Chapter 31: Kindred Spirits
The scream in the bedroom startled Nathan, who was being controlled by desire. He stood there nervously, at a loss. I, too, was overwhelmed by my sudden actions, feeling disoriented. Time seemed to stand still, and the atmosphere became extremely tense.
It was me who first broke the silence. I had many things to say, but the first question I asked was, "Why?" because that was also the question in my mind. Why did Nathan suddenly enter my room? I urgently wanted to know the answer.
Nathan pondered for a long time, hesitant to speak. However, the answer that followed took me by surprise. It turned out that on that night, Nathan was not drunk and asleep. He woke up halfway through and saw everything. I was astonished because I thought Nathan had not noticed what happened that night. Suddenly realizing that Nathan knew everything, I felt my face burning with embarrassment. I wanted to avoid and deny, but I couldn't find any excuses or reasons, so I could only stutter and remain speechless.
Perhaps Nathan was relieved from the tense atmosphere, and he started to confide in me little by little. It turned out that he had known about Kevin 's performance issues for a while, combined with the fact that I had masturbated on him that night. So he began to worry about me and our family. Moreover, after my mother-in-law passed away, his sexual life in his old age had not been resolved. Under the influence of alcohol, he acted impulsively that night. At this point, everything became clear to me.
Gradually, I was moved by Nathan's sincere emotions and words. I believed that everything he said was true. It was clear that Kevin and I had not provided him with any happiness in his old age, yet here he was, worrying and toiling for our family. When Kevin was young, his family was not wealthy, and my mother-in-law fell seriously ill. At that time, it was Nathan who single-handedly supported the family, and he never gave up. It took such great determination. Thinking about this, I suddenly felt guilty towards Kevin and me. Seeing Nathan in tears, my heart ached. Especially when Nathan, in order to avoid the situation that day, decided to leave the house, my emotions finally overwhelmed me. I couldn't find a reason to blame Nathan.
As Nathan turned to leave the room, I suddenly uncontrollably grabbed him. It was as if my body reacted instinctively at that moment. Remembering Nathan's tearful apology and sincere confession, I couldn't bring myself to blame this poor old man. I decided to do something for this kind and simple old man.
I started masturbating Nathan, wanting to help him release his desires and do something for him. Gradually, Nathan's flaccid penis became erect again. Although I had seen it before, I was still amazed by the size of Nathan's thick member. Perhaps due to the alcohol, my body's senses were dulled, and my hands grew weak. Nathan showed no signs of ejaculating. At the same time, my desire grew stronger, and I couldn't just satisfy Nathan's physical needs; I also needed to satisfy my own.
At that moment, I suddenly remembered a dual masturbation technique I had read about in erotic stories recently. It involved using legs to masturbate each other, allowing for friction on the genitals without penetration. This was the most stimulating and pleasurable way to masturbate. Thinking about it made me itch, and I felt my lower body getting wet.
I lay down and followed the instructions in the story, slowly moistening my legs with my arousal and sandwiching Nathan's penis in between. Nathan was not too obtuse and immediately understood, starting to thrust. A wave of pleasure emanated from my lower body as Nathan's thick shaft and egg-sized head rubbed against my outer genitals during the thrusting, intensifying the stimulation beyond regular masturbation. Due to ethical and modesty considerations, I suppressed my moans, perhaps out of fear of being ridiculed by Nathan, or maybe there was still some resistance in my heart.
As I quietly enjoyed the moment, I suddenly saw a dark figure reaching towards me on the bed. Feeling strange, I turned around and realized it was Nathan reaching for my breasts. Internally, I resisted, unsure why I resisted Nathan touching my breasts when he had already been intimate with my genitals. My instincts refused him, and upon reflection, I realized I wanted to reserve a part that belonged only to Kevin , perhaps to alleviate my guilt. Seeing my refusal, Nathan gave up.
The intensity and force of Nathan's thrusts increased, and the strong stimulation and pleasure finally made me unable to suppress my moans. I let go of my inner restraint and began to moan loudly, feeling the intense pleasure that made me feel like I was flying. The pleasure was indescribable. As Nathan's thrusts grew more vigorous, we both reached climax simultaneously. I climaxed, and Nathan's semen filled the space between my legs, flowing from the front of my legs onto the bed.
After the passion subsided, guilt and self-blame set in. After Nathan left, I couldn't contain my guilt and sadness towards Kevin . I wanted to cry out loud, but I couldn't. I tried to wipe the semen with tissues, but I underestimated the amount Nathan ejaculated. The thick semen covered my legs, and as I stood up, it dripped down my legs, onto my heels and slippers. It seemed impossible to clean up with tissues, so I had to endure the sadness, squeezing my legs, covering my crotch with my hands, trying to prevent Nathan's semen from dripping onto the floor, and slowly walking to the bathroom for a thorough clean-up.
After cleaning up, I saw a photo of Kevin , and the longing and guilt in my heart made me burst into tears instantly. I cried uncontrollably. I couldn't contain my desires and couldn't bring myself to hate Nathan. The conflicting and complex emotions made me break down, to the point where I couldn't focus at work today. When I finished work, I sat quietly in the garden of the community for a long time, reminiscing about the walks Kevin and I used to take in the garden, as well as the passion of last night, a mix of happiness and pain. But I had to face it, so I mustered up the courage to return home. Seeing me back, Nathan didn't greet me as usual. I knew he probably felt more guilty and self-blame than I did. I decided to take the initiative to adjust the relationship between us. I asked Nathan to make noodles for me, and I saw the relief and relaxation in his eyes.
Back in the bedroom, with a guilty heart, I called Kevin . He was still so optimistic and cheerful, making jokes even when tired from work. Hearing Kevin 's voice, all the grievances poured out, and I couldn't control my emotions, almost letting Kevin notice something was wrong. But before I could fully express myself to Kevin , Nathan suddenly interrupted by entering the room.
While having dinner with Nathan, he suddenly suggested stopping our intimate contact in the future. Upon hearing this, I felt a sense of relief because Nathan was still good and kind. The fact that he was willing to give up showed that this family was the most important thing to him, and he could overcome his desires. At the same time, I couldn't help but feel a bit disappointed, as if my inner self didn't want to give up the happiness and physical satisfaction from last night. Since Nathan had brought it up, I couldn't say anything, and it was also a way to end this inappropriate emotional affair. However, my appreciation and admiration for Nathan grew stronger in my heart. He suddenly seemed taller and more respectable to me.
After washing the dishes, Nathan and I watched TV and chatted. Through our recent communication, we had opened up to each other. Although we hadn't communicated much before, at this moment, I talked a lot with Nathan. Talking with Nathan, I felt an unprecedented sense of relaxation. I had never realized how easy it was to chat with Nathan, as if we were meeting for the first time, discovering a common language between us. In my eyes, Nathan suddenly became a confidant, exuding a masculine charm. As we went to bed, there was a lingering sense of satisfaction in my heart.
At this point, I really don't know what will happen to my relationship with Nathan in the future. It may return to how it was before, but our relationship has become even closer than before. However, the difficult question I can't bring myself to ask is, how will I satisfy my physical needs? How will I resolve my sexual desires?
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