Chapter 119: Having My Way With You

My body froze when that realization hit me. Even in the middle of it all, in the back of my mind, I was still determined to make sure he pulled out. But this time I threw caution to the wind because I knew it was worthless. And Julian noticed.

*Shit! Wait. Did he do this on purpose??*

“I–” I tried to think of a lie as fast as I could. “You were fucking distracting me! I forgot!”

*Fuck me. Who am I kidding? Julian isn’t a fucking idiot. He can see a lie like that a mile away. Fuck, he probably around knew I was gonna say that!*

I shivered again when he pulled out of me. I could feel how wet everything was without having to look. I knew his load was big this time. “Well,” he panted as he wiped some of my damp bangs behind my ear again. “I guess we should do something about this, huh? Unless you’re ready to finally become an August.”

“Fuck no.” my answer was swift and blunt. Our cheeks were pressed together and I could feel a tight frown form on his face. The man who was normally never phased by my sass gave off bad vibes real fast.

*Ohh, He really didn’t like that…*

When Julian leaned away from me, I thought maybe I was just imagining things because that charming smile returned, as if it never left. “I was only joking. Here, I’ll go to the store after the ball to buy something and fix this.”

“Yeah… you do that…” I avoided looking at him. *Shit. Will that hurt the baby? Maybe I can pretend I took it?*

Julian kissed my neck again while rubbing at my wet clit. I hissed at the sensitivity and tried to close my legs, but his hand just ended up getting stuck. “Do you fucking mind?? Go to the store already!”

“But you’re dirty…” his kisses trailed down my neck and to my sore, dark-spotted breasts. I flinched when they were touched. They felt like they had just been beaten and sucked the life out of them.

*Another round??* “Julian!” I snapped while trying to push him off. I should’ve known that my exposed breasts weren’t the goal the moment he dropped to his knees and his tongue dove for my second pair of lips. A loud moan erupted out of me and I quickly covered my mouth with both hands, hoping that nobody had heard me. *Fucking dammit! ARGH!!* As much as I wanted to rip myself away, I couldn’t deny that sex with Julian was the best fuck-sessions I’ve ever had to the point it was hard to resist him.

My pants returned as the spasm in my legs began to ache. Even if I wanted to pull away, I couldn’t. His hands squeezed my thigh so tightly that they felt like they were going numb. He licked up all of my juices; from my thighs to the shaved lips, and even took his sweet time inside. I could feel the knot of a growing orgasm knocking at the ‘horny door’ again.

Just when he pulled away because he thought he was finished, I gripped his hair tightly to hold him in place. Let’s see how you like it, fucker. I could tell I definitely startled him. He got the hint to keep going until I was finished with him.

*Is it wrong that I’m enjoying this?*

A quiet shriek slips through my teeth when his tongue dove deeper inside of me, it was enough to make me reach another orgasm, fuck knows how many I’ve had this round.

*I’m a bigger piece of shit than Grace. Filthy animal. Why am I like this?* I shoved him away from my legs just in time to see him lick his lips. There was satisfaction in his blue embers, but it was slowly being consumed by hunger. *Ack–don’t look at me like that!!*

“I told you I’d take care of you.” when he leaned over me again, I quickly put a stretched-out hand towards his chest in a futile attempt to keep the distance.

“Don’t you.. gotta fucking.. fucking buy something at the store? Huh?” I stuttered through exhausted pants. My petite body couldn’t take any more of this.

The grin he gave me wasn’t that angelic, charming signature smile of his that lit up the world. No, no, no. It reminded me of a devil who could rival mine, battling to see who could claw their way out of hell first. “I’ll be right back, Beautiful.” my arms weren’t long enough to keep him from kissing my cheek. He at least zipped up the back of my dress and adjusted the front before zipping up his pants and leaving. My whole body sagged like a boiled noodle.

*Fuuuuck… how am I not more nauseous?*

I could hear the chatter and laughter of visitors outside in the living room and diner still, but by the few words I could overhear, it sounded as if they were getting ready to leave. As much as I wanted to camp out in the bathroom till everybody was gone, I didn’t want to risk somebody needing to use the bathroom.

*Fuck, I hate crowds.*

I didn’t wanna leave, but I knew it’d be better to just go back to my room and wait it out. Even though Julian already cleaned me up and fixed my dress, I still made a few adjustments and fixed my hair, just in case. After snatching up my phone, I peeked outside before leaving the bathroom and made my way upstairs.

“Ew! What’s that smell?” I heard Grace’s voice echo behind me. Of course, my impatient ass just had to look back. Grace was looking inside the bathroom and a bloated old woman was with her. Both of them wrinkled their noses and hesitated to step inside.

*What? It’s not like I took a shit or even puked!* A rock dropped in my stomach. *Oh, shit… does it smell like sex in there?!* My panicked question was answered when Grace looked in my direction and gave me a mocking smirk. Fuck. I hurried my steps upstairs, hoping that nobody noticed my brisk departure, let alone spot me leaving the sex-smelling bathroom.

Once I was back in my own little safe haven, I locked the door behind me and flopped on my bed, my thoughts whirling. I still couldn’t help but wonder if Julian hadn’t pulled out on purpose or if he was testing me. Something told me that he did it on purpose. But what was his goal? If he was looking for my reaction, I was worried that he might’ve gotten his answer from that.

*Fucking hell, man… I can’t catch a break.*

Break. As soon as the single word hit me, it felt like a knock to my skull and everything went lights out. It must’ve been from the sheer exhaustion of my body making a mini human and Julian fucking the life out of my body.

Fire?

Void?

…Light?

Knocking. An echoed knock on my door made me jolt back to reality. I must’ve been half awake since I didn’t dream of anything again. Maybe? I can’t recall… all I do know is that now I’m groggy and sweaty.

*Gross.*

“Honey?” I heard my mother’s voice on the other side of the carved wood. “We’re getting ready to go. Where’s my hugs and kissies?”

*What??*

“What??” my thoughts barked off my tongue as I leaped to my feet and rushed to the door. My mother looked startled when I swung it open. “You’re leaving already?! But–Mom!”

“We were waiting till the end of the party.” Mom gave me an apologetic smile. “Are you still mad at me?” I didn’t respond to her. I still felt betrayed. My mom could see it written all over my face, but she still stepped forward and hugged me tightly. “I’m gonna miss my baby girl.”

I still didn’t say anything and I couldn’t find the strength to hug her back. Sure, it’s not like she’ll be gone for years, but… it feels like I just got her back. And now she’s leaving?

“By the way,” my mother leaned away from me with curiosity in her eyes. “I’ve been looking for Julian, but I think he left abruptly. Do you know where he went?”