Chapter 120

This is how you go about it; breathe in and breathe out, close your eyes and go in deep thoughts, you will see your mind traveling to a very far distance, that distance you are going to get to is the meditational area, there you'll be able to have a rethink about everything, you will be able to digest and dilute every borders in your heart, all you will have in your mind is peace and happiness,
Right inside that realm of meditation, all you have to do is to imagine you self, with we your friends, you just have to see us together, having fun and happy with you, still right in that realm of meditation, you will also see all the things that have happened to you as a mare thing, you would have to imagine yourself happy without anything things like everything was as normal as they used to be, this is what I used to do whenever I try to forget about the past that really eat deep inside my heart, that's what I did when I lost my twin sister." Charity said she told the juvenile, trying to teach her a method at which she can completely get the whole thing off her mind.
"I'm also I support of what they have just said, that is the best thing you should do at this point, this is not the point where you are supposed to be weak and sad about everything, life is only teaching you to be strong and to have a better life, it is only teaching you never to depend on your parent, life is on sheltering you from your childish life and bringing you into a new life, the moment you cuz you're both parents you are reborn because you are not alone, you now stand for yourself and yourself alone, this is the time where you have to struggle to succeed you are not supposed to think about your late parents,
They have lived their life on Earth and they have gone out of the Earth to spend time with their heavenly father, now is your time to shine, it is your time to work hard for yourself and yourself alone.
Be strong my friend it's just a matter of time you will grow stronger.
"Charity, can you please go back to the word you just mentioned earlier, I guess I heard you say something about her losing a parent, I only wanted to correct you about that, she only lost her father and no one else, she still has a mother who is doing perfectly well, her mother is still strong and alive the last time I saw her she was bouncing well and strong and was even capable of kicking me out in a boxing ring,
She was very strong and kit she didn't look sick at all, please do not ever offer such word again it is not right at all, I completely and totally rejected for the innocent woman, she has just lost her husband and now she leave for only her children, I would never wish for her to die rather, I wish for her to have more life so she could enjoy the fruit of her labor." Allison said to charity.
"No I guess you are the one getting mixed up, she has lots of both parents, and that is the main reason why I am so sad, it was only a father do you think she will be sad like this? All we have to do now is to console her because she is already an orphan and there is nothing that can change that fact." Charity said.
" No!! Now I see the problem. You are mistaken somewhere. I guess you have forgotten the difference between death between father and parents. Father is a single person and parents, do you know the implications of what you're saying? how are you possibly saying that?"
"She is right! ! ! ! I have just lost everything I bought and things are now dead." She cries out loud as she interrupts the question Allison was about to ask.
"Nooo! ! ! No ! ! !No ooo! ! ! ! That can be possible, you have to be kidding me, I saw her she was doing well, she was perfectly okay, what could have possibly happen to have within a blink of an eye, last time I saw her we both cook together we were smiling in the kitchen as you cracked a lot of jokes that made me laugh,
I didn't bother to call because I guess that she was perfectly okay and I was talked in a lot of works, please I'm very sorry if I have offended you by doing that, I swear I'd never knew she would die all of a sudden, the last time I saw her she was dancing than any other person could," Allison said as she burst into tears.
"Ahhhh鈥︹€�" she sighs as she continued saying;
"Is this the true color of life? Is this how life really appears to be? Is life really as wicked as this?
I'm pretty sure the poor woman never wanted to die and leave her children alone on this miserable,
If it could go anytime it won't, why won't we have it? Why are we giving lives when it could leave us any time it desires?" Allison said out loud.
"Come down Allison, don't have to be like that, if you as well start to lament and talk that way, how do you expect us to be able to calm her down, we are not supposed to be complaining and sad as well, we're supposed to be strong now so she could you learn that from us, you know at this stage of life, she love to adapt to what she sees in her environment,
Therefore; if we cry, she cries, she feels she is totally and completely alone so she try to learn from what we are doing, we have to try to be strong and exhibit a heart that is as strong as a stone, a heart that does not feel moved by any team that have just happened, a heart that is ready to move on and forget about every dangerous and sad past, that is the only way we can cheer her up, and also make her to come down."charity said to Allison.
"I understand what you're trying to punch point out here, you are completely right and I have nothing against what you have just said, but there's one thing you did not know, and that thing is that I am also a victim here, her friend and my parents, and my parents house as well, we are sisters so I am also victim,
But it's best I stick to your advice, even though I know it had, its best I just try to be strong and never allow my emotions get the best part of me,
I would be strong! Yes, I'll be strong! And I will also try to put my best in making her strong as well." Allison said as she wiped off her tears, she nods her head, trying her best in exhibiting the heart of a strong person.
Even though it was something hard for her to do, she made sure she put in her best in order to make her friend happy.
"Come on, you have to be happy now, this is the time when you are supposed to be jubilating, you are now a free person, you are no longer under your parents, you are completely free and have the power to do whatever thing you want to do, we no longer take orders from anyone and you can do the f*** you want to do at any f****** time."
Allison tries her best in giving the juvenile a lot of reasons to be happen, but it doesn't not seem to be working out so well for her.
She is still as sad as anything anyone could ever imagine.
"What do you think we can use to cheer her up she is not convinced as anything I have been saying, and I truly and sincerely understand her pains, it is not easy at all for someone of her age to be passing through all these kind of things kind of pains, it is as sad as anyone would imagine it to be." Allison ask her friend, she doesn't know what to do next, it's clearly appears to be that her friend is already trapped in the realm of emotions, very dark emotions are dirty and emotion that she cannot easily snap out of, it is one that is really eating her deeply and she cannot even control herself anymore, she is lost to the extent that she does not know if our friends are even talking to her, she burnt her head and cries out loud.
The more they try their best in convincing her, the more sad she becomes.
"Hmmmm! I myself is already getting completely unhappy with the whole situation, I deeply understand how you feel and I will tell you the truth, the same way you feel is the same way I feel right now, I cannot explain my feelings, I cannot even tell how I feel to myself, I don't know if I should be angry or sad, or to be at the middle, the list that comes to my mind now is to console my friend, but how am I going to perfectly do that when I have not even finished consoling myself,
And on the other hand the friend I am trying to console is not responding at all, she is so trapped in the world of her emotions and she doesn't seems to be taking it easy on herself at all." Charity said to Allison.