Chapter 30 Contradictions
Night came quickly, still so quiet, how nice it would be if every night were like this one. But last night's night made me unforgettable for a lifetime.
Although I have always tried to control my inner desires, my physical needs have made it impossible for me to control. Especially facing Nathan every day, my needs and excitement have become stronger and stronger. Since that night, the pleasure Nathan brought me always makes me constantly think back and reminisce. Although there was no actual penetration that night, the pleasure when the climax came was a beautiful memory that I have never been able to forget.
Last night, I finally experienced that excitement and pleasure again, even stronger than last time, it was a happy exhaustion.
Due to work, Kevin needs to go on a business trip for a week. When Kevin is at home, looking at his face every day can to some extent suppress my inner desires, at least having Kevin by my side can keep me awake. Thinking aboutKevin leaving, and being alone with Nathan for a week, my heart is both afraid and eager.
After Kevin left home, I couldn't resist missing him, I often called him, afraid that he would catch a cold by not wearing enough clothes, afraid that he would harm his health by drinking and socializing outside, afraid that he would delay his illness by not taking his medicine on time. My husband's figure has always been in my mind, making it difficult for me to focus on work, my mind is full of thoughts of my husband. But when I returned home at night and sawNathan, it temporarily cut off my longing for my husband. However, with Kevin not around, being alone with Nathan made my heart gradually start to beat faster.
After dinner with Nathan last night, I returned to the bedroom. When I was about to lock the door, I suddenly remembered that Kevin was not at home, and it was just the two of us adults at home. Due to my inner desires and the nostalgia for the passion of last time, I gave up the idea of locking the door, thinking in my heart whether Nathan would take advantage of my husband's absence and suddenly come into my bedroom at night to possess me. My heart was filled with anticipation and resistance, the complex and contradictory thoughts made me unable to calm down. In the end, I still didn't lock the door, let's leave it to fate, although I knew the chance of Nathan entering my room was almost zero.
After turning off the lights and getting into bed, I couldn't fall asleep no matter how I tried. The image of masturbating in Nathan's bedroom last time kept echoing in my mind, making my lower body itch unbearably. I longed for Nathan to suddenly come to my room, I was fantasizing. My physical desires were being stimulated to the maximum in my imagination. I started masturbating in my own bedroom, but this time it was far from the experience with Nathan.
As time passed, while I was enjoying my self-pleasure, I suddenly heard Nathan walking out of his bedroom, his footsteps getting closer to my door. Although I knew Nathan was likely going to the bathroom, there was still a part of me that couldn't help but hope for a miracle. Slowly, Nathan's footsteps stopped at my door. Although I was hoping inside, I never expected Nathan to actually come into my room. I was extremely nervous and didn't know what to do.
To be on the safe side, I quickly lay down pretending to sleep, lying on my side with my legs bent up, hoping this position would give me some sense of security. I tried to calm my inner self, gradually losing my anticipation at this moment, suddenly feeling fear, afraid that Nathan would really come in.
After a while, just when I thoughtNathan was about to leave, I suddenly heard the sound of the door lock being opened, my heart trembled, my breath stopped suddenly. I closed my eyes tightly, not daring to letNathan see my strangeness. What should I do? Should I get up and askNathan to stop, or should I continue pretending to sleep? My mind kept hesitating and struggling, at the same time, I was very puzzled, couldNathan have had too much to drink? Was he acting out of drunkenness? It made no sense based on the past, I couldn't understand.
As I was questioning and hesitating, I felt Nathan lifting my nightgown and touching my buttocks with his old wrinkled hand. That old hand, full of wrinkles and calluses, brought a strong stimulation to my buttocks. But due to my nervousness at the moment, I didn't feel the stimulation Nathan's touch brought, my mind was filled with tension, fear, and confusion, my brain was blank, I didn't know what to do. Lost in thought, I was unaware of the passing time.
Suddenly, a warm and wet thing pressed against my uncovered buttocks, could it beNathan's penis? That thing was so warm, so wet, I realized it was Nathan's tongue. Nathan's tongue began to lick and suck on my buttocks inch by inch, occasionally kissing and sucking. At that moment, lost in hesitation and contemplation, the powerful stimulation from Nathan's tongue made me lose myself. I stopped thinking, stopped the idea of getting up to reject my Nathan, the desire that was left unfulfilled from earlier self-pleasure was slowly reignited byNathan.
I had never experienced that feeling before, even when my husband's body was normal, he had never licked my buttocks. Right now, I didn't want anything else, I just wanted to fully enjoyNathan's licking and caressing.
As time passed, while I was enjoying the refreshing feeling on my buttocks, suddenlyNathan's tongue left, the intense sensation disappeared in an instant. Just as I was not satisfied, my outer vagina was suddenly licked through my underwear, a feeling that was incomparable, Kevin had never done that to me before, it was the first time I had felt my outer vagina being licked. The intense pleasure of being licked byNathan suddenly almost made me moan, I tried hard to control my body, not to tremble, not to moan, not to let Nathan find out.
Slowly, my body secreted love fluid, but it was quickly licked clean byNathan. After Nathan licked for a while, his mouth and tongue left my private area again, the intense stimulation was gone in an instant, leaving only a comfortable aftertaste. At that moment, I suddenly lost the pleasure, my consciousness began to slowly awaken. What would Nathan do next? Would he take off my underwear and insert his penis? Should I let him do it?
In my hesitation, I suddenly felt a round and thick object pressing against my vaginal opening, as if it was about to penetrate me, I knew it was Nathan's penis. WasNathan going to rub my private area through my underwear? If this kind of indirect friction could bring pleasure to both me and Nathan, I could accept it in my heart, after all, it wasn't considered actual intercourse, and I wasn't prepared or planning to have sex with a man other than my husband.
Tonight's events were beyond my expectations, I was still in a daze. Just as I was guessingNathan's intentions, I felt a hand hooking the bottom of my underwear, the back of that hand even touching my labia. I was stunned, what was he going to do? Was he really going to pull down my panties and penetrate me? I should be wrong,Nathan wouldn't do that. I comforted myself in my heart, trying to stay calm, not to expose my awakened state, if exposed, how would the two of us get along at home in the future?
Just as I was silently praying, the hand hooking the bottom of my underwear suddenly exerted force, my vagina instantly felt the direction of that hand's force was upwards, clearly, it was trying to pull my panties aside. The penis was still tightly pressed against my vaginal opening, as long as my panties were completely pulled aside, he could enter without any hindrance. The situation was urgent, I couldn't think too much, while my panties were not completely pulled aside, I couldn't care about that. Reflexively, I sat up, forcefully pushing away the hand hooking my panties, and uncontrollably shouted, "Don't."
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