Chapter 101 - I Would Make Her Beg Me

I Would Make Her Beg Me

Ava's POV


After a hectic but fulfilling day from work, I decided to come home to rest

I used the elevator, it's faster and easier, I walk down the stairs when I need to clear some burden off my mind

Today feels good, Helsi kept to our agreement and like I told her to, she made me the manager which was two steps close to my plans for her

After reaching the fourth floor, I walked down the street to get some yoghurt, I needed it… some milk will do in adding some needed strength

"Argh!" My leg feels numb, I need to start my regular exercise

It ended when my mum left, she was always at my face reminding me not to miss going to the gym every morning

It stopped… lowered my back and took in some air, then I stood still to continue moving

"It's not too far" I kept saying to myself looking towards the yoghurt I craved, the thought of getting some driver to ease these unnecessary stress crossed my mind several time

But… the thought of having them kill me, as they say, after you… your driver because they know about literally everything happening in your life and more

"One" I looked at my wallet "Two please" I said pointing to the man selling the yoghurt

He handed me the yoghurt and kept staring at me like I was a criminal or something of that sort

I took it from him "Do you have a problem sir?"

I made sure I stood straight looking deep into his eyes, for him to know that I wasn't scared of him

"I'm sorry ma'am" he lowered his head as a hot tear dropped down his cheek

"You look like my… my" he went in for a tissue

I stood there looking strange and confused

What should I do? Walk away or ask further questions?

I intend to follow my first instinct to walk away, some people used this to make a fool out of someone

Then he came back "You look like my wife"

I turned and wondered why he would cry about it
"OK" I replied with a closed smile

"She died last year" he added

I didn't know how to feel, I was speechless for a few seconds but found my words "I'm deeply sorry for your loss"

"Yeah" he cut her off her words "You look exactly like her… pretty"

I ignored the last part of what he said because it was absolutely unnecessary

"I completely understand how you feel" I laid my hand on my bosom

"I lost someone dear to me last month"

"Ohh" he opened his mouth, but closed it "Your husband?"

A part of me felt he was just trying to make a move at me but he would be damn to think it's working

"My mother"

"Oh" he touched his chest

"I'm really sorry about that, I really am" he said

I smiled and raised the yoghurt, I hated saying a word when I am offered comfort, it makes me really vulnerable and I could be really teary

So the best thing I could do was to walk away and so I did

"I'm glad I met you" he said in a faint air from afar after I had walked away, then his voice disappeared

I walked but not like I did few minutes ago, her flashback of when she was still alive

I reached out to my bag for my towel for the rushed tear that came out of my face dancing on my cheek

Courage! I told myself, kept walking… trying to get hold of myself, I had no one to do it for me so I had to do it myself

I kept breathing in really fast to trick my brain from sending in more tears, I got to the busy road then stopped a car that could take me home

"Along charming hotel please" I said to the man driving

"OK, hop in" he replied with a smile

I managed to open the door, still thinking of getting someone to open the door for me at every entrance to a car

After feeling so much hurt, I felt anger… it was rushed and sudden, wasn't expected but deserves an award for always making me feel better

My anger… was always on Helsi, I looked for her everywhere when my mum was sick, she wouldn't return my calls neither would she reply my messages, I was nothing to her

Nothing but a secretary

I vowed revenge on her, I would make sure that she begs for mercy on someone she loves so dear like I did to her but she didn't even look at me

At that thought, a slight chuckle sounded from my oesophagus, I turned to the window as the car moved on

Her sister…

Of course I was with her sister and still am, did she think I would be so foolish to know that she was her sister and still let her go

"Ma'am" he called out again

I blunt out of my deep thought

"I've called you about three times" he said

"I'm sorry" I shaked my head and gave him his money then turned to open the car and walked down

I walked into my home, I turned to lock it, she would always remind me to check the door

So it made me remember her every fucking time I turn to lock the door

I kept my bag on the sofa, and walked straight to the shower, it was when I got there that I had just realised that I have finished the two yoghurt I held

"What the fuck!" I stood still trying to replay the whole scenario of how I got it till I got home to see how the hell this shit is possible

"Argh!" I didn't care anymore, I groaned and faced the door to my shower then I remembered that I had given someone when I lowered my head after walking few steps from my secret admirer that sold me the yoghurt

And then I drank the other in the car

"I'm losing my mind" I scuffed and opened the door then walked in, I removed the cloth I wore and turned on the shower

I took my time, just like my very few days… I cried my heart out, I screamed as loud as my heart could let go

Then I walked out of the shower and I felt good once more, ready to face her