Chapter 46 Swallowing Semen
"Is this painful feeling what I have always wanted? As time passes bit by bit, Katniss and Nathan in the video are still performing 69 on each other, with that cheerful music echoing in my headphones. Is this really the outcome I desired? Watching the video, I find myself lost in thoughts. Looking back on this journey, there is pain, excitement, comfort, and touch. I have experienced all kinds of emotions seeing Katniss and Nathan come this far. But now, at this point, I have a sense of fear. Katniss giving Nathan oral sex for the first time, and them engaging in 69, these are experiences I have not enjoyed. Does Katniss not only want to give her body to Nathan but also her love for me?
Thinking back to the past with Katniss, from the time we first met, Katniss was a kind, family-oriented, virtuous and dignified woman. She gave up many men who were better than me and eventually married me. Thinking back on various things that happened in the past, I realized that I misunderstood Katniss at this moment. Yes, although Katniss and Nathan have progressed to oral sex, intercourse, and friction, Katniss has always upheld her final bottom line, and isn't the reason for upholding that bottom line me, her husband? If Katniss truly falls in love with Nathan, and loves him more deeply than she loves me, I believe Katniss would have already let go of her final defense. The oral sex with Nathan now may be because of my presence at home, as she cannot find other suitable ways of intimacy. After all, her desires have been aroused by me.
I should not doubt Katniss's character and her love for me. After all, she is a flesh-and-blood woman with her own physical desires, especially at the age of thirty when desires are strong. Furthermore, Katniss has only slightly opened up herself at the moment, far from losing her rationality.
From the way she responds to others' teasing, it can be seen that her love for me is firm. Now, with the intimate contact with Nathan, the main reason is still my strong push. During this time, the guilt in Katniss's eyes as she looks at me has always been present, just not as much as at the beginning. She is also worried that I will find out, that I will lose her as a husband, so she has been very cautious. I believe that if I were not her husband, she could completely let go and enjoy everything with Nathan. Her other side would only be revealed to Nathan. In front of me, she hopes to remain the dignified and virtuous Katniss, caring about my opinions of her, while she does not care about Nathan's opinions, which is why she can be so open in front of him.
As for Nathan, he is a simple man. Lust only makes him lose some rationality, but he has always respected the opinions of his beloved daughter-in-law, not forcing her, but carefully protecting her. This is also because of my push and Katniss's beauty and sensuality, which have allowed his desires to overcome his rationality.
Having figured all this out, the worry in my heart has disappeared. Will Katniss lose her mind to Nathan? I believe not. She is simply letting Nathan satisfy her sudden fetish and physical desires. The only change in her feelings towards Nathan may be a bit more than familial love, as the recent intimate contact has added a hint of ambiguity, perhaps a bit of love between a man and a woman. But if she had to choose between me and Nathan, I believe Katniss would choose me without hesitation. As for Nathan, if this matter is exposed, for the sake of this family and me and Katniss, I think he would leave the house in loneliness and choose to live alone. Both of them are people whose hearts are occupied by desire, and they are maintaining that balance of family and ethics by satisfying each other's uncontrollable desires, hoping for a bit of luck.
If I were to show any signs of resistance at this point, I believe Katniss and Nathan would stop immediately. Katniss would repent to me, apologize to me, and Nathan might leave home out of guilt. So I must not disrupt the current situation, as long as I can control the overall situation.
Having figured all this out, I suddenly feel much brighter in my heart, understanding many things and no longer worrying, letting things continue to develop.
As I pondered, half an hour had passed, "Ah..." I was startled by a loud moan coming from the headphones. I pushed aside those thoughts in my mind, and refocused my gaze on the computer screen. In the video, Katniss removes her mouth from Nathan's penis, raises her head high, slightly opens her mouth, and utters a signal of climax. And at this moment, her vagina sprays a large amount of love juice, even Nathan, who is receiving oral sex from her, cannot block the gushing vaginal opening with his mouth, and a lot of love juice splashes on Nathan's face. Nathan does not immediately leave her mouth, but continues to taste the love juice given to him by Katniss.
Katniss's eyes roll up, the climax making her face look a bit ambiguous, her body trembling violently, showing how intense this climax is. After a pause of about ten seconds, Katniss recovers from the climax. Nathan has not ejaculated yet, and after tasting Katniss's love juice, he continues to suck on her honey pot with enthusiasm.
After the climax, Katniss lowers her head again and continues to give Nathan oral sex. Perhaps because she has climaxed once, this time her oral sex for Nathan is much faster and more intense in both strength and speed than before, with the sound of oral sex being more vigorous.
After a few minutes, I see Nathan's facial expressions changing, his hips below Katniss's face slightly rising, as if treating Katniss's mouth as a vagina, thrusting upwards and penetrating Katniss's mouth. After dozens of thrusts like this, Nathan's mouth leaves Katniss's genitals, and his hips are raised high. With his eyes closed slightly, a deeply intoxicated expression on his face, I know Nathan has ejaculated. This can be seen from Katniss's swollen cheeks, Nathan's thick semen has been ejaculated into Katniss's cherry mouth without reservation, as at the last moment of ejaculation, Nathan raised his penis high and deeply inserted it into Katniss's mouth, from the remaining shaft of Nathan, the glans may have already penetrated deep into Katniss's throat.
Perhaps caught off guard, Katniss is forced to swallow several mouthfuls of Nathan's semen, choking on the semen, tears welling up in her eyes. When she recovers from the choking, she raises her head, positions her mouth at the level of Nathan's glans, and begins to accept Nathan's semen with her mouth.
Finally, after Nathan has ejaculated more than ten times, his raised hips are forcefully lowered, Nathan opens his eyes in a daze, deeply exhales, and collapses on the bed like a woman who has just been raped.
Feeling that Nathan has finished ejaculating, Katniss removes her mouth from Nathan's penis, her swollen cheeks frantically searching for tissues. It can be seen that there is a large amount of semen in her mouth, as if it could burst out at any moment. After finally finding tissues, she slowly spits out the semen onto the tissues, changing tissues after each spit. After using six tissues, Katniss finally spits out all the semen from her mouth. After finally spitting out the semen, Katniss suddenly covers her stomach and starts to retch. Katniss hurriedly throws the tissues containing the semen into Nathan's trash can, then rushes out of Nathan's bedroom in a panic, running to the bathroom, where she starts to retch violently while holding onto the toilet.
From the amount of semen Katniss just spat out, it seems that she only spat out a small portion, probably only about one-third of Nathan's ejaculation volume that I have seen before. Where did the extra two-thirds go? The answer is obvious, Katniss inadvertently swallowed it into her stomach. It should be noted that Katniss has a slight cleanliness obsession, and her act of giving oral sex to Nathan is driven by desire. Now that the desire has passed, she feels disgusted, especially since she swallowed so much of Nathan's semen, which is why she is retching in the bathroom.
Katniss retches for a long time, but no matter how hard she tries, she can't vomit. In the end, she gives up, rinses her mouth several times in the bathroom, water dripping down her delicate body, accompanied by the tears that keep flowing down from Katniss.