Chapter 128 Exposed
The next monitoring screen, I no longer need to watch, I really didn't expect it myself, now I finally understand everything. I finally understand the subtle panic in Katniss when I first arrived home, I also understand why Katniss insisted on taking a shower before making love with me, I also understand the source of the odor in Katniss's mouth, and I understand why Katniss's vagina was so wet and had so much white liquid inside when we made love. It turns out that unintentionally, Katniss, Nathan, and I completed an alternative threesome, which should be considered a real threesome. Nathan had just finished making love with Katniss, his semen was in her vagina, and then I took over. If I had gone straight to Nathan's bedroom when I first arrived home, I think Nathan at that time should still have been naked, and his penis probably hadn't been cleaned yet.
Thinking about this, I couldn't help but feel a bit excited, after all, this was a stimulating and alternative experience. But thinking that I inadvertently tasted someone else's flavor in my mouth, and my penis unintentionally came into contact with another man's semen, I still felt a bit disgusted in my heart, even though that man was my father. I closed the monitoring software, while Katniss was still asleep, I quietly walked out of the living room, preparing to go to the bathroom. But standing in the living room, I inadvertently saw Nathan's bedroom door tightly closed, I think Nathan at that time should still be too scared to fall asleep.
I went to the bathroom to take a shower, focusing on my penis. Although it had been cleaned by Katniss, I still repeatedly washed it with shower gel and water. After washing, I started brushing my teeth over and over again, brushing again and again, almost making my gums bleed, maybe because of psychological issues, after brushing so many times, I still felt like the odor in my mouth was still there.
I now understand what happened tonight, but what was the cause of it all? Why did Katniss change so much tonight? Wasn't she deeply moved by the bracelet I gave her? Why did she go crazy and have sex with Nathan instead of continuing to be chaste for me tonight? Katniss was so proactive with Nathan tonight, completely distorting my previous understanding of Katniss, I think there must be a special reason behind this. At this moment, I thought of the journal entry Katniss wrote before she had a relationship with Nathan, maybe I can only find the answer from the journal.
Almost scrubbed my skin off, after washing, I wrapped myself in a towel and returned to the bedroom, sitting in front of the computer. Katniss was still asleep, accommodating both me and Nathan tonight, she seemed really tired, even starting to snore softly. With a complex and urgent heart, I logged into the forum where Katniss was, logged into the Pink Lily account, and Katniss's new journal entry for tonight appeared before my eyes:
Today's mood is complicated, I don't know my true thoughts at the moment, I just feel very confused in my mind. Today I discovered a secret, a secret that made me at a loss. This matter starts from my birthday.
On my birthday, because I didn't receive a call or gift from Kevin , I thought Kevin had forgotten my birthday, neglected me. For some reason, I suddenly felt very sad and desperate, so I indulged myself and had intimate relations with Nathan, one was for venting, the other was for revenge against Kevin . I don't know why I lost my sanity at that time, maybe because I cared too much about Kevin 's love for me. Kevin has always been my spiritual support and only one, I didn't want any flaws in this uniqueness.
However, the next day, I found that a gift had been secretly placed under my pillow, and when I opened it, I found that it was the jewelry bracelet I had admired at the jewelry store that day. At that time, I didn't show it, but unexpectedly, it was still discovered by someone with a keen eye. My first instinct was that it was a surprise from Kevin , after asking Nathan, I also got confirmation, at that time I was only filled with slow-moving emotions and happiness, the originally gloomy mood suddenly cleared up, I couldn't contain my inner emotions of being moved and delighted. I thought this matter had already passed satisfactorily, but I didn't expect there would be more waves.
When I opened the gift at that time, I was so happy that I forgot to look elsewhere. This morning, when I picked up the bracelet and gift box to admire them again, I inadvertently saw the purchase receipt for the bracelet. I originally just wanted to see if Kevin had haggled with the store, but after looking at the purchase price of the bracelet, I inadvertently discovered the purchase date on the receipt, which made my heart suddenly calm down. The date on it was the second day after Kevin left on a business trip, Kevin had already left the city on a business trip, could it be that he suddenly came back to buy me a gift? Then put it under my pillow when he got home? It's impossible, first of all, I know Kevin 's work nature, during his business trip, unless there are extremely special circumstances, he would never come back home midway, even if he did come back, why didn't he meet me? None of this makes sense.
To unravel the doubts in my heart, today I specifically took the bracelet to that jewelry store, I inquired about the information of the person who bought this bracelet, the clerk said the person who bought this bracelet was a man in his fifties or sixties, with white hair, and all the physical characteristics were exactly the same as Nathan, I thought it might be a mistake. The clerk said that only one of this bracelet was sold that day, so it couldn't be a mistake. It was at this moment that I understood, it turns out that Nathan bought this bracelet for me, not my beloved Kevin . As for why Nathan lied and gave me the bracelet in Kevin 's name, I think it's because he didn't want me to have a conflict with Kevin , no matter when or where, my relationship with Kevin is important, for the sake of me and Kevin , Nathan can do anything, this also shows that Nathan is not completely controlled by desire, he still knows what is more important.
When I found out that the gift was from Kevin , I felt deeply touched but not grateful, because he is my husband, and there is no need for gratitude between husband and wife; but now that I know the gift was from Nathan, my heart is filled with gratitude without that kind of emotional love. Perhaps this is determined by the different positions Kevin and Nathan hold in my heart.
At the moment when I learned the truth, I really didn't know what to do, my heart was in turmoil. Should I be grateful to Nathan? I should, after all, he secretly and meticulously cares for me, and for the sake of my relationship with Kevin , he would choose to be an anonymous hero. But would I be moved by Nathan? There is a slight sense of his good intentions, but not the emotional love.
Should I continue to resent Kevin ? After these two days, I have calmed down, I am no longer a naive little girl, I am a woman, a woman with her own family. Thinking about everything Kevin has done for the family, his hard work outside, and the grievances he has suffered for this family, what right do I have to blame him and resent him? He must have forgotten my birthday because he was too busy with work, sometimes he even forgets to eat, forgets about his unhealthy body, I should give him understanding, support, and tolerance, instead of blaming him. Besides, I have done something wrong with Nathan, do I have the right to blame him?
Let's keep this matter hidden, I don't plan to expose this to Nathan and Kevin , since they both hope for a satisfactory resolution, why should I uncover this unhappy little thing?
Having understood all this, thinking back to my complaints and revenge against Kevin that day, I couldn't help but feel deep self-blame and regret, although I now know the truth, I don't feel any resentment towards Kevin . But how should I repay Nathan for his good intentions? I can only use my body, Nathan is most obsessed with my body, and we have had so many relationships, so I don't mind this one more time, tonight I will indulge myself again, as a way to repay Nathan.
It's been a long time since I've really thought about my relationship with my husband, after so much thought today, after so many things recently, I feel like I have never really considered Kevin 's feelings. I think, after satisfying Nathan once again tonight, I should gradually cut off this kind of relationship with Nathan, and make sure not to hurt him. Although I am very obsessed with the feeling of making love with Nathan, when it comes to choosing between him and Kevin , I can only choose Kevin . If my sexual desires cannot be satisfied in the future, I'll just buy a sex toy online, of course, I'll keep it a secret from Kevin , so as not to make him feel inferior.
Tonight, let's completely indulge myself, and have one last sexual journey with Nathan.
After reading all this, the article ends. After reading this journal entry, I finally understood the ins and outs of the matter. I have always foolishly thought I could hide it from Katniss, but I forgot that Katniss is a meticulous person. This matter can be hidden for a while, but not forever, but fortunately, I had foresight, and before returning from my business trip, I prepared a necklace for Katniss that was more expensive, beautiful, and classy than that bracelet. I think Katniss's last bit of resentment towards me will also dissipate.
Since Katniss already knows the truth of the matter, why don't I explain this to her tomorrow morning? Just tell Katniss that I didn't buy the bracelet, being honest about this matter will only increase Katniss's trust in me, it will only benefit our relationship. I have decided to tell her the truth about the bracelet tomorrow morning, even though it feels a bit despicable.
Another thing, Katniss unexpectedly decided to have one last sexual encounter with Nathan tonight, she is ready to cut off her sexual relationship with Nathan because of me. At the moment when I learned about this, I felt a bit relieved, but not happy, instead, there was a hint of disappointment. Although I was worried about losing Katniss, I know that this worry is unnecessary, I should trust Katniss, trust our relationship. How can a sex toy bought online compare to Nathan's real penis? They have both been inside Katniss's vagina, and Nathan has been inside her many times, can I really just give up like this? Thinking about the various things that happened between Nathan and Katniss, I couldn't help but feel a bit excited, every time I think about the sexual scenes between Katniss and Nathan, my penis can't help but get erect, making me feel both painful and happy. And now that my body has recovered, isn't there some credit and excitement in all of this?
Sitting in front of the computer, I pondered, should I really let Katniss and Nathan cut off their sexual relationship? I both hope they will cut it off and hope they will continue, how should I choose specifically? I think at this moment, the choice is no longer in my hands, but in how Katniss and Nathan will choose. Is it really so easy to completely cut off? Originally, I was always afraid that they would cut off their sexual relationship halfway, constantly pushing things behind the scenes, but after so many incidents, Katniss and Nathan have already had so much happen between them. I have decided not to push things this time, let them go with the flow, whether they ultimately completely cut off their sexual relationship, or if they can't resist and resume their sexual relationship, I will accept it calmly.
Since I chose to let them go down this path in the first place, I no longer need to help push or obstruct anything at this point, let everything happen naturally, and go along with the choices of fate.
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