96 — “Give yourself completely to me…”

“What?” I sigh in a mixture of surprise and anticipation. My body is still weak and dull from so many orgasms in a row... But when Julian completely gets rid of his clothes and rests his knee on the mattress, leaning over me, I feel ready to get one more.
Julian’s hands reach for my dress, pulling it down my arms so slowly that I wonder if he isn’t eager to take me, but that doubt soon disappears because I feel his erection pulsing between my thighs as his lips reach my neck for a wet kiss, to suck it and leave traces of this night beyond my memory.
“Give yourself to me, Angel.” He murmurs against my collarbones, placing a quick, light kiss against them before adding, “Give yourself *completely* to me...”
I hold my breath, feeling his mouth move down my skin, finally reaching my breasts while his hand continues to slide along the curves of my body, his fingers slowly trailing down my flat belly until they go to my hips, hooking into the strap of my panties.
“But... You’re too big...” I try to bring reason to both of us, but his tongue brushes against my nipple, sending a quick shiver up my spine. I swallow my words, moaning, and lift my body a little to help him get rid of the last piece of cloth covering me.
Now I’m naked, bare, completely exposed... And about to give everything Julian wants.
“It won’t hurt, babe...” He murmurs, his lips close to my sensitive breast, “You know I would never hurt you.”
I press my thighs together, trying to relieve some of the tickling, this fire, and desire that doesn’t go away even though I’ve orgasmed so many times. It’s like Julian keeps awakening this hunger in me, an endless gluttony for his touch.
But he gently spreads my legs, sucking my breast again, leaving a mark that the others cannot see. His tongue flicks quickly across my nipple, playing, rubbing lightly with just the tip, causing such a different and pleasurable sensation that I find myself sighing.
My crotch is wet, dripping pleasure and arousal, soaking his sheet, but Julian doesn’t seem to mind because, when he finally reaches my entrance again, he damps his fingertips on it...
“Let me know your whole body, huh?” He nibbles on my nipple, making me moan quietly and muffled because I’m covering my mouth. “Every bit of it, every inch of your skin... I want to feel it all.”
Julian moves his fingers down, finally reaching my hole. I feel apprehensive about this simple, almost innocent touch. Still, when he licks my nipple again, flicking the tip of his tongue against it, my whole body softens — and that makes him grunt deep in his throat.
“Yes, that’s right, babe, relax... relax your insides.”
I close my eyes, feeling pleasurable shivers run through my body every time his tongue brushes against my nipple, rubbing and licking quickly, with just the right pressure to make me delirious. I never imagined that my breasts would be so sensitive, let alone that I would feel so much pleasure from something so light. But Julian knows exactly how to drive me crazy, how to make my body react and make me surrender.
However, when he suddenly inserts the tip of his index finger into my hole, I gasp... not because I feel pain, but because the sensation is weird...
“Relax, *my love.”* The sudden new pet name makes me shiver more than the movements of his tongue... “Relax your little ass.”
I try to obey, relaxing my whole body, and it seems to work because his finger moves a little further. And again, the odd sensation of being filled there makes me gasp, my breathing becoming shaky. Just a single thick finger can make me feel filled down there, but I don’t know if I can take more than that.
“That’s it... Relax, babe... Let your hole swallow my finger.” He murmurs once more, nibbling my nipple lightly, making my whole body shudder and twitch. My muscles stiffen, and my insides squeeze his finger, which causes me a slight discomfort.
Julian stops moving it and goes back to licking my breasts, opening his mouth as wide as he can to devour them, making me moan a little louder and squeeze his finger harder.
“So tight...” He sucks hard on my nipple and lets go, making the snapping noise ripple through the room. “I want you to squeeze my cock like that.”
“I can’t take it, Julian...” I whimper, pleasure already dominating my voice.
“Just relax, babe.” He asks once more, his voice so smooth that I find myself obeying his commands as if my body were under his control. “I’m going to make you feel so good that you’ll scream.”
His finger continues to move until it’s completely inside me, and I let out a breath through my parted lips. I struggle to keep my muscles relaxed, getting used to the strange sensation of having something inside me from behind. My breathing is fast and short, and I can’t concentrate on anything but the odd shivers that run through my skin like electricity.
Julian licks my breast again, flicking the tip of his tongue, eliciting a pleasurable moan from me. Before I know it, I’m rolling my hips, getting used to something in my ass, and making him move his finger, retracting it to start light, slow, gentle thrusts. It’s a different sensation from when he used his fingers in my pussy to widen it... This doesn’t hurt, but it’s strange...
“Two fingers... Let’s see if you can take two fingers in that tight hole of yours.” He sucks sharply on my breast again, the sound snapping in my ears.
I tilt my pelvis and squeeze his fingertips lightly.
“I- It hurts...” I mumble, gasping, trying to relax, but Julian’s fingers are too thick and seem to be stretching my hole.
“It’s all right, babe.” Julian looks me straight in the eye, moving the fingers that easily slide inside because my entrance is so soaked that it’s drooling all the way out. “You’ll feel good soon.”
He sucks on my nipples again, his fingers moving in until they’re completely inside me. This strange sensation sends shivers through my body that make me wince, squirm, and arch my toes. I grip the sheet, overwhelmed by the goosebumps that run through my skin, while he starts thrusting two fingers inside me, getting my hole used to its thickness.
I throw my head back, moaning low, trying to cover up the cries escaping through my fingers. I can’t understand why, how I can feel so good and strange at the same time... I really don’t know why my body is so sensitive.
But Julian seems to understand very well; he’s increasing the pace of his tongue, moving rapidly and lightly, with his hand snapping between my thighs, going deeper and deeper now that my hole has adjusted to its size. He’s sucking, pressing my nipple with just the right amount of pressure, opening his fingers, and stretching my inside with such an ease that surprises me.
“Your pussy is dripping so much that it makes your hole wet.” He laughs against my breast, then moves his lips up my collarbones again, leaving a trail of kisses down my neck. “I love how your body reacts to me.”
I sigh, rolling my hips, starting to like the way he’s thrusting into my hole. It was so unlikely that I would feel so good about it, but I can’t deny the goosebumps prickling my skin, the heat spreading through my body, and my pussy that’s dripping even more. It’s a weird sensation but curiously delicious.
“You look pretty loose, but I don’t want to hurt you,” Julian says, placing a kiss on the corner of my lips, then withdraws his fingers, making me grunt with disappointment — a reaction that surprises me as much as enjoying being filled from behind. “Easy, girl... I’ll give you what you want, but I don’t want you to feel any pain.”
I watch as he moves across the bed, opening the first drawer of the bedside table and taking out a lube from there, which makes me feel a pang through my chest, almost like a punch that robs me of air, with nosy thoughts dominating my mind. Once again, I feel jealous about Julian’s past.
But I said I wouldn’t look back.
I’m not going to run away anymore. I’m going to be honest about what I feel and *what I want.* This time, I’ll say what’s on my mind.
That’s why when Julian starts pouring the lube into his throbbing erection, I look straight into his eyes, with tears threatening to run down my face to get it lost in the sheet already wet with sweat, pleasure, and excitement.
“It’s okay if you don’t want to.” He says suddenly, with an apprehensive expression. “We don’t have to if you’re scared or uncomfortable.”
I reach for his hand, intertwining our fingers, and pull him towards me. Julian lets his body lean over mine; his arm flexed on the mattress next to my head. And when our bodies stand like this, so close, I wrap him in a warm embrace.
“I want to,” I say, looking into green eyes that shine brightly with more than lust and desire. “I want to give myself to you. Completely. Every part of me.”
Julian sighs, moistening his lips, and moves his body down, decreasing all our distance. Now it’s skin to skin, sweat to sweat... There’s nothing between us, neither physical nor the circumstances that led us to such worries. None of that exists anymore, *not right now.*
It’s just the two of us.
I hug his big body that covers me and cuddle my forehead in the curve of his neck, relaxing my body as much as possible when the tip of his cock finally touches my hole. I breathe deeply, sinking my nails into his back, shuddering under him.
He seems to notice my anxiety because he kisses my shoulder, holding behind my knee to lift my leg, making way for his hand to go down to my entrance. His warm breath against my hair sends shivers down my spine, making my body burn with anticipation.
“The best feeling of your life... I’m going to give it to you, babe.” His hand moves away from my sensitive, swollen clit, which is now begging to be touched...
I move my hips, moving away from the tip that was about to end with the only virginity I have left. And I think Julian will fit it in again, but that doesn’t happen. In fact, when his hand returns, it’s not to set his erection in the right place... but to push *something* inside my pussy.
A loud moan escapes through my lips, and I throw my head back, closing my eyes because the sensation of the dildo going back inside me while still vibrating is simply maddening. He pushes it easily into my sensitive spot inside, ignoring the way I’m scratching his back, leaving my marks all over his skin.
“Julian-”
“If you’re willing to give yourself completely to me...” He sets the tip of his cock at my hole again and pushes it in, making me gasp, moaning a little louder — “I’m going to make you enjoy every second.”