Chapter 84 Disappointment
Slowly, the sobbing faded into the enchanting night, everything fell into silence, only the rushing river outside hitting the shore and the chirping of cicadas in the grass outside the window.
I touched my hot thigh that I had pinched, feeling both physically and mentally exhausted. Unable to resist the urge to sleep, I pretended to roll over and slightly opened my eyes, carefully glanced at the floor, saw where Nathan's shoes were placed, made a mental note of their position, and then fell into a deep sleep.
At 5 o'clock in the morning, I was startled awake by my alarm clock that I had set, I opened my eyes and quickly got up. Although I was groggy from just waking up, I didn't forget what I had done. I casually glanced at Nathan's shoes, saw that they were still in the same place as last night, and felt relieved. I was most afraid that after I fell asleep, Nathan and Katniss would change their minds and do something behind my back, and I would miss out on something because I was asleep. Fortunately, from the position of the shoes, it seemed that Nathan did not go out again after I fell asleep last night.
Along with the alarm clock, Nathan and Katniss were also awakened, both with bloodshot eyes, they must not have slept well last night, struggling and conflicted internally. Since Katniss and I had to go to work during the day, we had to get up early. After Nathan and Katniss got up, they seemed rather silent, perhaps after last night's conversation, they had new emotional knots.
After a quick wash in Nathan's kitchen, Katniss and I set off on our way back. Nathan watched us leave reluctantly, with a deep sense of reluctance in his eyes. However, this reluctance was definitely not for me, but for Katniss, after all, this parting, who knows when we will see Katniss again, as Katniss does not often come to Nathan's place, this time she came to Nathan's place for the first time on Nathan's birthday.
I had called the boat owner in advance, and the boat was already waiting early by Serenity Bay Isle. Back on shore, Katniss and I had a simple breakfast and then went our separate ways to work. Perhaps due to drinking too much last night, I felt listless during the day, the red wine from last night was still strong in my system, luckily I didn't have a headache, but I was tired from not sleeping well last night.
In the evening, when I returned home, Katniss had already prepared dinner waiting for me. It was evident that after her conversation with Nathan last night, her mental state was not good, her mood was low, although she tried to conceal it, I, who knew the truth, could still see her thoughts from her expression. Sometimes, when I spoke to her and had to repeat myself, she only realized it the second time, clearly her mind was elsewhere.
At night, lying in bed, I realized it had been a long time since I had made love to Katniss. I held her, smelling the fragrance of her hair. Without the passion between Katniss and Nathan, my motivation for masturbation was also gone, imagining the various things happening between Katniss and Nathan, my penis involuntarily hardened.
"Wife, are you asleep?" I started to slowly caress her waist with my hand.
"Not yet, what's up?" Katniss had not been asleep all along, perhaps thinking about something, interrupted by me suddenly, her body trembled slightly, but my hands that were caressing her could feel it.
"Is your body better now? I want to make love." I continued to tease Katniss, my breathing becoming more and more rapid.
"It's already better, but honey, can you wait a bit more? I don't want to make love tonight." After hesitating for a moment, Katniss gently said to me, and gave me a light kiss, as if to comfort me.
Looking into her eyes, I realized that after my teasing just now, she had no desire in her eyes, instead, it was very plain, the reflection in her eyes was like stagnant water. Did Katniss have no desire for me at all? In the past, she would have been excited to ask me if I was feeling better, why I was able to get hard, and enthusiastically cater to me. But this time, Katniss politely refused me, and didn't even ask how I was feeling.
Thinking about this, I couldn't help but feel jealous, suppressing the resentment in my heart. I tried to control my emotions, silently turned away from Katniss. Perhaps Katniss was facing a decision about her attitude towards Nathan these days, her mental state was not good, she needed time to soothe herself, so she had no desire to make love with me. Or maybe after her sexual encounter with Nathan, she had no desire or novelty towards me in terms of sex. I hoped it was the former.
Perhaps sensing my inner emotions, Katniss hugged me from behind, gently comforting me, I remained silent. Although I had mentally prepared myself, when faced with situations that I couldn't predict, I still showed emotions that I couldn't anticipate. I tried to adjust my inner self, calm myself down, as this behavior would only bring harm and no good.
"Honey, don't be angry, okay? I was just teasing you, will wife satisfy you now?" After a moment of silence, Katniss gently whispered in my ear, and adjusted my body with her hands, making me lie on my back. I knew that Katniss really had no desire just now, she said that just to avoid making me angry.
Katniss's hands slowly caressed my body from top to bottom, teasing my nipples, then moving down to my abdomen, slowly reaching into my pajamas, grabbing my penis. Since I had just been rejected by Katniss, my desire completely disappeared, so my penis also softened. Katniss took off my pajamas, and I waited motionless for her to service me. After taking off my pajamas, Katniss began to masturbate me, but because there was no stimulation, my penis remained flaccid, although Katniss was trying hard to please me, my inner emotions were still not relieved, I had no desire for this sexual activity.
"Honey, is your body feeling better? Why isn't it getting hard even after I've stimulated it for so long? You just said you wanted to make love with me, were you teasing me?" Katniss's face showed a hint of disappointment, but she hid it well, playfully poking my forehead with her finger.
"I wasn't teasing you, it did get hard just now, I just don't know why it's not getting hard now." I controlled my emotions, trying not to overthink, and adjusted my breathing calmly.
I thought that once Katniss's mood calmed down, this situation wouldn't happen again, I was too impatient, I should give her time to relax. The shortcut to a woman's heart is through her vagina, this saying is not wrong at all. After so many intimate encounters with Nathan, if Katniss had no feelings for Nathan, it would be self-deception. Last night, she decisively rejected Nathan, although Nathan's position in her heart could not compare to me as her husband, it still stirred up waves in her heart.
"I consulted with online doctors recently, they said there's another good way to treat this condition, which is for couples to seek some stimulation. I used to be unwilling to do this, but for my husband's health, I'll try it once for you, don't make fun of me, okay?" After thinking for a moment, Katniss suddenly bit her silver teeth, as if she had made an important decision, her face blushing, she said to me.
While I was still pondering what method Katniss was referring to, my penis was suddenly enveloped in warmth, a mischievous tongue kept moving on my glans, the intense stimulation made me unable to help but moan. I looked down and saw Katniss taking my glans into her mouth, gently performing oral sex on me. This was the second time I enjoyed Katniss's oral service, the first time was when I pretended to be asleep drunk, at that time, due to the numbness from alcohol, I missed a lot of pleasure. This time, the sensation was truly vivid.
With the sounds of Katniss giving me oral sex, the pleasure from my penis kept coming, it could be said that Katniss's oral skills were no longer inexperienced, all of this was practiced with Nathan. Thinking about this, I didn't know whether to feel happy or sad. I let go of my thoughts and focused on enjoying Katniss's oral sex, I kept my head down, motionless, watching Katniss.
Soon, under Katniss's stimulation, my penis began to erect, eventually reaching its maximum size. When Katniss gave oral sex to Nathan, she could only take Nathan's glans at most, the depth couldn't even reach halfway down the shaft, because Nathan's penis was thick and long. But my penis was only 4.72 inches when erect, 4 inches shorter than Nathan's, and the shaft was also thin. Katniss could easily take my entire penis into her mouth, she could effortlessly touch my pubic hair with her lips, allowing my entire length to be engulfed in her mouth. My small penis was thrusting back and forth in Katniss's mouth, seemingly fitting comfortably in her mouth. Seeing this, I couldn't help but feel a little inferior. As father and son, why was there such a difference between my penis and Nathan's?
Perhaps after making love with Nathan last time, Katniss had not been sexually satisfied for a long time. After giving me oral sex for a while, she temporarily forgot the unpleasant emotions of the day, involuntarily getting aroused, letting out a soft moan. Katniss slowly took off her pajamas and panties, revealing her white delicate body. One of her hands caressed my abdomen back and forth, the intensity of the oral sex increasing, her other hand grabbed mine, placing it on her body. My hand roamed on Katniss's naked body, slowly reaching her genitals, Katniss's vagina was already wet, oozing thick love juices.
As I touched her, the love juices in Katniss's vagina increased, her lower body escaped from my hand, her body began to move slowly, perhaps at this moment she was preparing herself, she started to rotate her body, seemingly adjusting her position. At any moment, Katniss might stop the oral sex and straddle my body, actively inserting my penis into her honey hole.
However, just as Katniss adjusted her body, I couldn't resist the special stimulation she was giving me, and seeing Katniss's sexy body, I couldn't control my body, my desire reached its peak, and my semen burst out, all shooting into Katniss's mouth.
I involuntarily arched my body in comfort, letting out a manly groan. Unfortunately, my ejaculation volume was very low, after three spurts, the desire passed. I laid down weakly on the bed, feeling satisfied, it had been a long time since I had been so stimulated.
Katniss quickly got out of bed with my semen in her mouth, ran naked to the bathroom, spat out my semen, and began to rinse her mouth. Why didn't Katniss swallow my semen? She had swallowed Nathan's semen before, sometimes her childish temper made her feel ridiculous.
Time passed quickly, Katniss soon returned, and I lazily lay on the bed. When Katniss got back into bed, she continued to stimulate my penis, stroking and sucking, but since I had already ejaculated, my penis remained soft, no matter how she stimulated it, it didn't get erect again. In the end, Katniss seemed a bit anxious, I squinted my eyes watching her trying to stimulate my penis. Finally, after trying all methods, Katniss found that my penis still didn't erect, even though I was also trying hard in secret.
A deep disappointment flashed across Katniss's face, only in the lingering night, I clearly caught it. Katniss seemed to not expect me to ejaculate so quickly, she hadn't had the chance to insert my penis into her body, just as her desire was rising, I ejaculated and went soft, her newly aroused desire was not satisfied, Katniss's disappointment could be imagined.
In the end, Katniss went to the bathroom again to rinse her mouth, lying on the bed, I listened carefully, and distinctly heard a deep sigh coming from the bathroom.