Chapter86

Allen was still home. Her mind a complete mess. She really did not know what to make of the situation. Lenna has said that she was going to meet Paul and talk to him but she still had not called her back. She did not know what she was supposed to do from now on. She was already shaking in fear. He said that he was going to think about it. What would be the outcome of her thinking? Her biggest fear right now was her grandmother. She did not want anything to happen to her. She did not want her to be affected by the mess that she had caused. When her grandmother had asked her about what kind of work she was doing she had kicked up a fuss and told her not to worry because she did not want her to know. How will she react when she gets to know this news?
Allen did not know when she started to cry. She felt that she was so pitiful. She was caught in some big plot and she was only a chess piece. Compared to all of these people, she was nothing. And there was nothing that she could do to them. They could ruin her entire life and no one would even bother about her. Why did she have to be this pitiful? Why did she have to have such a pitiful luck? She still wanted her life to have some meaning. She did not want to be controlled so much by other people. But she also knew that right now, she did not have a choice. She had to patiently wait for whatever Raymond was going to decide on.
Because all that she been doing all day was worry about what was going to happen to her and everyone else from now on and because she did not get a good sleep last night because she slept on the couch, Allen was feeling really tired. She was also thinking about what Lena had told her. Her look right now was a complete mess. She looked terrible with all those dark circles. No matter what, right now, she was still pretending to be Joanna. What is she going to do if she faints because she is too tired of worrying? How is she going to continue this whole charade? Allen decided that there was only one thing that she could do right now. She was going to beg Raymond....no matter what she had to do for him, she was going to beg him so that he lets this go and he doesn't make a big deal out of it. If he wants her to get out of his house she was going to do that. As long as he doesn't decide to hurt everyone else who was involved in this. Allen decided that if she is going to do something like that, she had to rest and regain her energy first. Right now, she was feeling sapped she did not have a single energy in her.
Allen went to her room to sleep. She had to admit that she really liked this room. It was quite big. She was sure that this place was bigger than her entire house. She did not know if today would be the last day that she would be in this house and in this room and so she decided to use it properly. She told herself that she was not going to worry about anything right now. When she wakes up, she would think about the things that she wanted to do and how she was going to go about begging that man. Maybe because she was really very exhausted, Allen ended up sleeping for a really long time. When she woke up, it was already quite late. Allen got up and she was feeling sticky. She got up and took a bath, to prepare herself for the things that were going to happen today. It was either one way or another. She would beg and beg to get her way or else everything would be destroyed and she would be kicked out of this place. She did not want the last part and so she decided to prepare herself well mentally. She got up and went into the bathroom to take a bath.
Raymond entered his house feeling completely tired. Actually when he got off work, he did not want to come home. He still had not decided what he was going to do about that woman living in his home right now. The one pretending to be Joanna. He knew that he had to handle things well. He had to keep a clear head and right now he could not keep a clear head whenever he saw her face. He really did not want to come her but somehow he found himself, coming to this place.
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She got up and went into the bathroom to take a bath. Shw had to be prepared to be able to deal with this.
Raymond entered his house feeling completely tired. Actually when he got off work, he did not want to come home. He still had not decided what he was going to do about that woman living in his home right now. The one pretending to be Joanna. He knew that he had to handle things well. He had to keep a clear head and right now he could not keep a clear head whenever he saw her face. He really did not want to come her but somehow he found himself, coming to this place
Allen had just finished taking her bath. She had calmed down a bit now. She felt like she was ready to go out there and wait for that man. So that she could deal with him which ever way that she could. She wanted to find a way to deal with this as soon as possible so that she won't be in such a bad shape every single day. Allen felt a sharp pain in her head. She tried her best to ignore it. This was not the time for her to get sick. She had to be strong or else she won't be able to deal with this. She wrapped a towel around her naked body and she was going to leave the bathroom but she saw something that completely shocked her. Why was this thing here? "Argh!!!" Allen screamed. It was a lizard. She had always been scared of lizards. And this was one was huge. Allen could not hold back her fear. She screamed out again. "Argh!!!" She had tried so hard to compose herself so that she won't be making a fool of herself today in front of him and instead she was scared by this lizard again. How is she going to compose herself again?
Raymond had just taken off his suit and was only wearing a white shirt when he heard someone shouting. They were only two people in the house right now and it could only be Allen. What has happened to her? The first instinct that he had was to rush to her room but he held himself. What is wrong with him? When did he start to care about that woman so much? Besides, he is doing everything to avoid her right now. If he goes to her right now then will he have to talk to her? No, he is just going to ignore her. He was prepared to completely ignore whatever she was screaming about when she heard her voice again. "Argh!!" It was even louder than the first one. Raymond sighed. He knew now that he could not ignore her. He did not know when this woman who looked like Joanna started to affect him so much but he knew that right now if he continued to ignore her he would only be torturing himself. He would keep wondering about it. He decided to just go see what the hell she was shouting about. He could always ignore her if she asks him again.
Allen was already shivering inside the bathroom. It was as if she was having a staring contest with the lizard. Why does this thing have to torture her like this? She was really scared now. She was still thinking about what she was going to do when the bathroom door opened and someone walked in. Allen did not need to look to know who it was. They were only two people in the house. Raymond. It seemed that he had come back. Allen did not think much when she saw him. All her plans if begging and coaxing him to let her be for the remaining time vapourated into thin air. She could only see that scary looking lizard and that man standing in front of her wearing a white shirt. It seemed like he was her saviour. She ran to him and fell into his arms immediately. Raymond did not need to think much. He instantly caught her so she won't fall. Without the both of them realizing it, they were holding each other in a tight hug. Allen did not have time to think about her position with him right now. She was just so scared right now and all that she needed was for someone to get her away from this place.