Chapter 43: Stepbrother's Seduction
“Julian!” I raised my voice this time when he gave no response to me. I could feel my heart thumping in my chest, making my alcohol-scented breath quiver with each breath as my body began to sweat.
*I’m not nervous. I’m not nervous. I never get nervous. I never get nervous about anything!*
I tell myself that repeatedly in an attempt to keep my emotions under control as my stepbrother halfway hovered over me. I subconsciously jolted when he reached his hand down towards me and instinctively closed my eyes to brace for whatever sexual sins we were about to commit again but, to my surprise, I just felt his fingers gently graze my collarbone back and forth.
“You’re awfully dirty… you’re going to need another bath.” his voice was gentle with a hint of a tease in it, playing the ‘big brother’ role that I wish he could just stay in without being in my personal space.
*As always, the unpredictable man strikes again in taking me off guard…*
I shoot him a feisty glare from where I laid beneath him. “Fuck off, Julian, I didn’t ask you to sniff my ass and tell me I’m stinky. I’m tired, can you just get out of my room already?” unlike him, my tone was full of sassy and impatient hostility.
My feistiness was put on hold real fast when he pressed a finger to my lips and quietly said “Shhh.” I didn’t even notice at first but my body did what it was told without hesitation and by the time I realized that he had control over me, he leaned down closer to my face and spoke softly with a less gentler tone. In fact, it sounded as if it had more of an edge this time. “Did Jack make you dirty?”
My body stiffened again as my hands clutched into fists, gripping the sheets beneath me subconsciously. And the jealous Julian comes crawling back. Despite my annoyed thoughts, I could still feel my heart palpitating behind my chest walls. “What do you not understand by the words GET. OUT.” I shouted angrily this time while jerking my mouth away from his silencing finger. I knew he was hinting at me admitting that I had sex with Jack but I wasn’t about to tell him the truth that he’s mistaken. What I do with my friends has nothing to do with him in the first place.
That single finger turned into a complete hand that cupped my mouth tightly, startling me yet preventing me from giving a surprised shriek. Julian didn’t even hesitate to lean down and nip my neck, making me jolt and yet I still held on to the sheets as if they were my handles to brace myself for oncoming impact. His nibble soon turned into a bite the moment he moved his leg on the other side of me too, now completely hovered over me. His free hand snaked up my shirt but before it could reach any of my breasts, I managed to regain control of my body and smacked his hand away. I didn’t bother trying to push him off of me, I already knew he’d overpower my petite body easily. My aggressive reaction didn’t stop or even slow his advances. He kissed his way down my neck and to my collarbone, his soft lips grazing my skin and this time making his free hand slide down to my hips, running his fingertips down my hipbone and towards the button that kept my baggy jeans from falling off of me.
Everything happened so fast that I could barely keep up, my quivered breath turned into heavy pants from lack of air and getting aroused by the last person on earth I wanted to get turned on by. I cried out in a loud, muffled moan when his teeth sank roughly into the side of my neck. My shout could’ve been heard on the other side of the mansion if it wasn’t for Julian’s firm hand covering my mouth. My body squirmed beneath his when I felt his mouth begin to suck roughly at my skin and my womanhood heated up in response.
Once his lips unlocked from my bruised neck he took his hands off of me completely, leaving me gasping for air now that his hand was removed from my both. The electric feeling from his fingers vanished so suddenly that it left me confused, frustrated, and wanting more. When I opened my green eyes they instantly made contact with his gorgeous blue gaze. My emotions must’ve been screaming on my expression because he was smirking down at me with a look in his eyes that said that he was pleased with what he had just done to me.
This time my face burned red out of sheer anger and embarrassment as I finally attempted to push him off of me. “Y- you, you fucking- YOU!!!” I stuttered out a handful of the thousand words I wanted to scream at him at that very moment.
“You’re trying to get some sleep, remember? I’ll leave you be now… and sorry. I just wanted to see how dirty you actually were.” my jaw dropped as I listened to his explanation. He pinched his shirt and gave it a shake as if to let out his own burning body heat and yet didn’t even try to fix our problem this time. “Goodnight, Suki. I’ll see you in the morning.” my teeth began to grind as he headed for the door but as soon as he opened it, he paused and glanced back at me. “Ah, by the way, I’m cooking breakfast tomorrow. Do you want a–”
“FUCKER!!!” I finally managed to scream out my rage and threw one of my pillows at him. He quickly left my room as soon as I showed I was about to let out my wrath and my pillow bounced off of the door. “AAAGH!!!” I screamed furiously again while trying to rip my other pillow in half.
*I can’t BELIEVE I actually just froze up like that! AGAIN! And I even— UGH!!!*
I was both screaming in my thoughts and into the pillow. My mixed feelings over how I felt about my stepbrother felt like it was starting to make me go mad. Well, madder than what I already was.
*So much for hanging out with Jack for emotional relief…*
I covered my eyes and held my breath. Even after spending quality time with someone I had been friends with for years and actually cared for wasn’t enough to make me escape from Julian’s grasp.
*I hate him. I HATE him with every bloody cell in my body! So why can’t I let him go?? I…*