professional to get over the trauma that killing a mate can do or the trauma that caused her to kill her mate. I turned on the radio and screamed said she loves the song.
“It's you, it's always you, If I'm ever gonna fall in love, I know it's gon' be you, it's you, it's always you, met a lot of people, but nobody feels like you”, she sings and grabs my hand.
“So please don't break my heart, don't tear me apart, I know how it starts, trust me I've been broken before, don't break me again, I am delicate, please don't break my heart, trust me I've been broken before”, the way she is singing this song I can tell she sang it a lot.
After was she told me I am for damn sure going to try not to break her heart. If she is able to kill her first mate, she will have no problem killing her second. The song is a nice one and I am sure she just needs love. For little Seth told me about her she was sent off to school in England. I doubt she had any interaction with our kind.
“I've been broken, Yeah, I know how it feels, to be open, and then find out your love isn't real, I'm still hurting, Yeah, I'm hurting inside, I'm so scared to fall in love, but if it's you then I'll try, it's you, it's always you, If I'm ever gonna fall in love, I know it's gon' be you”, she looks at me and gives me a sad smile.
I wonder what made her tell me about her first mate. I wish she would have told me before I marked her. Either way, I would have done it but I could have made her feel loved. Mates are supposed to love unconditionally and I do but I don’t want to sleep with one eye open if I happen to piss her off, which I am sure to do.
“So please, don't break my heart, don't tear me apart, I know how it starts, trust me I've been broken before, don't break me again, I am delicate, please, don't break my heart, trust me I've been broken before, no, I'm not the best at choosing lovers, we both know my past speaks for itself if you don't think that we're right for each other, Then please don't let history repeat itself”, she sang looking at me with pleading eyes.
I am for damn sure not going to let history repeat itself. The pack is two minutes away, I mind link Seth and told him I need to speak to him and Morton without Bastet being there
“Don't break me again, I am delicate, please don't break my heart, trust me I've been broken before”, she sang then exhale a breath.
Goddess that was the longest song ever. She gets out of the car and tells me she is going to pack her stuff and move into my room until my pack house is finished. The walk to Seth's office to one second when I arrived he and Morton are inside waiting for me.
“So, you dicked her downs huh?”, Seth asked with a smirk.
“Seth please don’t start”, I shook my head.
“Yes, please don’t. I don’t want to hear about my sisters' sex capades”, Morton said holding his ears.
“Marked and mated", I said showing them her mark.
“Congratulation man”, Seth said with a smile.
“Yeah, congratulations bro”, Morton said then slapped me on the back.
“So did either of you knew she killed her first mate”, Seth's jaw falls to the floor. While Morton eyes can't seem to get off the floor.
“She told you about that”, Morton said shocked.
“Wait hold up you knew and gave me your blessing to court her”, Seth said mad as hell.
“She told me and she told me why she did it. She just snapped you know Sol always wanted a mate. I think she craved the love of a mate because her father never treated her like he loved her. You know how he was he never wanted a daughter he only wanted sons”, Morton said.
“Well Morton you could have given me and Stephan a heads up”, Seth said.
“Sure, could have”, I said with an eye roll.
“Stephan, you knew and you let her mark you? Are you fucking crazy?”, Seth said.
“No, she told me after we marked and mated each other”, I said shaking my head.
“That was sneaky, so how are you going to handle her”, Morton said.
“I am not sure, hell I am trying to figure out if she told me because she wanted it off her chest or as a warning”, I said looking at both Seth and Morton.
“I will say both”, Morton said looking at me with pity.
“Well, another more important issue, Sol and I spoke about her issue with Bastet”, I said inhaling.
“And what is it?”, Seth asked
“Yeah, it’s a color thing, but it is only towards women”, I said pouring a glass of scotch.
“So, what are you going to do”, Seth asked.
“She wants to have our mating ceremony and have kids right away. But first, she is going to get therapy. I have too many people of color in my pack for her to feel the ways she feels. And I will be damned if I allow her to teach my pups that bullshit behavior is okay”, I said.
“Well, I hope your pull-out game is strong”, Seth said and Morton's face turned green.
“I don’t pull out ever. But I guess I am going to have to start until she gets some help”, I said.
“So, when is the ceremony going to be?”, Morton asked.
“I took her we can't have it until the house is finished. So, while it getting built, I will tell her she has to go to therapy", I said looking up wolf therapist.
After my chat with Seth and Morton, I go to my room. As soon as I in the door there are boxes to the ceiling. All of it is Sol shit, none of it is unpacked. Like what the hell? I literally can't walk around my room without hitting a box. Some of this stuff needs to be in storage there is no way in hell I am going to live with all these boxes in this room.
“Hey baby I didn’t hear you come in”, Sol said smiling.
“Baby, what are all these boxes”, I asked.
“My stuff silly”, she said with a giggle.
“Baby do you need all of this stuff?”, I asked looking around.
“Well, yeah why wouldn’t I”, she said smiling and started to unpack a box.
“Baby I will help you go through some of this stuff okay? What you need can stay here what you don’t can go back to your old room or storage", I said grabbing her waist.
“Okay, baby”, she said with a pout.
“Baby, I think it would be a good idea for you to go to therapy”, I said hoping she doesn't flip out on me.
“I know Morton said the same thing”, she said starting to cry.
“No, baby don’t cry it's okay. Everyone needs therapy. Sherry goes to therapy and it helps her to deal with all the shit she's been through”, I said holding her.
She cried in my arms and I just held her. I held my mate like I was protecting her from everything in her mind. I will find her the best doctor around. With my love and some therapy, I will fix her and make her better and happy.
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