Killing Time

I woke up on my side, sighing when Brennan’s arms weren’t around me, which told me that once again he was not in bed. I sighed as I closed my eyes, trying to hold back my tears. I really needed to wake up some days with him next to me. I felt the bed dip a little as Sugar jumped on it.

“GODDAMMIT, SUGAR! GET OFF MY BALLS!” Brennan yelled behind me, making me roll over.

As soon as my eyes landed on him, I smiled as he gently pushed Sugar off his lap. I reached out to touch his face. “You’re still here,” I whispered.

He chuckled as he bent down to kiss me softly.

“Good morning, baby. How did you sleep?” He asked.

“Great. And you?”

“I slept hard. It’s really nice to have you next to me again, but I do need to get up now. I have a meeting in about half an hour that I would prefer if you weren’t here for. And before you start to think badly about what I’m doing, Ramira will be coming for an appointment. She said to ask you if you wanted to have a session with her as well while she was here,” he told me.

I met his eyes as I nodded. “Yes. I’ve been meaning to ask you about scheduling an appointment with her.”

I looked away as I thought about what I wanted to ask him for. When I started chewing my lip, he turned my face back to himself, rubbing my lip to soothe the skin.

“What’s wrong, baby? Talk to me.”

“I was just wondering if you would ever want to do couple’s counseling with me. I just think that it might help us to communicate some things that we aren’t comfortable discussing. And if it’s Ramira helping us, she knows us both so she could guide us along while keeping us both in a safe space but still push us a little.”

He smiled down at me as he nodded. “I’d love that. I’ll speak to her about it today. We can each do a private session and then if she has time do a couple’s session. How does that sound?”

“Perfect,” I exclaimed.

He nodded toward Sugar. “I took her out about an hour ago, so she should be good.”

I smiled up at him. “So, what you’re saying is that we have a half an hour to kill?”

“That’s exactly what I’m saying,” he said huskily. “Did you want to do something?”

I nodded. “I want to touch you if you’ll let me.”

He groaned as he nodded. “Please, do.”

I got up, patting Sugar’s head before leading her out of the room. After shutting the door, I went back over to the bed to climb back into it, settling between his legs. I smiled up at him as he met my eyes.

“What are you doing, princess? Besides driving me crazy?” He asked.

“Have I ever told you how much I love the fact that you sleep naked?” I replied breathlessly.

His cock twitched in front of my face, immediately drawing my attention back to it.

“No, but I’m hoping you’ll show me.”

I slowly wrapped my hand around his erection, stroking him teasingly before leaning forward to lick his tip. His head fell back as his hands fisted in the blankets. I continued to lick along his shaft, following the movement of my hand before tracing the head. His hips bucked up a little before he cursed up above.

“I’m sorry, Leah.”

I pulled back a little, removing my touch away from him completely. I took his hand before shaking my hair. His eyes darkened with desire as I tangled his hands in my hair.

“It’s okay, Brennan,” I whispered, trying to keep my voice from wavering with the wave of fear that rolled through me. “You don’t have to change how you react.”

“I don’t want to scare you, baby.”

I leaned down to lick his tip. “That’s the first step of not being afraid anymore. To face your fears head on.” I licked his tip again as I raised my eyes back to his. “Help me overcome this one. Take control. Show me that giving up control doesn’t have to be a bad thing.”

He eyed me for a moment before nodding. “Alright.”

He shifted himself lower on the bed so he could stretch out. I went back to stroking and licking him while his fingers played in my hair. When I took his tip into my mouth, he started to gently lift his hips, pushing himself deeper into my mouth. I gasped out when he reached down to grab my ankle, pulling me effortlessly up toward his face. While the hand that was still tangled in my hair guided my head, his other one dragged my panties down my legs before he tossed them off the bed. I groaned around his cock when he thrust two fingers into me. I lowered my mouth even more before pulling it almost completely off while my hand followed its path. I wiggled my other hand up to his balls to gently massage them while I rocked my hips to his. 

“Moan for me, Leah,” he ordered as his fingers curled up inside of my pussy, drawing one from me immediately.

“Brennan!”

“Fuck! I love that.”

He pulled my mouth away from his shaft as he withdrew his fingers from me so he could pull me up to straddle his waist. He took my hand, kissed the palm, and placed it on his chest over his heart before lifting me a little by my waist.

“I want you to ride me, baby.”

I nodded, as I slowly lowered myself onto his erection. Waves of pleasure moved through me as I began to move my hips while he matched my movements. His hands guided my body as I rolled it while I moaned his name.

“Leah!” He cried out as his movements got more wild. 

I leaned down to kiss him, immediately thrusting my tongue into his mouth as I continued to rock my body to his. My stomach started to flutter as it coiled tightly while my pussy started to clench around his shaft. He wrapped one arm around my waist while his other one came up to cup the back of my neck, holding me in place as his tongue slid along mine. The arm around my waist moved slightly lower so he could reach between us to slip two fingers into my pussy from behind, using them to tease my muscles inside as he continued to thrust up. I cried out as his skillful actions sent me flying off the edge. He swallowed my scream as he ground against the back of my pussy for a second before using his grip on my waist to pull up. His cum hit my thigh while his head dropped back.

“Fuck!”

I giggled a little as I curled up on his chest, pressing little kisses down the length of his neck. “We forgot a condom.”

“Sometimes I can’t help it. You are such a distraction,” he grunted.

I playfully bit into his neck. “I’m glad you think so.”

He smacked my ass. “Troublemaker.”

I lifted my head to give him one last kiss before scampering off toward the bathroom, stumbling on the first couple of steps as my legs tried to resist leaving him in bed. Once inside the bathroom, I relieved myself before starting the shower. I brushed my teeth while the water heated up before grinning at Brennan as he walked in. He watched me for a moment before kissing my neck as he walked past me to the toilet.

“HEY! I’M IN HERE!” I hollered.

He glanced at me with his eyebrow raised. “I hate to tell you, doll face, you’re gonna have to get used to it. This is the only bathroom and it’s not like I’m taking a shit!”

I rolled my eyes before grumbling as I climbed into the shower. “Do normal couples use the bathroom in front of each other?”

“Sometimes,” he told me as he slipped into the shower with me. “Some even pee on each other. I know Caleb’s peed on a couple of girls.”

I froze as my eyes widened. “He didn’t!”

He burst out laughing as he took the wash cloth from me to wash me up. “Not that I know of, but some people do enjoy it. It’s even got a fancy name.”

“Do you want to pee on me?” I asked, a little frightened.

“Not at all. I plan on staking my claim another way,” he told me.

I narrowed my eyes on him. “In what ways?”

“Well, for starters, I want to put hickeys on you. Here, here, and here,” he said, touching my neck, shoulder, and thighs. “Then there’s the ring that I’m going to put on your finger. That will tell everyone that you’re mine.”

I stared at him in shock. He had been hesitant to talk about marriage the day before but now he didn’t seem to be. I tilted my head as I studied his face.

“Brennan?”

“Yes, Leah?” He responded as he ran his hands around my breasts to make sure all of the soap was rinsed off.

“We are talking about marriage, right?” I asked hesitantly.

He didn’t respond for a moment, making me a little anxious about my question. He finally sighed before taking me in his arms. “Yeah, baby. I do. I want you to be my wife and I want…” He took a deep breath. “And I want to be your husband. I will do anything to prove it to you, which is why after Ramira leaves, I will be preparing a copy of my schedule for you, so you will always know where I am, just in case I have to leave before you wake up. I also have ordered you a cell phone. It will be here tomorrow. And I–”

I stood on my tiptoes to brush my lips against his. “Thank you. I promise that soon I won’t even need that. It’s just that our relationship is so new. And I–”

“You don’t have to explain anything, Leah. I understand. I’m scared too, but I promise that you and I will be okay. We will make this work. We both want it and we have already come so far.”

I leaned against his chest as my eyes closed. “Yeah, we have.”

He held me for a moment before someone knocked on our door.

“Brennan?” Ramira called out, making him groan. “Are you okay?”

“Yes, Mira. We’ll be out in a few minutes,” he called back to her.

“We? Who’s–oh. Hey, Leah.”

“Hi, Ramira,” I giggled.

“Take your time.”

“Thanks, sis,” he grumbled before pecking my lips. “I guess we better get it together.”

“Yeah,” I agreed as I stepped out of the shower. “But I need you to promise me one thing…”

“What’s that?”

“Don’t ever pee on me.”

He burst out laughing. “I promise, baby.”