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**Bastet POV: **
When I woke up I noticed Seth is not in the room. I think I hurt Sin and Seth's feelings. I know me being turned is important to them and the pack. But I also think of everyone's feelings, my daughter's, my dad's, and Jason's feelings if he is the father of the baby. To be honest with myself I would love to get turned but that will leave my little girl being the only human in her family. Mainly because I do not want her to feel like she has to be a wolf to fit into her family. I get up to get dressed again to find Seth so I can butter up to him. It seems like the only thing I wear these days are Seth's t-shirts and cotton dressed. As soon as I finished putting on the shirt I Seth same in.
“Hey baby I was just about to go find you”, I said greeting him.
“Funny because I was coming in here to find you”, he said then kissed my forehead.
“Really? What's up?”, I asked.
“Sol wrote me a letter and I wanted you to read it and tell me what you think.
“So, she wrote you one too huh”, I asked glad he is letting me read it.
“So, you know about the other letters?”, he asked as he sat on the bed.
“Yeah, Sherry let me read hers and Morton read his out loud”, I said with a shrug. He gave me the letter and I read it.
*Dear Seth,
Please accept my apology for my actions. I never meant to disrespect you and cause a rift between you, my brother, and my mate. You have been like a brother to me. You and Morton were all I had when my parents died. Attacking Bastet was disrespectful to you as my former Alpha and as my friend. Please know I still care about you and Danny and will never hurt either one of you.
It is going to take some time for me to get over the issues I have. But know that I am very sorry for my ill-mannered her behavior.
Sincerely
Sol *
“So, baby what do you think?”, he asked.
“I think you should write her back and tell her if you accept her apology or not”, I said with a smile.
“The thing is it is not me whom she should be apologizing to. She should have written you a letter”, he said.
“Baby her writing letters is a part of her getting better I am sure at some point she will write me”, she said.
“I did plan on writing her back I just wanted to check with you if we're fine with it first”, he said grabbing a sheet of paper and a pen.
“Seth when you write her do not mention me in the letter, I could set her back”, I said with pleading eyes.
“Okay baby”, he said with a smile
“You know you never told me about you and Sol's history”, I said as I sat on the desk in our room.
I sat as she rubbed my stomach and told me how he “reconnected” with Sol. I find it funny that she went from about to being his personal dick sucker to her future Luna. Seth explained it took him a while to connect with her on an intimate level. It is clear Seth did not feel about her like she feels about me. After he told me how he and Sol had sex for the first time is when I came into his life. I kind of understood why Sol have ill feelings towards me.
“Now that I have the full story everything makes sense. Seth, I would have been mad as well. She must have felt that seems like everything was ripped from her after she gave so much”, I said feeling bad for Sol.
“I have never thought about it like that. I never saw it from her point of view”, he said almost disappointed in himself.
“You are not a woman. The moment you let your wall down and gave yourself to her she felt that you did choose her. Damn, I wish I could give her a hug”, I said sadly.
“I will make a note of it for the letter”, he said.
As he writes the letter, I ate my late afternoon snack. We have an appointment tomorrow to see the doctor. I have been feeling pressure in my low belly and the urge to push. I have not told Seth yet I do not want him to worry him I will mention it to the doctor. When he finished, he gave me the letter to read.
*Dear Sol,
I am glad to hear that you are getting better. I want you to know I accept your apology. I also should apologize to you for the events that took place that might have triggered your illness. Please know it was never my intent to hurt you. You have been nothing but good to Danny and I and I should have handled the situation better.
Honesty I am happy Stephan is taking such great care of you. You both deserve all the happiness the Goddess has to offer. Know that you are still a member of this pack as well as my new sister-in-law and are welcome to visit when you are much better.
Looking forward to hearing about your recovery,
Seth **
“This a nice letter Seth. I am sure Sol will like it”, I said smiling at him.
“I meant every word of it. I hope she does get better so we all can be a family”, he said.
Seth and I walked downstairs to see Stephan crawling around the floor with Haruo. Seth and I laugh at Stephan growling at Haruo and seeing the baby try to growl back. Seth gets on the floor and growls with Stephan at Haruo. I watch in awe as Haruo does not back down he walks toward the two of them trying to growl.
“Look at these two big Alphas scared of one baby Alpha”, Sherry said laughing.
“It is amazing how something so little came to make big men too mush”, I said laughing right along with Sherry.
“Laugh now but you will be screaming my name later”, Seth said and he and Stephan laughs.
Seth gave the letter to Stephan for Sol. Sherry said she and Morton have one as well for him to give to Sol. He put the letter in his pocket and picked up Haruo to give to Sherry for his changing and feeding. I went out back to sit in the garden for a while. *