CHAPTER431
My nerves fray, temper on edge and scan her over one more time, disapprovingly. Her dress is more fitted than what she normally goes for, less flower and plainer, like something I would wear. A belt, finally, to cinch that tiny waist of hers and her makeup is smoky-eyed, only applied lightly, with a serious amount of plumping lipstick in rose. Definitely hustling for sex or a reunion, and I want to use my chopstick to poke her in the face.
“Maybe we should take it through to the study, just us.” He focuses on her pointedly, a serious tone to his voice, but for some crazy reason, Natasha seems to have gravitated towards me even more. She seems to have some sort of girl hard-on and is practically dry humping the couch beside me. It’s starting to freak me the fuck out, and a glance his way shows only a normal looking, if slightly hyper Arrick popping open the bottle.
This is too weird for me.
“I thought we could all, you know the three of us, sit for a while. I know we don’t really get on that well, Sophie, and I figured maybe it’s time we tried.” She gives me more bunny eyes and I narrow mine suspiciously, wondering what the hell her game is.
Natasha has always tried to be besties with me; it’s like a never-ending sad, pathetic act she pulls in an attempt to get on Arry’s good side, but never to the extent of tonight. The urge to respond with ‘Why?’ is slapped down with Arrick hopping over the back of the couch beside me, so he lands close enough to sit on me and scares the absolute shit out of me. He throws me a warning look and plonks the wine and glasses he is carrying on the table, almost sloshing it everywhere.
“Plenty of food, maybe we should pick another movie though, right? Eat and then take it elsewhere?” He seems to be having some sort of mental break, eyeing me oddly, some hidden message that I totally miss. Actually, it feels like I’m in the twilight zone, and stuck between two people acting like complete freaks. If this is some sort of coercion into a threesome lifestyle then I will literally kick him in the balls.
Because of where Arrick has flown and landed, Natasha has no choice but to sit on the other side of me, so I am literally sandwiched between them with no say in how this is turning out whatsoever. Awkward is an understatement, and if Arrick is trying to act like everything is innocent and above board right now, with me being here, then he’s literally painting a huge red arrow above his head that says ‘GUILTY’ in neon letters.
Natasha seems disappointed that he’s sat so far away and preens and poses herself on the end of the sofa like some sad romance heroine. Arrick though, seems intent on fitting as much booze in the three glasses as he can physically pour, without spilling over, and I carefully slide my plate of food onto the coffee table and get ready to run from this bizarre scenario.
It’s only then I realize the loud moaning and groaning noises coming from the TV are people having loud and incredibly detailed sex. The movie I have hit upon seems to be some cheesy porn type flick, which has hit the ground running with an orgy of like six people. I literally freeze and stare straight at the screen in open-mouthed mortification and suddenly cannot find the remote at all. Faced with a close, up and personal view of some lady’s orifice being licked clean by some butt ugly guy’ shame and embarrassment stain my face in complete mortification.
I wriggle around, finally getting his little hint that I should switch the channel, looking desperately for and the remote control which has slid between the cushions when he landed on the seat. Arrick and I both go for it at the same time and our faces collide as I panic. Our noses hit, our foreheads bump too, and there’s an awkward moment as I catch him looking at my mouth like he’s thinking about kissing me. So many messages translating between us now that we’re almost sitting on top of each other while scrambling for the remote, his face an inch from mine to a chorus of heavy banging and orgasm moans.
What the fuck? Dude?
I don’t know even how to react to that, and all I can feel are Natasha’s trusting eyes on us, as we both act like guilty kids whose mom just caught them dry humping on the couch. I grab it from him as we both catch it and click on any button my finger hits. Only it’s worse, and it is actual porn this time, with an up-close view of someone’s ass being violated by the world’s biggest penis. Arrick has one of those dumb TV’s with internet crap and buttons for crazy things. It would seem he has a direct link to porn on this damn demon-like contraption, which actually surprises me. He doesn’t seem like the porn type. I throw him a serious questioning, if a little accusatory, frown as he slaps a hand over my eyes, covering them.
“For the love of God.” Arrick groans and slides the thing from my fingers as I push his other off my face, to do some damage limitation. Flicking it off whatever crazy menu I have navigated onto and switching to Pulp Fiction instead, a movie favorite. I can literally feel my face flaming with shame. He just raises a brow my way and shrugs unapologetically as though to say ‘yeah, men like porn’.
Natasha looks wholly uncomfortable and probably traumatized, not that I blame her. She does look like she is a missionary position girl, who only has sex on Sundays. That guy’s dick had been abnormally huge, and that girl’s ass was so not equipped for that kind of torture. I’m not exactly a prude, but even I’m flustered by that little getup and have no idea how to react.
Arrick hands me wine, intent on pushing us into drinking to cover up whatever the hell just happened, and I take it gratefully, unable to meet his face, aware that he has shifted a foot away from me, and the heat erupting all over me has me feeling like some wanton whore who obviously has a porn curiosity.
“Interesting movie choices you have.” Natasha is still trying to make polite conversation on the most ridiculous of topics, and I have to double-take her face to see if she’s being serious. I spot her trying to curb a smile and impulsively smile too, then laugh like a crazed loon, because the tension inside of me breaking loose makes me feel like I have seriously just lost the plot. We both burst into giggles and I sense Arrick relax too. He chuckles, and then we stop, weird atmosphere abated, and return to the fact that this is the craziest scene of all time. There’s the return of awkward silence, and I have no clue what I’m even doing here anymore.
“Maybe I should leave you two alone.” I interject and make a move, but it’s Arrick’s concealed grab on my hand that stops me. I throw him a frown and see nothing in his expression. He looks completely deadpan like he hasn’t just stopped me from getting up, and then he smiles across the top of me, at her. I’m seriously confused by what he’s doing. I feel like one of those dumb kids in school who miss out on all the in-jokes the popular kids throw around and yet try to act like they know what the hell is going on.
“We should go, Natasha.” He smiles at her and it suddenly makes me feel sick to my stomach, confusion written all over me. Natasha is instantly wary like she thinks he is about to throw her out, and that tearful look she gets in her eye obviously affects him, because I spy that subtle jaw-tense tell of his that he feels shitty.
“We could go for a drink and maybe talk somewhere else.” He looks right at her, like I’m not even here, and I can’t ignore that adoring puppy dog look she has for him shining through, melting visibly in front of me because Arrick has offered her a lifeline. I shove him back out of my way aggressively, curbing the urge to glare in his face and stand up, getting out from between them harshly and unable to hold in the jealous pang of pain that just punched me in the gut.
“I’m going for a shower, anyway...So knock yourself out.” I snap and spill my overly full glass of red wine all down my clothes. I avoid his eyes on me, even though I can feel them burning into my face. “Shit.” I lay it on the table and make a grab for the towel that’s been sitting there all day for no apparent reason; pretty sure it was me who left it here and start dabbing it off my prized dress. Arrick’s on his feet and grabbing the towel to help me, almost in my face and I realize he’s trying to translate some sort of look to me. Silent messages of some kind and I lose my temper instantly. Sick of whatever this is and snap at him.
“I can do it. Just go out and go do whatever you’re going to fucking do with your girlfriend.” I snatch the towel from him, turn on my heel, and storm into the nearest room, heading for a sink. Except it’s his room and not mine, and I feel like tonight I’m a serious contender for complete moron of the century. I head straight for his bathroom to sponge the red mess from my clothes hopelessly. It’s only a few shades darker than my dress, but it will forever be like a permanent scar. I love this dress, it cost me half my allowance and I don’t want it to go to ruin with a stupid spillage of wine.
“Take it off and I’ll soak it.” Natasha’s voice behind me startles me. She comes in and holds out her hand expectedly, like a bossy mother with a no-nonsense tone and the impulse to tell her where to go evades me. I pull off my dress by shimmying out of it expertly and handing it to her instead. Not at all shy about standing in my new Victoria secret two-piece, sexy lace lingerie, and definitely not caring if I’m standing here like a swimwear model. Watching her warily and wondering why the hell she followed me in here. Why tonight, she seems to be all over my ass. She moves by me filling the sink with cold water, squirting a little of the hand wash into it and swirling it around.
“If we soak it out, then it shouldn’t stain.” She smiles up at me, nothing in her expression to suggest anything is out of the ordinary, other than my behavior. I stand in my underwear and bare feet and watch her, not sure what else to do, feeling like I’m in the throes of the weirdest day of my life.
“I’m sure I could have done it myself.” I add and then catch her pause; a tear fills her eye and she looks at me in the vanity reflection for a moment. I’m like a deer caught in the headlights and have no choice but to meet her gaze. That unexpected reaction thaws my ice a little, a strange sensation in the pit of my stomach making the cool attitude of my facade soften guiltily.
“You’re his best friend,” she sighs, and my heart pounds instantly through my chest. I falter and for a moment wonder if she has guessed what this is. Holding my breath as my insides shift painfully. “I know he tells you everything.” She carries on as that tear rolls down her cheek painfully. I stand dumbfounded, looking around hoping that he too will wander in here and save me from whatever this is, but he seems to be staying away.
“Not everything.” I reply stiltedly. Not sure what else to say, or what to do. I don’t even know if this is how murdering a side chick begins. A sane person washing out your clothes, who then turns the nail file into a fatal weapon in a moment of broken-hearted fury. I really have no clue if I should be running.
“Has he said anything to you about why he’s doing this? Why he’s suddenly so confused about what we are?” She focuses directly on me, so much pain and sadness in her face that my breath catches in my chest, to the point of being unable to inhale and I literally have no response. I never liked her, never cared, but while she’s looking at me like that and asking me this, I have nothing but a huge pit of shameful regret hitting me hard.
“I … I …” My palms get sweaty and I lose the ability to talk. Nerves overtaking me and a ball of heavy pain consuming me."
