Chapter 145
Rakari's POV
“Don’t you knock?”
“It’s my house”
“Yeah but it’s my room, you’re such a guy!”
I chuckled,
“I am a guy, if you haven’t noticed by now”
She bit her bottom lip and looked down embarrassed and the next thing I knew I was on top of her, trapping her beneath me,
“Please don’t do that”
My eyes were probably pitch black now because the way she bit her bottom lip just had me lusting over her, it was such a sexy gesture,
“I can’t help it” She said shakily,
“I do it every time I’m nervous or embarrassed”
She done it again and I let out a small moan which seemed to turn her on because her eyes started to go black as well. I leaned down and started pressing light kisses up her neck until I got to the corner of her mouth and I was waiting for her to stop me but she never did, instead she grabbed my hair and brought my lips to hers, making me kiss her. I could feel the sparks flying when she kissed me and the electricity that ran through my whole body. She bit my bottom lip and I didn’t hesitate to part my lips for her because I was eager to know what it felt like to have her tongue dance with mine and I wasn’t disappointed.
I knew I had to pull away so that’s what I did and when she opened her eyes, they were pitch black, just like mine, well at least I know the feeling isn’t one sided,
“Continue” She said seductively.
I closed my eyes, making them go back to normal before opening them again and seeing that her eyes were their normal colour as well but that didn’t help anything because her eyes were still beautiful,
“I shouldn’t have done that”
I looked at her confused and was about to ask why when her phone went off and I looked at the screen to see the name ‘Marcus <3’ and I started to get angry,
“Who’s Marcus?”
“Nobody”
I moved off of the bed and stood up, glaring down at her,
“He’s obviously somebody! Why is their a heart next to his name?!”
She sat up straight and glared back at me,
“Don’t you dare use that tone with me, if I’m correct, I could’ve sworn you rejected me no more than 10 minutes ago"
“Just tell me who he is!”
“He’s my boyfriend!”
“You are mine!!”
She laughed humourlessly,
“You didn’t want me!”
“I don’t care, you are my mate and there is no way on this earth that I am sharing you with another man!”
“It won’t be sharing though because he’ll have all of me”
I walked over to her and pinned her back down onto the bed, making sure to hold her wrists so that she couldn’t hit me,
“He is not your mate, I am”
“He loves me like a mate which is more than what I can say about you”
I let go of my anger and my eyes went back to normal,
“I refuse to love you”
I could see the hurt flash through her eyes and those words left my mouth but it was only for a split second,
“Good, it makes our lives much easier; now get the fuck off me”
My girl is a bad ass… wait, my girl? Well, technically she is mine but now I’m not so sure, I rejected her and now she probably going to hate me,
“Don’t hate me”
Those words left my mouth before I could take it back and she looked shocked for a moment but covered it up again,
“Too late”
I sighed and let her wrists and before I could get up, she punched me in the face,
“That’s for pinning me down you asshole”
If it was anyone else, I might have hit them back but she was my mate and I refuse to hurt her in any way. ‘You already have’ my wolf told me and I knew he was right, I hurt her bad.
I stood up from the bed and turned to face her one last time,
“Rakari?”
“Goodbye alpha”
I winced at the finality in her voice and I knew nothing could stop her from hating me so I turned away and walked out of her room and going to mine. I decided to let my anger out a bit too early because as soon as I closed the door behind me I punched the wall, numerous times and by the end of it, their were more than dozens of holes in my wall, due to my werewolf strength and because I’m an alpha, I’m even stronger than the average wolf.
I heard a knock on my door, “Darius?”
“What?”
“Your dad wants to see you”
I literally ripped the door opened and stormed to my dad’s office, not even bothering to knock when I got there,
“Yes dad?”
“I would like you to calm down first before you even decide to say another word”
I closed my eyes and started taking deep breaths, willing my eyes to go back to normal and when I opened them again my dad gestured for me to take a seat so I walked over to the desk and took a seat in
“Did you greet the new family?”
I nodded,
“Yes, they seem very nice”
“Don’t try and hide it son, I know is your mate”
“How?”
“Rhylie told me”
“I’m going to kill him” I muttered under my breath,
“You will do no such thing”
Stupid advanced hearing, I thought to myself,
“Does she know?”
“Yes”
“And are you two okay with it?”
I rubbed the back of my neck, “I sort of, rejected her”
“You did what?”
“I don’t want to love her dad and you know why”
“It’s inevitable, she’s your mate, you can’t not love her”
“I’ll use everything in my power to make sure that I don’t”
He sighed,
“Son, I know that Lucie-“
“Don’t speak her name in my presence” I said is a deathly low tone and because I’m alpha, he had to follow my order,
“Sorry… I know that she hurt you but you can’t take it out on Rakari, she’s a nice girl and beautiful for that matter”
“She’s breathtaking”
He smiled,
“You’re love struck”
I shook my head and put on my blank face,
“I won’t love her dad, she’s just like her, I know it”
“Don’t judge her Darius; until you get to know her for who she is, you cannot judge her”
I sighed,
“You’re right, it’s just that she’s so beautiful and sweet and I don’t want to fall in love with her, as my mate she has the power to tear me to pieces even worse than Lucie”
I said her name with such venom,
“It doesn’t mean you can just reject her, while before you didn’t know who your mate was, you could go on normally but know that you’ve found her, you’ll need her more than you think”
“Well, until that day comes, I will not love her, we’re done here”
I stood up from the chair and walked out of his office and when I passed Rakari’s room I could hear voices and I was about to knock on her door when I heard the words that made me both angry and hurt,
“I love you too Marcus"
How can she love him, he’s not even her mate, I am! ‘But you rejected her’ My wolf stated matter-of-fact and once again he was right, I shouldn’t be angry but I can’t help it, she’s supposed to love me, not some guy miles away… ‘You don’t love her, so why should she love you?’ My wolf said and I just sighed in defeat When I walked in I actually gasped at how much damage I had caused to my room, I was probably too angry before to notice but not it’s noticeable, definitely noticeable.
I lay down on my bed and closed my eyes, praying that I had a dreamless night but I didn’t get that, instead I dreamt of my mate.
My life is going to turn upside down completely and I know that I have to fight off this feeling that I keep getting whenever I think of Rakari.
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