Chapter 87 Reluctantly
I walked towards Katniss step by step, feeling nervous and dry-mouthed. Since being with Katniss, it was the first time I saw her so enchanting and charming, even though we had had countless sexual encounters before, this desire and urgency were new to me. Stimulated by all my senses, my penis remained erect.
Although there was only a short distance of a few meters, it felt like centuries as I walked towards her. My body trembled, and even my steps couldn't coordinate normally. Finally, I reached behind Katniss, not rushing to penetrate, but gently caressing her fragrant buttocks with my hands.
Since I got sick, I have been very aware of my body. Whether it's masturbation or making love with Katniss, I couldn't last more than 5 minutes. Under the intense stimulation from Katniss, it was even harder. Although I had already ejaculated once, usually the second time lasts longer than the first, but I couldn't guarantee to satisfy Katniss, especially after she had experienced intense sex with the strong Nathan. Would she be satisfied with just 5 minutes of lovemaking with me after enjoying what Nathan had to offer?
As I caressed Katniss's snow-white buttocks, I pondered. Even though my body didn't inherit Nathan's good genes, I couldn't afford to lose to him at this moment. Failing now would mean disappointing Katniss after all her efforts and the atmosphere today. At least this time, I had to satisfy Katniss.
After thinking all this through, I decided not to penetrate Katniss right away. I felt my penis head starting to secrete fluid, and my physical senses were nearing their peak. Just seeing this scene almost brought me to climax, showing how sensual and enchanting the atmosphere Katniss created was.
Seeing that I was only caressing her buttocks without penetration, the now eager Katniss seemed a bit impatient. She gently swayed her fragrant hips, turned her head slightly, pouted her sexy lips towards me, as if saying, "Honey, why aren't you coming in yet?"
I had everything planned out. In Katniss's puzzled gaze, I squatted down, slowly bringing my mouth closer to Katniss's genitals. Since I had never given Katniss oral sex before, as I had a mental barrier to overcome, I felt it was unclean to engage with sexual organs, even though they are also excretory organs. But in this situation today, I let go of my prejudices.
With a pleasurable moan from Katniss, I passionately kissed her genitals, delving deep with my tongue into her vagina, gently nibbling on her pink labia with my teeth and lips.
I had never performed oral sex before, but this first time I seemed to know what to do. Where did I learn it from? Of course, from videos, from what I saw Nathan do to Katniss countless times. Katniss's labia had always been pink, even after many sexual encounters and childbirth, the color remained unchanged.
After a while of giving Katniss oral sex, I realized it was different from what I had imagined. I thought a woman's vagina would have a musky or fishy smell, but Katniss's didn't have those unpleasant odors; instead, it felt fresh, maybe it was just Katniss's unique scent.
While performing oral sex on Katniss, I couldn't help but think that even though it was my first time doing it to her, the first person to do it to Katniss was Nathan. Katniss's vagina and anus had been tasted by Nathan countless times, and Katniss's first time performing oral sex was also with Nathan. Whether giving or receiving oral sex, I was behind Nathan. Thinking about this, I couldn't help but feel a mix of jealousy and bitterness. It was inevitable. However, my thoughts were interrupted by Katniss's increasingly intense moans.
As I licked more vigorously, Katniss's moans grew louder, and she began to move her hips slightly back and forth, responding to my kisses. I started to alternate between licking Katniss's vagina and anus, and slowly her body began to tremble slightly, indicating that she might be nearing climax. The oral sex had lasted for about 5 minutes, and the stimulation was far more intense than penetration with a penis.
Seeing Katniss getting closer to climax, I immediately stopped the oral sex. As my mouth left Katniss's vagina, I stood up instantly. With Katniss's lubricated with fluids and saliva, I found the right position and thrust into her vagina in one go, although I couldn't reach the depth Nathan could.
"Honey, it feels so good." As I penetrated her, Katniss lifted her head, starting to moan. I began thrusting immediately, aiming to satisfy my own vanity through Katniss's increasing desire.
Following Nathan's example, I vigorously thrust my hips against Katniss's buttocks, at a fast pace. However, what made me feel inferior was that due to my short penis, it often slipped out of Katniss's vagina due to the large thrusting amplitude. Also, due to the barrier of Katniss's buttocks, I couldn't penetrate as deeply as I wanted. Katniss seemed to notice this too, as she lowered her upper body, raising her hips higher to allow my penis to penetrate deeper. Yet, even with my deepest penetration, I couldn't match the stimulation Nathan's longer and thicker penis could provide.
Every time my penis slipped out, I immediately held it and reinserted it. Watching myself fumble, I felt envious and inferior once again. During Nathan and Katniss's lovemaking, Nathan's thrusts were forceful and deep, the sound of his hips hitting Katniss's buttocks was loud, and despite the intensity, his penis never slipped out of Katniss's vagina, thanks to its length and girth.
I tried my best to thrust, knowing well that my thrusting amplitude, strength, penis length, thickness, endurance, etc., couldn't match Nathan's. But I didn't want to fail so completely.
Katniss closed her eyes, moving her body back and forth, moaning. This time, her moans were the loudest since we started having sex, but even this peak couldn't compare to what she had experienced with Nathan so far. Katniss's moans during sex with Nathan, compared to now, made me envious and jealous.
Having ejaculated once already, I lasted a bit longer than usual, but the thrusting time still didn't exceed six minutes. At the moment of climax, I pressed my hips firmly against Katniss's fragrant buttocks, trying to penetrate as deeply as possible, while my hands firmly grasped Katniss's full breasts.
At the moment of my climax, Katniss also reached orgasm. She lifted her head, her body trembling slightly, and let out a moan of climax. However, compared to the moans she had with Nathan, her climax moan now seemed so gentle, unlike the intense moans with Nathan.
Since I had already ejaculated once, the amount of semen this time was very little. The first spurt was just a few drops, and the second and third spurts were dry. I could clearly feel that the second and third spurts didn't release any semen; it felt like only air came out because it seemed like my semen had been depleted after the first ejaculation.
Katniss's orgasm passed quickly. I rested on her back for a while, then withdrew my completely softened penis and walked lightly to the edge of the bed. At this moment, my feet were slightly weak. Could it be true that young me couldn't keep up with the older Nathan? I remembered that night when Nathan and Katniss made love for so long. After finishing, Nathan ran back to the bedroom so quickly and steadily, while I felt my legs go weak after just a short while.
As I sat on the bed, Katniss stood up straight and used a prepared wet wipe to clean her genitals. After a few wipes, she furrowed her brows slightly.
"Honey, did you ejaculate?" Katniss walked steadily towards me, her face still showing traces of pleasure, gently asking me.
Seeing Katniss's steady steps after our lovemaking, I remembered how after Nathan's first internal ejaculation, Katniss's legs gave out, and she fell to the floor. Why were the results and scenes different when making love with Nathan compared to me, even though it was the same Katniss?
"I've finished, I've ejaculated. Why are you asking, honey?" I felt strange that Katniss was asking if I had finished.
"You ejaculated, but why is there no semen wiped from my vagina?" Katniss continued to look at her genitals, wiping with the wet wipe, but after several wipes, there was only vaginal fluid, no semen.
Seeing this, I understood that due to the very small amount of semen this time, the meager semen had stayed in the middle of Katniss's vagina. The amount of semen was so minimal that it couldn't flow out immediately. Thinking of Nathan's ejaculation scene where Katniss's vagina gushed with semen, I couldn't help but feel disheartened. I sighed involuntarily.
Katniss seemed to realize that her words might have unintentionally hurt me, especially since my body hadn't fully recovered yet. Her request might have been a bit too much.
"Honey, don't be sad. Your performance was already very good just now. It's been a long time since I reached orgasm during our lovemaking, but I did just now. That's a big improvement. So, keep up the good work, full recovery is just a matter of time." Seeing my dejected look, Katniss quickly changed the subject to comfort me.
Although Katniss had just experienced an orgasm, it was only a small one. Compared to the multiple intense orgasms Nathan had given her, even this one could be ignored. Nathan had made Katniss squirt with every climax. Since I took Katniss's virginity, I had never made her squirt. If I hadn't seen Nathan make Katniss squirt, I wouldn't have known that Katniss's body could do that.
"Honey, you really ejaculated. Look." Lost in my thoughts, I was surprised by Katniss's words. She showed me the wet wipe, finally with a few traces of semen. After our recent exchange, as time passed, the meager semen in Katniss's vagina gradually flowed out due to gravity. Although it was just a few drops, seeing Katniss's excitement, my previous disappointment faded significantly. Katniss's happiness was genuine. Every improvement in my physical condition made her extremely happy. This was her care and love for me.
Although my body was not as strong as Nathan's, Katniss's love for me was something Nathan could never experience. Thinking about this, I finally felt much more at ease, awakening from my jealousy towards Nathan.
When I came to my senses, I realized Katniss was no longer there. But the sound of water from the bathroom indicated that Katniss was cleaning herself. Looking at my completely softened penis, I knew Katniss wasn't expecting another round of lovemaking from me. After all, my performance this time was much better than before.
That night, we embraced and slept. Katniss was still wearing that sexy short skirt, but without the veil. I gently drifted into dreams while caressing Katniss's 34D breasts. Due to our lovemaking that night, both Katniss and I slept soundly and deeply.
In the following days, Katniss and I explored the natural beauty of Denver, indulged in the local cuisine, despite the high expenses. We both believed the expenses were worth it. After these days of traveling, Katniss's mood had completely improved. She was cheerful all day. Under Katniss's relentless efforts, my physical condition improved day by day. We made love every night, with Katniss reaching climax twice after the first night. Although each climax was a struggle, it was still progress. Most of our lovemaking attempts failed, and it took a lot of foreplay and even causing Katniss's mouth to ache from oral sex to barely make her climax once. Despite most of our lovemaking being unsuccessful, Katniss was satisfied with my efforts. In her words, "Take it step by step, no rush."
During this trip, we only called Nathan once, on the day we arrived in Denver, to let him know we were safe. We didn't call him the rest of the time, unintentionally avoiding him. We just wanted to focus on our time together, not worrying about Nathan. After all, Nathan was a grown man, and if anything happened, he would call us.
Now, it was the 7th day of our trip, with three days left before we had to return. We planned to make the most of the remaining time, exploring more sights and trying more new foods. We aimed to make these last three days more fulfilling.
However, at that moment, an unexpected phone call disrupted our travel plans, forcing us to cut our trip short and return earlier than planned.