Chapter 48

Chapter 48

Jasmine

His comfort washed all the hatred inside my chest. The anger I felt for him faded when he hugged me. His comfort makes me feel at ease. I miss his hug and everything about him. Despite what happened between us, I am still hoping that he would tell me that he wants me back in his life.

"You are such a jerk, Romano. I am in this pain because of you. You always shatter my heart into pieces and I don't understand the reason why you kept hurting me. Don't I deserve you?" I asked him and he hugged me more tightly.

"I am deeply sorry, Jasmine. I know I made a mistake of hurting you and the moon goddess knows how I regret everything I did to you. My guilt is killing me now." He said and I lifted my head to look at him. I looked him deep into his eyes and I couldn't believe what I saw. His eyes were full of tears and I was astounded.

"Why are you crying? You didn't care about me and you even told me that you never loved me so why are you crying?" I asked and he bent his head.

"That is not true, Jasmine. I love you so much and when you left me, my life became miserable. Every second, I was longing for presence. I missed everything about you and that is the truth." He said and I was confused. I can't believe what he just said, it seems hard to believe because I know what happened between us the last time. He told me that he doesn't love me and even pushed me away from him and now he is telling me that what he said before wasn't true. He is difficult to understand and I don't know what to believe anymore.

"I d…don't understand it, Romano?" I asked smile while there were still tears in his eyes. He held my hand and stared at me deep in the eyes. The next thing he did made my heartbeat increase. He took my lips without permission, my eyes widened and it seemed like I couldn't push him away. He was asking me to open my mouth and let him and I couldn't stand it any longer. I opened my mouth and welcomed his tongue inside and my hand wrapped around his neck while I closed my eyes enjoying his addictive kiss.

I was longing for his kiss, his touch, his smell and every bit of him, I miss all. No matter how he hurt me in the past, I still miss him so much.

"Oh, Romano." Those words escaped from my lips as we broke the kiss. His lips curled into a smirk as he continued pleasing me. He was caressing my back with his hand gently. I couldn't stop myself from groaning out of pleasure because of what he was doing. The way he kisses me, the way he caresses me is what I have been longing for the past three months.

The way he kisses me, the way he caresses me is what I have been longing for. He removed my brassiere and pants, revealing my nakedness. He broke from the kiss and stared at my nakedness for a moment, I blushed the way he was staring at me. His eyes were full of desire and that desire emerged the moment that he stared at me.

"I miss you so much, Jasmine. Everything about you is what I missed." He said and I licked my lips.

"Me too, Romano. I missed you a lot. This desire you are making me to feel now, I have been longing for it." I said and he smiled.

"Jasmine." He called as he caressed my face and I closed my eyes, enjoying the moment.

"I want to make love to you because I care about you. I press your naked body against mine and learn everything about you, especially your secrets." He and I blushed. I turned my attention to the man that wanted to rape me but he isn't moving and that means he is dead already.

"Romano……" I couldn't make a sentence because of what he said. He was acting so strange at the moment and he looked way different from the last time.

"I want to please you in my own way not because my body wants it but because my heart does." He said and my mouth widened.

"I have something to ask, Romano." I said and he looked at me while still caressing my face.

"Ask me anything, Jasmine and I will answer it truthfully." He replied and I took a deep breath before uttering a word.

"Do you love me?" I asked and he smiled.

"Yes, I do Jasmine. Everything I said before was a lie." He replied and it made my heart pound.

"But why do you lie? Why do you push me away from you?" I asked and he sat down on the bed facing me, he was still staring me deeply in the eyes.

"I was just being a coward. I wanted to ensure it first and also I have to let go of my past before I can start a new life with you. My ways hurt you and I know that but believe me, Jasmine. I truly love you." He said and tears streamed down my face. It may sound shocking but my heart does understand it. His words were real and my heart knew it.

"If you truly love me, why then did you lie to me, Romano? Why do you need to go this far if you love me?" I asked with tears in my eyes.

"I know and I have repented, Jasmine. Everything I did before, I regret it now. I was only trying to kill my heart because I was scared to love again but forgetting you is so hard. I can't afford to lose you, Jasmine." He replied and pressed his forehead against mine and it made me smell his breath. I closed my eyes and let myself inhale his hot fragrance.

"Are you sure about your feelings for me now, Romano?" I asked and he smiled again.

"I am serious about it and you have me now. You are safe in my arms so wash all your doubts away. I am willing to prove myself to you again." He replied and I bit my bottom lips. I hugged him and cried on his shoulder.

"The mood goddess knows how much I love you, Romano despite who you are. My heart still beats because of you and no man can ever replace you in my heart. Even though you treated me badly in the past, I am still going to love you. Your imperfections are making me love you more and I don't care if you are a demon in the eyes of others." I said and he kissed my shoulder and looked me deep in the eyes.

"I never regret trying to love you and now I have fallen in love with you, my life has become colourful again. You gave light to my dark past and I am so lucky to have you." He said as he took my lips again and I closed my eyes to respond to his kiss. His hands were rubbing my back and it made the situation more intense. His kiss went down to my neck, to my collarbone until he laid me on the bed. His wet trails of kiss travel from my neck to the valley of my breast.

"Oh, Romano." I moaned in so much pleasure when he licked my navel with his tongue. He started kissing my thighs until it reached down to my wet virgina. He playful licked my core, leaving me to moan in so much pleasure. The way he rubbed his thumb on my clit, making my body lift and started thrusting inside my wet core with his tongue. His other hand was rubbing the tip of my breast while his tongue was still inside my wet core. I gripped the sheet of the bed tightly because of the intense desire he is making me feel.

"Goodness, Jasmine. You are turning me on more and more." He whispered into my ear and it made me lick my lips.

"Romano….." I moaned his name and it made him wonder what he was doing.

"Please say yes if you want me to make love to you now." He begged and I licked my lips again before responding.

"Please, make sweet love to me, Romano." I replied as he took my lips again and his manhood gently ran through my wet core.

Another sexy moan escaped my mouth when he pushed his manhood inside my wet core. I grip the sheet of the bed tightly again as he begins to move his hips. His thrust was gentle and slow at first but after just a few seconds, it became faster and deeper which made me almost crazy.

"Ugh, harder please." I begged him and he was thrusting me like he was in a race that he wanted to win.

"Goodness, you are so tight, Jasmine." He said as he kept thrusting while I closed my eyes in pleasure.