Chapter Thirty Four
Mar's Pov
I had been trying my best to control myself around Arya, she had been through a lot especially with men and I didn't want to give her the impression I was helping her for the same reasons.
After our almost kiss, I promised myself to keep my distance from her no matter how hard it will be.
It had been a very long time I felt such attraction for any woman. I wanted this woman but did she want me too?.
I organized a pool party, just so I could get my mind off her and at the same time trap some sirens who might be careless to fall into our traps. But I never expected Jade to invite Arya.
I was sitting in a corner when I saw Arya and Jade walk in. I was lost in her beauty and I noticed some other people looking at her too.
I wanted to go over to her and cover her from their preying eyes. I could see her skin from the transparent shawl she put on. The bikini exposed every contour and curve she had. Her full breast her exposed leaving little to the imagination.
I tried my best to take my eyes off her but it was impossible. Jade went over to her and Mera and handed her a glass.
"I thought she doesn't drink?"
She gulped down they glass like an expert and was even shocked when she asked for more.
Mera and Arya danced like it was a competition and I was even surprised at to see her this free. Her body moved to the rhythm of the music and each I imagined her moving on me the same way she was in the dance floor.
Arya had taken enough booze and from the way she was acting she was getting tipsy.
A guy went over to where she was and started dancing with her and she was grinding on him. They got me angry and for the first time since I entered the pool area I stood up and joined them on the dance floor.
I loved in between the man and Arya and he got the hint quickly and moved aside. And she was grinding me real good.
She was high already and so I took her up to the room.
"Why do you hate me?" She asked
And I was not surprised she asked that question. I had been a jerk of late and o was making it really obvious that her presence affected me but she misunderstood it.
I helped her to the bed. And covered her with the duvet.
"You don't know what you're saying,"
"You're not attracted to me".
"Catch some sleep" I said and turned my back to leave. Then I heard her sob and I was forced to go back to her bed and console her.
I pulled her up and placed her head on my chest.
"You will be fine by morning and you'll regret anything you said tonight"
And then she looked at me and she shocked me with her next move.
She pulled my head down and kissed me on my lips.
"I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to do that" she said and she sounded a bit sober.
I don't want to hear anymore excuses and then I kissed her back immediately. I have wanted to taste her lips for a long time.
Arya held my head as she kissed me and I kissed her deeply. I was tasting the lips that haunted my dreams. She was reciprocating my kiss and letting me touch her too. Those kisses made me twitch in my pants and I felt a connection between us. I was not sure I'll forget this kissing hurry.
I couldn't stop myself from touching her, lifted her on top of my laps and held into her butt as we continued to kiss each other.
And the nest moment she was unbuttoning my shirt, and I was untying her bikini. I was red to fast
I knew that if I stayed longer than this I'd do something she might not forgive me for and so I had to end it.
I pulled away from her and covered her up with the blanket ands he within some minutes I could hear her snore. By tomorrow she wouldn't remember what happened. That hurts and then I left the room.
I saw the hurt in her eyes when I broke off from our kiss, but I wanted her to be sober while I made love to her.
It took all my will power not to go back to the room and spread her legs apart and make mad and hot love to her. But I didn't want to have regrets by tomorrow morning.
I could still feel the tightness in my pants. The party was still on but I didn't want anyone seeing me like this so I just went to the bar to get a bottle of beer.
Thinking of that kiss. It was the most memorable kiss I have had, that kiss contained all the emotions in the world. I I could feel everything in it love, lust, longing, and desperation in that kiss.
"Love?"
I couldn't have fallen so fast.
Chilled for a while for the builder to go down while i joined the party again.
"I've been looking all around for you. Have you seen Arya around?"
"Yeah, I took her to her room. She was tipsy and didn't want anyone taking advantage of her so I took her up to her room"
"That's nice" jade said with a smirk on his face.
"What's with the smirk?"
"You like her don't you? When are you going to tell her?"
"Is it obvious?"
"You're trying so hard but you need to be careful before you push her away"
Jade knew me too well and it was impossible lying to him. And so when he mentioned that I didn't deny because o knew he said facts. I joined in the party and we had fun till dawn.