Chapter 158
Chapter 158
Edna
"Edna, please go to the bedroom or return to the party. I am not feeling well. I don't want to hurt you by mistake. I think the drug affecting me is some kind of aphrodisiac. I don't want your first time with me to be rough. Please leave." He said, "It seems the unique scent that was on you is the source of my agitation. I think you need to stay away from me so this matter won't take a worse turn."
His fingers tightened around the door knob. As time passed, I could feel that Killian was becoming more impatient.
My mouth was dry.
I knew I should stay away like Killian said but I didn't want to.
I swallowed repeatedly before opening my mouth, "What are you going to do inside the study? There is no way you can get relief there."
"Don't worry. I would find a way to get relief myself. I won't let the drug cause too much trouble." Killian replied.
My brain automatically jumped to the worst conclusion. I don't want Killian to hurt himself in the name of finding relief.
It was getting clearer that the scent on my body has a high chance of being the cause of this current situation. I was willing to be Killian's antidote.
Sharing a passionate night with who I loved was a great way to find relief.
Killian might be scared of hurting me but I was willing to accept any unconscious harm he might cause.
I don't want to ever see Killian in this kind of state again. Tendrils of guilt wrapped around my heart.
"I don't want to leave. I will spend this period with you." I announced as I took a step forward.
"No, I don't agree." Killian refused, "I don't know what I would do under the influence of an unknown substance. I would not put you in that kind of danger."
I took a few steps in his direction.
Soon, I was standing in front of the door like he was. My hands landed on his own.
My lips parted, "I am willing to do this. You are not forcing me into anything. I want to be connected to you physically and spiritually. This drug incident just brought the time we would do this forward. Don't worry about the things you think you might cause. If something unplanned happens, we roll with it. I am glad that you do not wish to hurt me consciously.”
Killian stopped bowing his head and looked at me.
His eyes were like dark whirlpools. Those whirlpools seemed like they were about to swallow me whole.
His nostrils made minimal movements. Killian was still trying to inhale the strange scent on me. It was a very vicious cycle.
His body was trying to get more of the strange scent even when we both know that something might be wrong with the scent itself.
Killian released his hold on the doorknob of the door to the study.
He moved closer.
Suddenly, his hands went around my back and the crook of my knees.
He lifted me up into the air.
"Woah." An unconscious sound left my lips.
My arms automatically wrapped around Killian's neck. Killian didn't try to go into the study anymore.
He turned around and started to walk. I was familiar with where he was going. He was going to our shared bedroom.
My heart was banging against my ribcage. I felt like I could hear the sounds my heart made in this process. Anticipation and other emotions wrapped around me.
Killian arrived at the door to the bedroom at his fastest speed. He kicked the door open.
The door banged against the adjacent wall before closing due to the force.
He hurried to the bed. Sweat formed on the surface of his skin. His body was as hot as a stove.
He placed me on the bed.
Before I could blink, my dress was in tatters. I felt a bit sad for the beautiful dress.
Unfortunately—or even fortunately—, I didn't have the luxury to concentrate on the torn dress. Killian removed his own clothes in the next breath.
His lips captured mine.
A warm feeling swept through my body. My eyes closed naturally.
Killian kept kissing me till I couldn't breath anymore.
His hands weren't idle. One hand was behind my head to keep me from escaping.
The other hand was wrapped posessively around my waist. The fingers of the hand around my waist clung to my skin like it was the oxygen Killian needed to breathe.
My body heat started to rise too.
My legs and arms wrapped around him tightly. Every place on my body that was in contact with Killian's body felt like it had been electrified.
Desire sank its fangs into me. Goosebumps rose on my skin.
All I could concentrate on was Killian.
My brain couldn't accommodate anything else.
Killian finally released my lips. My mouth opened as I inhaled air greedily.
After a few seconds, Killian's lips captured mine again. Physiological tears welled in my eyes.
My tongue and my lips ached but I didn't make any move to stop the kiss. I wanted more.
Killian leaned forward. I don't know how he did it but his body weight wasn't as heavy as I had expected.
Killian stopped kissing my lips. His mouth moved to my neck and ears. Heat rushed to my ears. I didn't have to look into the mirror to know that my ears would look like it had been painted with a fiery red color.
My mouth was now free. I didn't let it remain idle. Killian's bare shoulders was in front of me. I dropped warm kisses on the skin I could reach.
Killian's body shivered as I kissed him. A strange joy sprouted in my heart. I loved this.
I wanted to see Killian lose control.
This was going to be my first sexual experience and my worldview was constantly getting refreshed.
Killian was as unfamiliar as I was at this.
I was happy to know this. The two of us have the rest of the day to discover our pleasure points.
This day was going to be burned into my memory for a very long time.