Chapter 118

"Come down Allison, don't have to be like that, if you as well start to lament and talk that way, how do you expect us to be able to calm her down, we are not supposed to be complaining and sad as well, we're supposed to be strong now so she could you learn that from us, you know at this stage of life, she love to adapt to what she sees in her environment,
Therefore; if we cry, she cries, she feels she is totally and completely alone so she try to learn from what we are doing, we have to try to be strong and exhibit a heart that is as strong as a stone, a heart that does not feel moved by any team that have just happened, a heart that is ready to move on and forget about every dangerous and sad past, that is the only way we can cheer her up, and also make her to come down."charity said to Allison.
"I understand what you're trying to punch point out here, you are completely right and I have nothing against what you have just said, but there's one thing you did not know, and that thing is that I am also a victim here, her friend and my parents, and my parents house as well, we are sisters so I am also victim,
But it's best I stick to your advice, even though I know it had, its best I just try to be strong and never allow my emotions get the best part of me,
I would be strong! Yes, I'll be strong! And I will also try to put my best in making her strong as well." Allison said as she wiped off her tears, she nods her head, trying her best in exhibiting the heart of a strong person.
Even though it was something hard for her to do, she made sure she put in her best in order to make her friend happy.
"Come on, you have to be happy now, this is the time when you are supposed to be jubilating, you are now a free person, you are no longer under your parents, you are completely free and have the power to do whatever thing you want to do, we no longer take orders from anyone and you can do the f*** you want to do at any f****** time."
Allison tries her best in giving the juvenile a lot of reasons to be happen, but it doesn't not seem to be working out so well for her.
She is still as sad as anything anyone could ever imagine.
"What do you think we can use to cheer her up she is not convinced as anything I have been saying, and I truly and sincerely understand her pains, it is not easy at all for someone of her age to be passing through all these kind of things kind of pains, it is as sad as anyone would imagine it to be." Allison ask her friend, she doesn't know what to do next, it's clearly appears to be that her friend is already trapped in the realm of emotions, very dark emotions are dirty and emotion that she cannot easily snap out of, it is one that is really eating her deeply and she cannot even control herself anymore, she is lost to the extent that she does not know if our friends are even talking to her, she burnt her head and cries out loud.
The more they try their best in convincing her, the more sad she becomes.
"Hmmmm! I myself is already getting completely unhappy with the whole situation, I deeply understand how you feel and I will tell you the truth, the same way you feel is the same way I feel right now, I cannot explain my feelings, I cannot even tell how I feel to myself, I don't know if I should be angry or sad, or to be at the middle, the list that comes to my mind now is to console my friend, but how am I going to perfectly do that when I have not even finished consoling myself,
And on the other hand the friend I am trying to console is not responding at all, she is so trapped in the world of her emotions and she doesn't seems to be taking it easy on herself at all." Charity said to Allison.
"Yeah exactly, I could tell that you really do know how I feel right now, my heart is pounding and I cannot even think stright as well, but it can't die just like that, I still need an advice on what to do, right now, I'm not in the right state to advise myself, I guess we should just rub our minds together and think of a better way to solve this problem our friend is in right now,
You and I know that she does not in any way deserve all this that she is facing she is too young and innocent for all this, we have to work hard and find a better way to solve all this for her." Allison said to her friend.
"No babe!!! You aren't even the one that is to be telling me that my common sense should tell me that we must find a solution, or some sort of way that could make her happy, we can never continue like this, and at the same time we cannot leave her in the present states that she was in a few minutes ago before we left the sitting room.
But when she told us earlier this afternoon, she didn't seem to be sad like this." Charity said to Allison.
"Really!!!! You also did learn about it this afternoon?"Harrison house charity with so much shock in her eyes.
"Yes of course we barely learnt about it this afternoon when we met at the junction, I greeted her and only asked how she was doing, Joyce on the other hand asked how the family was doing.
"Was that supposed to be a question? Like all I want to know is that where you actually directing that question to me? I really want to be sure if you were asking me that, because last time I checked I had no family to look after, neither do I have any parents who you have just asked about" that her response when we asked her this afternoon.
"Do you mean all this which you have just said? If you're sure about what you have just said then it is a sure thing that she was only trying to prove stong, she does not want you guys to know how she is really feeling,
That's why she put a strong face to that and told you guys about her situation.
But when she saw me she couldn't hide it any longer, she must have remembered how me and her family used to be, how close we used to be on the best time we spent together, her story is like one that I myself cannot easily explain.
If you were as close as I was to her family, you would probably the worst than I have just done, do you know how hard it is to know that two people who you were close with are all gone and can never return? Do you know the f*** about how it is eating deep inside my heart and how dangerous it is f****** for me not to be able to think straight again?" Allison said.
"Calm down!! calm down!!! enough!!! enough!!! Ok!!! I know how sad and hard is his butt you just have to be strong, if I were to be on your shoes I know I cannot overcome the fact that I would surely feel emotional, but I will use the static did you in business, I will use the strategy of scale of preference, by allowing and giving more rice to the best important part,
I will look into the issue and sync to choose among all that is in my mind, a lot of questions will start banging into my head and then I have no choice than to pick one, should I focus on my life and forget about my friend? Should I just try to forget about everything I'm doing on focus on my friend? Or should I just come down with my emotions and think of a better way to make my friend feel better?
These are the questions that will burn into your head then you have to choose, I have just given you an example by making things easier for you, now you did not have to stress yourself by thinking I have already laid it down for you, all you have to do right now is to pick one out of all." Charity said to Alison.
"I have already chosen a part before you even completed your statement, I have chosen to choose the path of forgetting about anything in my mind and to focus on looking for a better." Allison said to charity.