Chapter 28
Chapter 28
Jasmine
In just a few minutes, Kenneth and I reached my house and he accompanied me inside and left afterwards. I was walking down the stairs, going to my room. I was about to pass Romano's room when I heard sounds coming from his room.
"Fuck me harder, Romano." Tears streamed down my face again as I heard my sister's voice. Romano is having sex with my sister and that made my heart shatter into pieces. He is hurting me and I despise him for doing that to me. If he needs sex, then I am willing to give it to him. He had already taken my virginity and yet he is so cold with me. Why did he want to sex my twin sister instead of me?
"I hate you, Romano." I murmured while sobbing. I continued walking towards my room as tears kept streaming down my face until I reached my room. My legs trembled as soon as I got to my room and it made me collapse on the floor. I rested my head on the bed and cried in agony.
My husband is making me agonized and I never thought this day would ever come in my life, crying because of a man again. I remember the promise I made to myself that I will never fall in love again after what happened between me and Charlie. The pain I felt now was great compared to the one Charlie caused me back then. I know the love I have for Romano was greater and deeper than the one I had for Charlie then. The worst of it all is that I loved a man that can never love me in return. I need to accept the fact that Romano and I had no chance at all. He can't love me the way I loved him. Maybe it is my destiny to agonize every day of my life seeing him flirting with women aside me. I need to have it at the back of my mind that he will never love me the way he loved his dead mate.
And about my twin sister, I don't know if he will ever love her. He will only play with her on the bed, that is all. The little I have known him, he never makes any commitments towards his mistresses.
"I will still keep loving you despite how you made me feel so unimportant." I muttered to myself before I lay down on the bed and tried to close my eyes.
It was already getting darker and I decided to take a shower and change my clothes. I rolled myself on the bed for about half an hour thinking about my sex boy Alpha husband before I finally fell asleep.
The next morning, I woke up so early to prepare our breakfast. It doesn't matter if he would not eat his breakfast, I still have the obligation to prepare food for him as his wife. I left my room and headed to the kitchen but that was the biggest mistake of my life as I saw my husband and my twin sister preparing breakfast together. I could hear their laughs and it was echoing throughout the place and it broke my heart seeing the two of them together.
Romano looked so happy with my sister's presence. They looked so sweet and it seemed like Juliet was his wife. Seeing them happy together was so heartbreaking and my soul seemed agonizing in so much pain and my heart shattered into pieces.
"How is the taste daring?" Romano asked my twin sister and she curled a sweet smile on her face before she nodded her head countless times. I bit my lower lips trying to hold them but I wasn't able to hold them anymore. It flowed down my cheeks and what hurt me even more was the three words he said to my sister afterwards.
"I love you." He said to her and I was more agonized as I walked away from the kitchen.
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Romano
I knew I was hurting my wife because of what I had done. I saw her coming to the kitchen and I decided to put up an act with her twin sister just to hurt her feelings. Yes, I am just a fool for hurting the kindest woman on the earth but I was doing all these just to push her away from me because she will never be happy with me. I am the heartless and lethal Alpha that is seeking justice for my dead mate. Jasmine is a kind-hearted woman and she is not meant for me. I knew she had fallen in love with and she loved me with all her being because Kenneth told about it but I was shocked.
I couldn't believe that she would fall in love with me. Who am I to deserve such a type of woman? She is kind enough to fall in love with a demon who keeps hurting her each passing day. I wanted to curse myself for hurting her but I am only doing this because I want to avoid hurting her more.
"Sweetheart, come on. Taste this again." I was brought back from my deep thoughts when Juliet spoke and my face got serious just seeing her. She had the same look with Jasmine because they are identical twins but the way I felt towards Jasmine, I couldn't feel the same with Juliet.
"Let us not fool ourselves, Juliet. I don't like you and I am sure you know that already." I said and she seemed hurt hearing that from me. She needs to know that our relationship was not special. The attention I was given her is just to make Jasmine jealous.
"But you said that you love me earlier." She murmured with her saddened face and it made me shake my head.
"That was only a joke." I said as I walked away from the kitchen.
She was calling out my name but I didn't turn around to her as I continued walking away from her. I was about to enter my room when I saw someone sitting on the couch.
"Can we talk, Romano? Kenneth asked and it made me clench my fist.
"What are you doing here?" I asked with a serious look on my face. He is really making my blood boil. I could still remember what he did last time at the party. He is showing interest towards my wife and I feel like strangling his neck out of his head.
"Do you love Jasmine?" He asked me and I was shocked by his question. I couldn't believe that he would ask me such a question.
"No." I replied and that made him grin, I felt like killing him at the moment. He is smiling and that means something, it was disturbing me.
"I just need to make sure that you don't love your replacement mate. So since you don't love her, why don't you let her go? You can end the contract now because I wished to date her. I could feel that Jasmine was my choice mate." He said and my eyes widened. I clenched my fist as I walked closer to him and gripped him by the collar and stared deeply into his eyes.
"Your chosen mate? Back off, Kenneth. Jasmine belongs only to me alone and you can't take her away from me, I swear on that." I said as I released his collar.
"Why are you like this, Romano? You just told me that you don't love her and you won't let her go. Stop hurting her because she deserves someone better. Sbe deserves someone who will love her and will never make her feel unimportant. He said and his words made me stool still.
His words made an impact on me as I understood all the things I have done to Jasmine. Am I really hurting her? I clenched my fist again as I understood that all the things I have done shattered her. That time I kept bringing different mistresses and when I brought her twin sister into our home, all of that ruined her and shattered her heart into pieces. I am such a jerk because of damaging her. Maybe I need to let go of her. I can't love Jasmine back because my dead wife still lives within my heart. She was there until now and I can't love Jasmine if my dead mate is still alive in my heart.
"I don't care, Kenneth. You can do whatever you want to do." I said as I walked away from him.
Immediately I left him, I felt something strange in my heart. There is something missing within me and I couldn't figure out what it was. I went straight to my garage and drove my car away. Alcohol will help me remove all the confusion within me and Kenneth's words kept disturbing my head and mind. I was having difficulties accepting giving my wife away to him and his plan towards her.