Chapter 273
For the first time, really, it was the first time I lasted so long with Katniss during sex, about half an hour. Finally, under Katniss's teasing, I ejaculated. In the last moments before ejaculation, my penis finally became somewhat erect, but still not to the fullest extent.
After ejaculating, Katniss was still reveling in moving on top of me. She hadn't realized I had ejaculated yet. It wasn't until my penis completely softened after ejaculation, and no amount of stimulation from her was effective, that she realized I had finished.
After ejaculating, I opened my eyes and kept looking at Katniss. When she noticed I had ejaculated, Katniss stopped moving. She also opened her eyes and looked at me, our eyes meeting.
After locking eyes with me for a moment, Katniss quickly avoided my gaze, a hint of timidity in her eyes.
As my penis softened completely and slipped out of her vagina, she lifted her hips. However, no semen flowed out of her vaginal opening. Seeing this process, I couldn't help but feel a bit inferior again. Just now, Katniss didn't notice my ejaculation because my ejaculation volume was too small, and the impact of the ejaculation was not strong enough to make her notice. Compared to Nathan's ejaculation, which impacted Katniss's uterus, mine was almost negligible. Secondly, Katniss's vagina had loosened, so the changes in my penis size went unnoticed by her. I didn't know if it was because she was in an excited state or because of my poor sexual performance. I didn't show it, just sighed in my heart.
"Honey, did you enjoy it?"
After getting up, Katniss took out a wet wipe and wiped her vaginal opening a few times, but didn't wipe out much semen. Katniss threw the wet wipe with hardly any semen in the trash can and said with her back to me.
That wet wipe didn't play its intended role at all. It was discarded after being stained with just a little semen. When Nathan and Katniss made love, Katniss needed four or five wet wipes just to wipe her lower body, and then she needed to thoroughly clean up in the bathroom.
"It's okay."
After ejaculation, I felt a bit tired. I was already physically and mentally exhausted from work, and ejaculating again seemed to have drained the last of my energy.
"Honey, you were great this time."
Katniss started wiping my penis. The wet wipe wiped over my glans, feeling cool. Katniss wiped while tilting her head, smiling and encouraging me. Her face looked satisfied, but her body was definitely not satisfied because the blush on her face had not faded.
"Compared to Dad?"
Asking this question at this moment had a clear implication, but I couldn't help but ask it. After I asked this question, Katniss's body suddenly stiffened, and the wiping action stopped.
"Of course, it's better with you, honey."
After a moment of hesitation, Katniss squeezed out a forced smile and said. The smile was so strained, and her face showed embarrassment, as if talking about Nathan made her very uncomfortable.
"Really? Don't forget the letter you wrote to me."
Katniss's response was to reassure me. If I hadn't seen the sex tape of the two of them, maybe I would believe Katniss's words. Who would have thought that a man in his thirties like me would not be as good as an old man in his fifties? Although Katniss's words were well-intentioned lies, I wanted to hear the truth. Katniss had promised in the letter she wrote to me that she wouldn't lie to me anymore, so I brought up that letter. After hearing my words, Katniss, who had just resumed the wiping action, stopped again. This repeated action, which should have taken only half a minute to complete the wiping, had now taken two minutes and still wasn't finished.
"Honey."
Katniss withdrew her smile, looked at my expression with a hint of pleading. She meant, can we not answer this, as it was difficult for her to speak the truth.
"If we're talking about physical sensation, it's more exciting with Dad."
After pondering for a while, Katniss began to speak intermittently. By the end, her head was already buried low, and her hair brushed against my glans.
"What about emotionally?"
I had already gotten the physical answer, so I asked another crucial question.
"Emotionally,"
After looking at me for a moment, Katniss lowered her head again and fell silent, not saying a word.
"It's also more exciting with Dad."
I spoke out the answer on behalf of Katniss. Upon hearing this, Katniss remained silent. After a long silence, she nodded slightly. At this moment, her head was very low, her hair covering her cheeks. Although the nod was small, it was enough for me to see her action clearly.
"I'm sorry, honey."
After a moment of silence, I felt a few drops of liquid fall on my hips. Although the liquid was warm, it felt cold when it dripped onto my hips.
Katniss cried, perhaps my words had pushed her too hard.
"But, I don't love Dad, my love belongs only to you, really, honey, I swear."
Katniss lifted her tear-stained face. Her eyes were teary, and although her hair stuck to her face, it didn't hide her determined gaze.
"Is it lust for Dad and love for me?"
These were the two concepts that had been bothering me. Originally, Katniss, Nathan, and I hadn't been honest. I couldn't ask Katniss for her answer. Tonight, I finally had the opportunity to find all the answers.
Katniss didn't answer but stopped crying. She stayed dazed for a while, perhaps hearing my perspective for the first time. After hesitating and thinking for a while, she avoided my gaze again, gently nodding, which could be considered as an agreement.
"If one day, I ask you to end this relationship with Nathan, can you do it?"
I got the answer I wanted, although I had already guessed this answer, when Katniss confirmed it, my heart still fluttered a bit. I couldn't help but ask my most pressing question.
"I can, just like tonight, as long as you don't agree, I'd rather die than be with Dad."
After hearing my words, Katniss lifted her face to look at me and finally bit her lip.
Yes, perhaps my question was unnecessary. Didn't tonight's events prove everything? I just wanted a definite answer from Katniss.
"Honey, why do I feel like we can't go back to how we used to be? Do you know? I'm really scared. I'm afraid that one day you'll despise me, find me dirty, no longer your only one. Tonight, when I returned from the island with Dad, I had this worry lingering in my heart, that one day you'll abandon me. I'm also afraid, just like the last time you divorced me. Honey, can't we stop this? Ending the relationship with Dad, isn't it good for us to be like we were just now?"
During our conversation just now, Katniss struggled to clean my penis. Afterwards, she lay beside me and spoke, holding onto my arm.
"Can I satisfy you? Were you satisfied just now?"
Katniss's words made me feel much better, but I asked the most practical question, also the biggest issue we were facing.
"But I can take care of it myself," Katniss didn't directly answer my question.
"Masturbation?"
Katniss's answer was too broad. There are many ways to take care of oneself, including masturbation or finding other men outside.
"Sort of, I've been browsing online recently. I can try to find some exciting ways to take care of it,"
Katniss leaned on my shoulder, sticking close to me. From her words, I heard a hint of reluctance. Masturbation may be stimulating, but it's not as exciting as being with a real person.
I believe that as long as I speak up, Katniss will definitely end her relationship with Nathan. No matter how thirsty she is, the excitement with Nathan may make her reminisce and long for it for a lifetime.
"Let's turn off the lights and go to sleep."
Looking at the time, after a series of events tonight, it was already very late. I was truly exhausted after ejaculating just now. My eyelids had become heavy, and as the lights went out, I soon fell into a dream. The conversation with Katniss just now left my heart in a mix of joy and sorrow, but overall, it was good. At least Katniss's attitude upon returning from the island today was very touching.
As our conversation came to an end, I didn't make a decision. Perhaps Katniss also couldn't tell whether I had decided to let her continue with Nathan. But in my heart, I already had an answer.
In my dreams, I felt Katniss quietly getting up. Although her movements were careful, for someone accustomed to intense work like me, I still sensed it. Katniss got up and went to the bathroom. Later, I heard Katniss's heavy breathing and occasional moans.
This was the result I had already guessed. Katniss would masturbate in the bathroom after I fell asleep. Although masturbation hadn't made her climax before, it could relieve her needs, even if only slightly.
When I woke up at dawn, my spirits had recovered somewhat. Katniss was no longer by my side. Stepping out of the room, Katniss was already bringing out breakfast. Her mental state was very poor. Perhaps after experiencing sexual addiction, she endured it for the first time.
"Awake, let's eat, honey."
Katniss gave a faint smile. Although her expression seemed happy, her haggard complexion couldn't be hidden.
I went into the bathroom to freshen up. Seeing Katniss's expression just now and thinking about last night's conversation with her, I couldn't help but feel a twinge of heartache. What I did to Katniss last night had tormented her enough. I already owed Katniss a lot.
After brushing my teeth, I habitually placed the rinsing cup on the shelf. However, after placing the cup, I hesitated for a moment. Then, I turned the handle of the cup in the opposite direction of Katniss's rinsing cup.
After breakfast, Katniss helped me put on my clothes. With her reluctant gaze, I walked out of the house.
Before leaving, I didn't tell Katniss about the cup, and I didn't know if Katniss would notice it. If she didn't notice, would anything happen to Katniss? At the office, my heart couldn't calm down. I originally wanted to text Katniss to remind her about the cup, even if it was an indirect reminder, but after typing out the message, I deleted it.
By the afternoon, I couldn't resist the urge to call Katniss. However, just as I was about to make the call, the office landline rang, so I had to put down my phone and continue working.
I had planned to check the home surveillance today to see if Katniss noticed the cup, but work was too busy today. Just as I had a few minutes of leisure, another task came up, and people frequently came into the office. I had no chance to observe the surveillance.
As time passed, when I finished my work and could finally rest, it was already 5 o'clock in the afternoon. Normally, I would have left work to go home soon, but now, I rubbed my head with my hand to relieve my fatigue. I was contemplating whether to go home. But what if Katniss saw the cup, called Nathan back home, and everything was exposed?
If Katniss noticed the cup, would she go to the island in broad daylight? As the people in the office gradually left, my phone didn't ring all day with Katniss's call. Finally, I had time to open the home surveillance video.
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