Chapter 121
"Yeah exactly, I could tell that you really do know how I feel right now, my heart is pounding and I cannot even think stright as well, but it can't die just like that, I still need an advice on what to do, right now, I'm not in the right state to advise myself, I guess we should just rub our minds together and think of a better way to solve this problem our friend is in right now,
You and I know that she does not in any way deserve all this that she is facing she is too young and innocent for all this, we have to work hard and find a better way to solve all this for her." Allison said to her friend.
"No babe!!! You aren't even the one that is to be telling me that my common sense should tell me that we must find a solution, or some sort of way that could make her happy, we can never continue like this, and at the same time we cannot leave her in the present states that she was in a few minutes ago before we left the sitting room.
But when she told us earlier this afternoon, she didn't seem to be sad like this." Charity said to Allison.
"Really!!!! You also did learn about it this afternoon?"Harrison house charity with so much shock in her eyes.
"Yes of course we barely learnt about it this afternoon when we met at the junction, I greeted her and only asked how she was doing, Joyce on the other hand asked how the family was doing.
"Was that supposed to be a question? Like all I want to know is that where you actually directing that question to me? I really want to be sure if you were asking me that, because last time I checked I had no family to look after, neither do I have any parents who you have just asked about" that her response when we asked her this afternoon.
"Do you mean all this which you have just said? If you're sure about what you have just said then it is a sure thing that she was only trying to prove stong, she does not want you guys to know how she is really feeling,
That's why she put a strong face to that and told you guys about her situation.
But when she saw me she couldn't hide it any longer, she must have remembered how me and her family used to be, how close we used to be on the best time we spent together, her story is like one that I myself cannot easily explain.
If you were as close as I was to her family, you would probably the worst than I have just done, do you know how hard it is to know that two people who you were close with are all gone and can never return? Do you know the f*** about how it is eating deep inside my heart and how dangerous it is f****** for me not to be able to think straight again?" Allison said.
"Calm down!! calm down!!! enough!!! enough!!! Ok!!! I know how sad and hard is his butt you just have to be strong, if I were to be on your shoes I know I cannot overcome the fact that I would surely feel emotional, but I will use the static did you in business, I will use the strategy of scale of preference, by allowing and giving more rice to the best important part,
I will look into the issue and sync to choose among all that is in my mind, a lot of questions will start banging into my head and then I have no choice than to pick one, should I focus on my life and forget about my friend? Should I just try to forget about everything I'm doing on focus on my friend? Or should I just come down with my emotions and think of a better way to make my friend feel better?
These are the questions that will burn into your head then you have to choose, I have just given you an example by making things easier for you, now you did not have to stress yourself by thinking I have already laid it down for you, all you have to do right now is to pick one out of all." Charity said to Alison.
"I have already chosen a part before you even completed your statement, I have chosen to choose the path of forgetting about anything in my mind and to focus on looking for a better." Allison said to charity.