Chapter 134

I'm not asking for too much. Am I asking for something that is above being answered, all I want to hear is a definite answer about the Omega, do you have something to do with her?
I am not here for some long talk. All I want to know is if you have anything to do with her. I have tried my best observing the both of you but it all turned out to be a failed result.
All I want is to hear it come out from your mouth, you do not need to write a long note inorder to do that, neither do you have to, you need to input a lot of drama into it, all you have to do is to say it.
"Say what exactly? What do you think you are saying right now? You know you are getting it all wrong at this point, and the fact that confuses me the most is the fact that you are trying to say that I should just say it, say what?" After listening and patiently waiting for her to finish speaking, she doesn't seem to be taking it easy any more.
He decided to look out through the window, and he said to her, I thought you were going somewhere? Why don't you go out rather than disturbing yourself with really fun stuff? "
He said to her as a point out to the window
"If it is irrelevant as they say, why don't you tell me what I want to hear since it is really irrelevant?"
She said to him as she stared and waited patiently to hear what he was about to say.
To her greatest surprise, he did not even react nor did he say anything. She seems to be tired of her troubles.
"Where are you going? come back here, you have a lot to explain to me, you can't just walk out on me." She goes as he steps out of the room walking towards the passage leading to the backyard of the house, she runs after him with immediate effect trying to get his attention again.
"Can you just let me be? Starting to become so irritating and annoying." He yells.
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to bring up Brenda when she's trying to please me. Desse was shocked because she never expected me to bring Brenda up.聽
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'Do you have to call her name here?" Desse asked me, feeling upset about what i did. I was calm because i realized I kind of fucked up by telling Desse about trying to be like Brenda.
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'I just said the truth, you don't have to be upset about it." I said to Desse trying not to let Desse make me the villain this time.
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'I came all the way here in such a beautiful dress so you can see that I'm changing and all you could say is I'm trying to be like Brenda? I can't believe you." Desse said to me obviously trying not to be too angry.
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I took a good look at Desse and the dress she said she wore to please me. I realized there is nothing special about the cloth. That's the same cloth I got for her a few days ago that she refused to wear, so I am wondering why she is suddenly interested in wearing that dress.
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'I thought you said you didn't like the dress? Why are you now wearing it?" I asked Desse because I was really wondering why she is wearing the dress that she refused to wear earlier.聽
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'I changed my mind. Is there anything wrong with that?" Desse replied to me. She looked really obviously disappointed to see that I was not attracted to her with the dress she was wearing.聽
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If she had agreed to wear the dress when I was interested in seeing it on her, I guess I wouldn't have been so uninterested in it now. She realized she might have a competition so she is trying to please me.聽
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A smile escaped my lips as I thought of how stupid she really looked while trying to please me.
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'You'll have to work really hard to get my attention again." I said to her and stood up from where I was sitting. She was still standing trying to sink in what was really happening.
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"What with the act? Why don't you want to make a comment? At least say do something," she tries her best to get some words out of my mouth.
I did not say anything because she is going to be very serious about ani things I say next she would want to to grab something offensive from whatever I say,聽
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She looks at me like she was already getting suspicious but, it is best I don't even say anything.
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"Why are you so dull? You know that sad looks make you look really awful and reasonable, you do not look to go wherever you are on those sad looks of yours, so what I want from you now is to put on those sweet smiles of yours." She said to me trying to make me feel happy with her, but how do I even tell her that this like that really turns me off now,聽
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How do I explain the fact that I am getting really irritated by the things she does.?聽
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I don't even want to have anything to do with her anymore, I am pretty sure that even if she naked's hersellf in front of me, i will never get attracted to what she has to show,聽
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I have already zeroed up my mind with anything that has to do with her and I am never going to go back to what I have rejected completely,
Like they say, one can swallow his vomit.
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And it'll only be like I am a coward if I even have sex with her, I'm not even supposed to be roaming around the time she is nothing to me, I cannot intere in her affears.
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I wish someone was here to take a look at how she is throwing herself all over me, trying to seduce me to have sex with her, but I will never do such thing I will stick to my ground so hold myself and not to have sex with her, I would not even recommend her dress, all I will do is to stand like a stick man trailer and pretend like I am not moved by what so ever she does.
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"He seems to be dull lately, is there something you're not telling me? Like is there something you are hiding from me? I would love to know because I did not like a life of pretense." She asked continuously but I did not give any answer.聽
I didn't even want her to tell me stuff that would make me get more irritated. All I did was to snap at her and pretend like I did not hear anything.
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All this should have been settled by just a few words but I have a problem when it comes to telling her the truth about the whole thing, sometimes I don't even know how to introduce the case to her.
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If only I could Just defeat my fears and go straight to her by telling her the truth, this would not get to this level. It would have all been settled by now.
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I need to develop the courage and confidence to tell her the truth about situation, continue like this, I cannot continue hiding mine intentions about Brenda from her, the earlier the better, it is better she knows it now than later, I wouldn't want to become the wicked man at the end, I would never want to be the cause of everything therefore I have to do something really fast.
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"Thomas! Thomas! Thomas!" He called my name three times but when I realized she was calling me it was already too obvious that I was carried away by something I was actually thinking about.
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"Are you doing well? What's wrong? I have been complaining to you that this behavior of yours is getting really strange and I am not understanding it at all." She yelled really hard at me.
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"What do you mean? I don't understand? 聽what behavior are you talking about?" I looked at her and try to know if she really know what she is talking about,聽
I also responded with a game and uncertain look proving not to know anything about what she is trying to tell me.
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"Hey! Snap out of it, f*** Is it wrong with you? You know what, I'm really getting sick and tired of the whole thing. Why are you making me feel somehow, 聽like you making me feel like I haven't been doing anything lately." She said to me with a very certain expression that proves that she is not in any way understanding why I am reacting that way.
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This really gives me enough confidence. I was very satisfied with the fact that she does not know anything about me and Brenda, if she had known, she wouldn't be asking me some sort of questions like that, she would rather go straight to the point and tell me why I am being like that.
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"Please come down you've been so worked up, you should sit down and chill beat you don't have to be so hard on yourself like I don't get why you were so angry and ranting all around, try coming down with a bit and you know that it would be best for you rather than just ranting around." The fact that she doesn't know anything about why I have been reacting earlier, really gave me a lot of confidence to speak to her in the manner that pleases me.
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But I don't think it is the best thing to do either, I have to try my best to tell her the truth. I don't think it is best if she finds out herself, telling her would be best for me.