Chapter 145 Secret
I lost count of how many cigarettes I smoked in the end, but I just knew I felt nauseous and wanted to throw up. I opened the window to release the smoke because the whole office was filled with it. My whole body was numb, as if I had overdosed on drugs. At this moment, I felt even more confused, as if I had been fully anesthetized before surgery.
I don't know how long I sat on the rattan chair. I stood up, swaying, and walked back to the office. I couldn't sleep on the rattan chair. Maybe it was because I smoked too much, but now I felt very cold, with goosebumps all over my body, not sure if it was because of the cold or my heart feeling cold. Along the way, I walked with my hand on the wall, back to my desk. The computer screen still showed the live feed from home, with Katniss still asleep.
Tonight I learned too many answers, but there was one last answer left unanswered: how Katniss and Nathan spent that night. I had never had the courage to look before. Should I take a look today, given how deeply wounded I already am? Would it matter if I added a little more? I hesitated, my head spinning from smoking too much. I suppressed the urge to vomit and finally managed to open the monitoring software after several wrong clicks, entering the time into the software. I fast-forwarded, feeling dazed. After relentless effort, I finally adjusted the screen to the moment when Katniss left our bedroom and stood at the door of Nathan's bedroom.
I paused the screen when Katniss stood at the door of Nathan's bedroom, then rewound a bit. I wanted to see if Katniss's approach to Nathan's room was hesitant or resolute.
In the footage, Katniss walked step by step towards Nathan's bedroom door. Her body trembled slightly during this process, and she tried to control her breathing. Whether it was due to nervousness or fear, Katniss kept looking back at the door of our bedroom, her gaze not lingering but filled with worry. She was afraid I would wake up, but her desire-filled body, fueled by aphrodisiacs, was controlling her rationality.
Reaching the door of Nathan's bedroom, Katniss placed her hand on the doorknob, took a deep breath as if encouraging herself, then glanced back at the direction of our bedroom, silently bidding farewell to me, Kevin .
Katniss gently pushed open the door to Nathan's bedroom, and as the door closed behind her, her figure disappeared into Nathan's room. The monitoring screen in Nathan's room showed Katniss standing there calmly, not making any other movements, just leaning against the door, calming her emotions. Although Katniss had tested me several times before coming to Nathan's room, this decision and the journey still tested her will.
When Katniss entered Nathan's room, my attention was not solely on her; I also observed Nathan. As Katniss entered and closed the door, the sleeping Nathan subtly shifted his body. Although the movement was light and discreet, I easily caught it. Nathan was awake at this point, just keeping his eyes closed.
After calming herself, Katniss turned to look at the sleeping Nathan. Seeing the slight bulge in Nathan's crotch, the ugly, dirty thing underneath, was Katniss's target for this visit. She took such a big risk tonight just for that? When Katniss saw the curve of Nathan's crotch, her desire, already cooled by reality, surged again. Slowly, the last trace of clarity in Katniss's eyes faded away.
Katniss walked towards Nathan's bed step by step, a scene I had witnessed countless times before, but this time it felt completely different. In the past, they were alone in the house during those scenes, but this time, as the male host, I was sleeping next door, less than 20 feet away from them.
Katniss slowly approached Nathan's bed, no longer admiring his body as before. The desire in her body had become uncontrollable, and she urgently needed Nathan's strong penis to satisfy herself. Regardless of how careful she was, Nathan would eventually wake up, so she didn't tread lightly but aimed directly at what she had long desired.
Katniss hooked her hands around Nathan's pajamas and underwear. To save time, she efficiently pulled down Nathan's pants and underwear. Perhaps due to the aphrodisiac, Katniss had more strength than usual, swiftly stripping Nathan down to the bottom.
At this point, Nathan, pretending to be asleep like me, could no longer keep up the act. He suddenly opened his eyes, wanting to pull up his pants and underwear, but lying flat, he couldn't reach them with his hands. Unable to put on his pants, Nathan had to settle for covering his crotch with his hands.
Nathan dared not make a sound at this moment. Although he had just been awakened, his mind was clear. He didn't understand why his beloved Katniss had come to his room in the middle of the night, but the fact that his son was at home was undeniable. He didn't dare make a sound to alert me, so he silently tried to stop everything with his actions.
However, Nathan underestimated Katniss's madness after taking the aphrodisiac. Before Nathan could cover his crotch with his hands, Katniss was faster. She quickly seized the high ground, grabbing Nathan's still flaccid penis with one hand.
Due to Katniss's eagerness to compete with Nathan, her grip on his penis was too strong. Nathan couldn't help but let out a painful groan, but he quickly stopped, probably afraid of me hearing it through the wall.
"Katniss, what are you doing, are you out of your mind?" Nathan, in a panic, found his penis under Katniss's control, as she held onto it tightly. Nathan couldn't help but question Katniss, his fear reaching its peak.
At this moment, Katniss did not respond to Nathan's words. Instead, she held onto Nathan's penis with one hand and used the other to resist Nathan's struggling hands. Seeing the hungry Katniss effortlessly handling Nathan with one hand was chaotic.
"Katniss, calm down, Kevin is still at home, we can't do this." Nathan, being restrained by Katniss, couldn't muster the strength to resist her. Unable to wake his son to rescue him, Nathan could only plead with the irrational Katniss.
"He's drunk, he won't wake up." Nathan's struggles seemed to irritate Katniss. She had taken such a big risk to find Nathan, yet he was not cooperating. She had planned for a quick resolution, but Nathan's continuous struggles were delaying her satisfaction, wasting precious time. At this moment, it truly seemed like Katniss was raping Nathan, fitting the form of rape perfectly.
"No, Katniss, it's too dangerous, stop." Nathan continued to struggle, trying to break free from Katniss's clutches of evil. However, Katniss seemed unwilling to waste unnecessary energy and time on Nathan's resistance. She decisively lowered her head, opening her sensual lips to engulf Nathan's penis, a swift and resolute process that left Nathan no time to react. As Katniss bit down on his penis with her mouth, Nathan's words of refusal were instantly silenced.
After taking Nathan's penis into her mouth, Katniss began to move up and down, as if in a cockfight. The once dry shaft was now moist and shiny from Katniss's saliva. Katniss savored the act like enjoying ice cream. Perhaps to save time, she began to remove her own underwear with one hand. Katniss swiftly took off her underwear, showing her urgency, heading straight for her goal without hesitation.
"Stop, Katniss." Nathan, feeling like a violated woman, rejected while trying to push Katniss's head away with his hands. However, Katniss firmly held onto Nathan's penis, biting down on the head whenever Nathan tried to push her away, causing him pain. Nathan was in agony from the rejection but also derived infinite pleasure from Katniss's oral sex, a mix of pain and pleasure.
Katniss persistently continued the oral sex on Nathan, even though it was time-consuming. Oral sex could make Nathan erect and gradually make him give up struggling and resisting.
Under Katniss's relentless efforts, Nathan's resistance weakened. It had been several days since their last sexual encounter, and Nathan had been holding back for a long time, wanting to find an opportunity to release with Katniss. However, Katniss had been avoiding him, making it difficult for him to find that chance. His pent-up sexual desire had been building for days, unresolved. Finally, the opportunity arrived, but the situation was unexpected and terrifying. Nathan almost got scared to death, sneaking around with Katniss while his son was at home.
Gradually, the long and thick penis, unseen for a long time, began to rise again. I had seen Nathan's robust member many times before, but the gap this time was longer. Seeing it again felt like encountering a familiar person, but was it a friend or an enemy? Why did seeing Nathan's erect penis stir up such complex emotions within me?
Watching the two on the monitor, even though the events were in the past, it felt as if they had just happened. While I had heard their voices, the visual stimulation from the video was incomparable. Despite thinking I had adjusted, my heart couldn't help but feel sad and jealous, with a lingering sense of bitterness. Although I constantly reminded myself that it was all in the past and couldn't be changed, just a replay on video, I had to accept it and couldn't escape. However, the negative emotions continued to haunt me.
As I carefully watched the video, absorbed in my inner turmoil, I neglected my own body. Emerging from the complex emotions, I suddenly felt my penis slowly becoming erect. Though not fully erect yet, it was already halfway there. I quickly took off my robe and underwear, revealing my now erect penis. I couldn't believe it. Hadn't I regretted it? Hadn't I decided I couldn't bear Nathan and Katniss continuing their affair? Why was my penis still getting erect as before?
Perhaps it had been a long time since I had sex, or maybe I hadn't truly understood my own heart. I thought I had truly regretted letting Nathan and Katniss have sex, but I hadn't realized that my cuckold mentality hadn't disappeared; it had just been temporarily concealed by my impulsiveness. After this video replay, those cuckold feelings resurfaced, breaking through the layers of jealousy and releasing once again. Seeing my erect penis, should I feel joy or sorrow in my heart?
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